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Noo booo booo Nicole don't hang out with the blood period color haired

ALMOST FORGOT !! Nicole belongs to: @hauntedradiostation

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@hauntedradiostation Nicole yippie!!!!!!! She's so cutie pie I love her :DD

alt text version but it sucks ass........... sorry ;..<

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@flock-of-the-divine AU!!

not doing a desc since this is already a character- I just remade her reference sheet! and redesigned her a bit.

RAMBLE: got rid of her braid, because although the meaning behind it is nice, I feel as if she’s grown out of that yknow.. SEVEN YEARS LATER. I’ve been meaning to do this since looking at her old made me.. DISPLEASED and people in the discord server call motivated me (especially tansy.. thank you tansy!!) I mean look at her old.

ANYWAY if you’ve made it this far have a belletin drawing

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what?? me work on a ref sheet for another AU rather than my crp oc’s og????? U MUST BE DREAMING.

this is @flock-of-the-divine’s creepypasta AU, the cast in a cult. it’s collaborative!! the colors in this became more saturated last time but wtv.. anyway time to make an un-organized rant. (bcuz i refuse to look at the mistakes any longer)

nicole is aged up in this AU!! because the divine recruits teenagers, and although nicole is a new teen (13) I wanted her to also have some experience. I have no clue what her current age should be tho… just older at 16

she’s more obedient, quiet, and less eager. her eyes are sharper than before- taking on a more diamond shape to indicate that she NEVER lets her guard down. og nikki is like this, besides the fact that she does have her moments where she lets loose. nicole here is just… aware. at all times. she’ll tell you that she’s made peace with it and that she’s honestly happy at where she is now despite being a very visibly haunted person.. she likes to keep herself covered up to hide scars. whether it be from her “sins”, from kitchen accidents, or anything else. nicole stays under the radar. in this AU, nikki never became a witch here- so she does not serve Mother Nature, and it removes all connection she has to it. in fact, she spends her time inside- cooking and rushing to finish the meals before the designated times. she hates oracles and the divine with a passion, but keeps that hatred hidden- she does NOT want to risk anything, so she doesn’t really talk about it anywhere. her journal included! (the hatred is stemmed from fear. nicole hates/dislikes anything that she is VERY afraid of) I like to think the recruitment process takes a little longer. unlike og nicole, who kept striving to understand more— the moment this nikki realized she was learning about a CULT she chickened out multiple times. (OG nikki had no clue what she was dealing with, but she knew what a cult was b4 recruitment.) has very mixed thoughts on alette, & everyone else it’s depending on their character & who they are. friendships are removed, like atlas, cody, kate, etc. I’m still trying to figure out what to do with them.. also her having no mouth is intentional. just a small reminder that she feels like she can’t voice her thoughts, has to make a mask of what she is to survive, feels very very un-safe and her knife only brings her a very small portion of comfort. blah blah blah! I hope I didn’t make her too detailed 4 a lamb.. if I did I’ll change her up

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THESE BEANIE BABY PLUSHIES ARE SO CUTE. YK I HAD TO MATCH UP THE BIRTHDAYS AUGHHH mine is so adorable..

ben is April 23rd, nicole is october 14!!

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What color representa each one of your characters [if you have more then 1] better?

A/N . kat by @katgetsako , crow by @strawbrryskull , lexi kills by @/bloody-heartstrings, alette by @ribcagecavityy , the Haruspex by @marshallseries , x-virus by @/mamaporcupine, lifeless lucy by @/0o-moonwitch-o0, nicole by me, the rest idk if creators have tumblr.. warneing dark topics. implications of SH, murder, implications of grooming, vomit, blood, cults, etc. click off if uncomfortable!!! all mentions kinda brief tho

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you REALLY don’t know what invasion of privacy is, do you?

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . JEFFREY WOODS , jeff the killer

ORANGE represents energy, enlightenment, enthusiasm, danger through safety, hopelessness, and barren. Jeff is an energetic, loud, proud person who doesn’t really think before he speaks. He picks fights often, he has trouble keeping to himself- especially those ruder comments, and used to sugarcoat his willingness to get into danger- no matter how bad- by saying he’ll play it safe. Sometimes, he also feels hopeless, bleak, lifeless. Too poor to experience the actual rich experience- being happy. So he replicates the feeling, and shoves it down his throat until he one day might believe it.

