#nightthought

[lets-imagine-lune]

" personne ne se connaît,

personne ne se comprend,

personne n'existe réellement."

- Lune

[sparks-of-interstellar-dust]

“You’re there. At her house. I’m here among sheets writing about us.”

- 3:54 a.m

[winstonianepoch]

I leave very little of an impression on people.

How much of what I think of as myself exists in the minds of others. I imagine not a lot of thought or memory is given to my existence, and what is won't quite match my own definition of myself.

Is trying to get my impression of myself and the impression of me by others closer to each other a worthy goal? Is it even possible to do? How would one go about achieving that goal?

Have I become a caricature of myself? become trapped in my own self-inflicted expectations of how I am supposed to act or inact?

sleepey

[winstonianepoch]

when I die I want to draw comics and make animations

[winstonianepoch]

when I die I want to be museum exhibit designer

[winstonianepoch]

when I grow up I want to be a listlessness that implores you to explore the world; finding out more about yourself and all around

[winstonianepoch]

when I grow up I want to be the tiredness that greets a body returning home

[winstonianepoch]

When I grow up I want to be a light that is slightly unpleasant to look at. One that leaves an afterimage larger than my actual silhouette.