YELLOW represents warmth, joy, optimism, mania, insanity, overwhelming emotions, and irritation. Jeff.. well, the last paragraph already explains his personality to a degree. He’s very optimistic- for himself. He’s either seen acting like a brat, or completely overjoyed- whilst making a mockery of other people. Jeffrey shows distinct signs of insanity, obviously, and mania. He’s so lost in his own world, so caught up in the lies he feeds himself, he forgets what sanity looks like. Or- that there’s sane people in the first place, less occasionally.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . B.E.N. , behavioral event networks

BLUE represents intelligence, inspiration, knowledge, being calm, coldness, feeling hollow, and distance. B.E.N is a very intelligent creature- a network, an access to an infinite source of knowledge. The Internet. It has knowledge, and something inside of it inspires it to keep pushing and moving. As amazing as that all is, it is also… very hollow. Empty inside, and distant, and cold. It either doesn’t understand social cues, or chooses to ignore so- pointing out things that should’ve been left unsaid or intentionally pushing people’s boundaries just to see what they’d do. He’s calm with it, a smile on its face and never usually yelling.. like he’s patiently waiting for a sick thrill out of it. It never comes. Never will. And for that, it is always empty- because it’s looking in the wrong places.

ORANGE represents enthusiasm, enlightenment, danger, a dying landscape, and mourning. It is.. enthusiastic! To an extent. It tries to see the good in things- but not to an “I want it to be better”, level. More so.. “it would be entertaining to see it play out like this.” B.E.N’s always quite dangerous- multiple minds inside of it, and although some of them may not be smartest- he is still, very, VERY, smart. It doesn’t just extend to his brain- his abilities, his precision, everything is terrifying. Be cautious of the computer before you- you never know what’s lurking inside your files.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . EVAN MYERS HABIT

CYAN represents calmness, clarity, activity, freshness, focus, balance, hope… all that positive stuff. Evan was a nice soul- participated in a little activity series, even if it.. led nowhere- and the reasoning behind it wasn’t ACTUALLY to help out. (Still, it gave some pretty solid advice.) He was fresh, focused, and had hope for the future.

Well, that didn’t really lead him anywhere.

RED is fitting for Evan HABIT. He’s contradicting and confusing intentionally, the color also representing danger, anger, power, war- ambition, passion… blah, blah, blah. Red can represent transformation- and oh. Isn’t that fitting for the new host of the body? HABIT would mourn (as red can also mean that, too.) Evan and his loss… but honestly! HABIT doesn’t really care. Boo-hoo! Is that good enough for ya?

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . JACK NYRAS , eyeless jack

BLUE represents calm, stability, intelligence, loyalty, depression, coldness, and feeling hollow. Jack is an overall calm, wise person. More often than not, he only interferes when needed because he’s playing it safe. The life he’s built for himself is somewhat stable- sticking to one thing. The Medical Wing. Jack has also shown loyalty to his girlfriend- never letting Kat leave his mind even if it has been years since they last saw each other. However, Jack was also severely depressed- and he any come off as cold, which could be troublesome for kids like Lazari that he seems to hang around. Jack, is overall, hollow inside. He feels nothing.

WHITE represents emptiness, cleanliness, peace, solidity, detachment, and mourning. Jack is.. again- an empty person inside. On the outside, maybe, too. Jack is also very, very clean, likes to preserve his peace- though often very lonely when not in the Medical Wing (though, he’ll tell you he prefers it that way.) Jack… still mourns who he used to be, and he spends the time alone to do so. Maybe that’s why he insists on being fine- he doesn’t want anyone else to see.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . KAT SOROKA

RED is passion, vitality, courage, sacrifice, and survival. Kat is full of passion, very visibly shown at times. She’s full of energy, and always moving from one place to the other. Kat doesn’t seem to “slow down” for anyone, really. Aligning with this, Kat’s shown courage various times- often taking the lead in the more dangerous missions when the other seems to coward out. (With an eye roll and sigh from Kat, of course.) Kat would sacrifice anything in a heartbeat for her loved one- and that’s not said from her just to show much she loves a person. It’s said with heart, and soul. Kat has considered serious measures for Jack… or who he used to be, anyway. Kat’s always felt like she needs to keep her guard up, because in such dangerous multiverses, surviving is the only thing she’s good for. Just.. a little hope and she’ll be fine. She’ll make it through. She has to.

WHITE represents purity, new beginnings, and mourning. Kat is pure… well- no, she’s not. But she has shared many characteristics with those who are, actually pure. She’s walked their paths, even if she’s stepped off it a few times. The moment she’s… become a cat girl, was a mark. The beginning of a new era- whatever you’d like to call it. Her previous story has ended. Or… rather, arc, if you’d choose to see it that way. Everything from her past had been forgotten about to become who she is now… even though it, uhm, kinda keeps following her. That being said- her past haunting her comes with the mourning. Kat is lonely, desperate, and missing the old faces she got so accustomed to before. Now she’s dealing with corpses in every hallway- like seriously. Clean up, she’s about to break down!

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . ANN LUSEN MIA , nurse ann

BLUE represents intelligence, stability, trust, serenity, and barbarians. Ann is intelligent. She knows this, and doesn’t need anyone to tell her otherwise or even tell her at all— because she’s already been told that her whole life. She’s also stable. (She’s NOT.) Ann can carry herself, hold herself, take the weight of the pain all on her own- and even then, there is barely any pain. Ann is very, very stable. Ann is also very trusting. She isn’t reluctant, she isn’t rude, she has the ability to trust people. But enough talk about what she is on the outside! or, rather, what she hopes she is. what she WANTS to be. Let’s talk about how people always seem to see her as aggressive, when in reality, it’s just some woman who can’t stand holding it in anymore. That’s what she’s been doing her whole life! Holding it in. Ann is not as aggressive as you think she is- she is calm, she is nice, she is peaceful at the core. It’s just… it takes a long time to hit the core of the Earth, you know? Nobody’s done it yet. ..So I guess, that’s why people like to call her a barbarian. especially her mother Because she’s just SOOOO rude, right? Maybe you’re just sensitive. ..I don’t know.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . NINA HOPKINS , ninadakiller_17

PINK represents love, passion, innocence. Nina is all of these things! She’s lovely… those men online at fourteen told her so. She’s lovely, and not in the way of those bitches in middle to high school that made fun of her. She’s passionate… always set on her goals, looking up- oh, just super optimistic, really! Really Main Character potential! Just fucking CHOOSE HER ALREADY. ..Nina is also very very innocent, or she likes to believe she is! But what’s this about believing, she IS innocent. Stop. Don’t look at those documents. They’re just for journaling class, OBVIOUSLY.. Nina would never wish harm against someone else. ..PINK is also about suppressed emotion, protest, the need to be different, and internalized misogyny. Nina used to pretend to hate pink to fit in with the boys.. even though.. she got called slurs- WHATEVER. She got validation from boys online. She’s super different, isn’t she? Not like those sluts.

.. Nina doesn’t like talking about her emotions. Not since all of this. Not since what she used to be. Nina keeps that mindset down, deep down- because part of her might start believing it if it’s surface-level again. Nina’s changed. It’s… not better- but it’s change. Nina doesn’t think like that anymore, she can’t. Nobody likes girls like that. Nobody likes a girl that just puts down other people so they could be in the spotlight. but nina wants to be the center of attention so bad, and those people online were giving her that attention when she was like that..

RED represents contradictory concepts, celebration, revolution, survival, and transformation. Nina constantly goes against herself. Contradicting her own beliefs- she’s inherently indecisive. Nina doesn’t know what she really, really wants. she does, but she can’t be like that. nobody likes someone like THAT she just told you So Nina’s… kinda, confusing. Nina represents celebration- too! She loves celebrations. Parties, loud areas.. all things alike. She celebrates you, and herself, and everything here. Even if it comes off as kinda hollow. …Nina’s also surviving, and with survival, comes revolution. She’s barely getting by, did you know that? ..I don’t think you do. Nobody does, and if they do, they don’t really care anyway. ..This is who Nina is now. If you don’t like it, get the fuck out of her face. no plz stay tell her what she’s doing wrong so she can change herself again

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . KATE HAYES , the chaser

CYAN represents clarity, rejuvenation, focus, balance. Kate is actually, HONESTLY, all of these things. Kate isn’t confusing, she’s flat with what she wants if she wants it bad- and clear with it, too. If you don’t understand why she’s so mysterious or weird, maybe that’s just on you. Kate has given up all her energy on living a good life, and just spent it on… existing. Kate doesn’t really live anymore. It’s just about keeping yourself alive- and those are completely different things in this business. Sorry not sorry. ..So, Kate is always focused, and always balanced, and always steady. She knows what she wants. The problem is that she’s not doing anything to get there.

WHITE represents emptiness, detachment, peace, solidity, and isolation. White is a color that is monotone, and blank, and can drive you insane. White is a color. Kate is a person. Kate is empty inside, and detached. So don’t even bother trying to involve her in the emotional shit unless she comes to you first. …Unless she somehow cares enough to let you. Unless she reaches out to you first- and that’s never! ..So she’s isolated, and lonely… but Kate’s at peace with this. No drama, no loud… her group is small, but it’s still a group. Kate is at peace. Kate is peaceful. Kate is happy. Shut the fuck up.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . LIU WOODS , homicidal liu

CYAN represents calmness, hope, focus. Liu is calm. Liu… he’s always tired inside, his soul worn out- nearly completely done with life. But he’s still pushing, so he’s offering soft smiles and advice and seeing the silver linings. It’s just… he’s not that energetic right now, so pardon him for being a little quiet and not being to just quite “match your energy”. Liu shows perseverance, and with that, comes his hope. He is still involved in this dirty business. Not as a Creepypasta.. but, involved. Even so- he clings onto hope, clings onto the possibility things will get better. It’s admirable, really. And to get to where he wants to be- he needs to focus.

GREEN is growth, harmony, safety, prosperity, healing, and envy. Liu is growing, Liu is ACTUALLY getting better- ..somehow. And that’s because he’s trying his hardest to. Despite how exhausting it can be. Liu is safe, Liu is healing. Liu is okay. Liu is… also, very, very envious. Why does Jeff seem so pleased with his life? Why are assholes like Toby so pleased and happy and excited? What the fuck. Why is life so unfair? Why is it like this? Why are they happier than Liu is?! That’s not- …So Liu screams inside his room, trashes the place, and lights a cigarette for a midnight walk. His torturer is happier than him. Okay. That’s fine. Liu knows, deep down, that he’s at LEAST a better person, anyway.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . LEXI KILLS

BLACK represents death, sadness, the unknown, self-discipline, rebellion and authority. I think deaths just about self-explanatory.. so is sadness. It’s not exactly things that Lexi bothers hiding, just smaller aspects of it. Like exactly which part of the graveyard she hangs around at, or what she thinks of a rotting corpse deep down. She doesn’t bother hiding that she’s not exactly happy here, either. …But she IS part of it- part of the unknown. Part of the mystery, the game, the secrets. Lexi had also spent so long beating herself up, letting other words get to her head and change her look on herself, too. Self-disciplined… but Lexi isn’t sure when it stops being discipline, and starts being just plain out insults. Lexi rebels a lot, despite the authority she has a proxy- despite being part of the top of the chain. At least in this hell, anyway. I guess, in a way, you can say she just doesn’t appreciate what she has! ..Who could, really?

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . TOBIAS ROGERS , ticci toby

ORANGE represents enthusiasm, energy, warmth, mourning, danger, and the loss of hope. Toby is very, very enthusiastic! He’s energetic, he’s warm, he’s all over the place- especially in the field of work he enjoys the most. He’s forgetting more and more about his past as time goes on, and that’s actually making him HAPPIER. ..But also scared. So, so scared that he’ll forget about the girl that wiped his tears and took the hit for him. So, so scared that if he can’t honor Lyra and her memory- who will? So, scared that he’ll lose the ability to mourn, because, as awful as his past is.. it’s what makes him. It’s who he was, and it gives him a reason to be miserable. Toby, in all honesty, wants to be worse. Toby wants something to cling onto, something that keeps hurting him but have him feeling safe. Something that makes him worked up, and dangerous, and something to stay away from. Something that makes him lose all hope. If Toby isn’t sad, then what’s left of him?

BLUE is depression. Depression, vastness, distance, and toxic masculinity. All of these… Gods, we’ve explored them so many times. Let’s get to the last one. Toxic Masculinity. Tobias was grown up with beliefs such as men can’t cry, men should know how to use a gun, men should stay tough. Men are the breadwinners, men, men, MEEENNN… God. It was drilled into his brain from a very young age, and despite knowing that most of what his father says is BULLSHIT… other kids said it, too. Lyra tells him it isn’t true but if it isn’t, why is everyone following it? Not everyone is stupid, right? ..You’ll never see him cry. He’ll complain, he’ll groan, he’ll be a little bitch. But he will never, EVER, fucking cry. If he does, then he’ll take another shot and go into the bathroom for unsaid business.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . LYRA ROGERS , who?

WHITE is innocence, thought, mourning, and peace. Lyra had always been peaceful. Had always been kind, and maybe a bit negative- but she tried to be optimistic! She had never done anything wrong, save for the occasional drama at school- or the trespassing law being broken a few times. Lyra had always tried to stay out of drama, anyway, so I guess she’s innocent in that way too. Lyra had always had all the time in the world to think to herself- think about what she wants, what she needs, what she should do. Lyra had also mourned at her funeral. For herself, the person she could’ve been, and the fact she’ll never fully be at peace.

PINK is love, compassion, care, friendship. Pink is freeing, and silver linings, and gold. Lyra is youthful, and used to be happy, and okay. Lyra had always taken the initiative, standing up for friends and family members- her mother included. Lyra shines, Lyra helps, Lyra is the personification of soft love that she won’t let go un-noticed. Lyra used to be amazing, you know. Used to be. she doesn’t wanna talk about who she is NOW toby would be so disappointed

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . NATALIE OUTLETTE , clockwork

RED represents passion, war, anger, vitality, danger, celebration, revolution, and all things alike. Natalie represents power, energy, and the will to keep moving. Natalie is a very.. loud, abrasive person. She doesn’t take much bullshit, excluding her own. She’s a brute in total form, despite her seeming calm to people who don’t know her well. Or.. know her at all. Natalie is war, Natalie will cause a war. She clings onto anger simultaneously.. which, may be one of her problems, but it’s not like she could CARE anyway.

PURPLE is creativity, independence, imagination, arrogance, and ambition. Natalie is very, very creative- and imaginative! She used to daydream and zone out so MUCH as a teenager.. uhm, maybe about blood and gore and seeing those who have wronged her dead against her kitchen floor but. Who cares. Since this life, Natalie was able to let her creative engine go haywire- escaping outside of her canvas and journals! Blood was smeared across the wall her first murder as a Creepypasta. Smeared against the floor, the body, drawing little doodles with just her finger and said blood. It was, in all honesty, wonderful. ..To Natalie, anyway. Natalie is also very, very independent- very set on not needing anyone else and not being a “pissy little crybaby” and whatnot. For that, she comes across as arrogant.. (again, she does NOT care.) (kinda does when she’s alone with her thoughts but she still doesn’t care) (who’s asking anyway)

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . THE HARUSPEX , experiment 6246

PURPLE represents wisdom, independence, imagination, and mystery. The Haruspex is on a quest for knowledge- for wisdom, for answers. To achieve that, he must be independent- alone, quiet. He shouldn’t let anyone weigh him down, and those who don’t keep him clueless? They stay. The Haruspex always appreciates someone who lets him be his own being. But for answers, you must have imagination- and creativity. You must think of a question first. For that, his questions may come off as.. a bit weird, or make no sense. But nothing makes sense- so why should he? ..This world is a mystery. A mystery, and The Haruspex will do whatever it takes to figure it out.

BLACK is the unknown, secrecy. The Haruspex is so driven by its own curiosity, he may come off as mysterious- ..Though, he really isn’t at all. He just forgets to feel or show clear emotion sometimes, so I really don’t know why you see him as this nonchalant person. In turn of unraveling a mystery, he became one himself. Unknown, full of secrets- yet one thing is clear. The Haruspex is doing something. Always is, always will- the question is what?

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . JANE EVERLASTING , jane the killer

RED is passion, rebellion, leadership, sacrifice, commanding action in others, courage, and safety.. but the kind of safety that only lets you know of something dangerous so you could steer the other way. Jane is all of this. Jane, elegant ass Jane, is rebellious- working in little ways to work against what she knows isn’t right. Jane is a natural born leader once she actually puts her mind to shit- being able to guide anyone. She makes sacrifices, most commonly herself, for all those around her. For what she believes is right. She is safety- because despite her being dangerous herself, she will cloak you in black to stay hidden and give you the co-ordinates to the exit. Jane is a good person. Jane.. at least, tries to be in this hellhole.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . DINA CLARK , judge angel

WHITE is purity, innocence, serenity, cleanliness, perfection, unity. White is.. everything Dina wants to be. Everything Dina pretends she is. Dina tries to be innocent, disguising the blood on her hands as a helpful tool. Disguising it as what’s necessary to better the world. Dina pretends to be calm, to be peaceful- despite always on edge of blowing up and snapping at whoever is closest. Dina fools so much, pretends so much, she has officially fooled herself. Oh, but that was such a long time ago… let’s talk about who she is at the core.

BLACK is elegance, power, death, secrecy, authority. Black is horns covered with angel wings. Black is what Dina denies. Black is what Dina refuses to admit she is. Black is sin, black is injustice. Everything negative is black. Dina is elegant with her murder, using the excuse that no soul deserves something that brutal.. when deep down it’s just because she doesn’t like to clean up the mess. Dina has power, and authority, and all things matching over those terrified of her. Whispering fear into others ears- a reminder that you cannot live if you don’t fit her textbook definition of purity. Dina is fear.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . HELEN OTIS , bloody painter

PURPLE is creativity, imagination, mystery, independence, and ambition. Helen shows creativity and ambition for his paintings- for the only thing he’s good at. He spends all his time practicing and drawing and painting not only because it’s peaceful, but if he’s not his paintings, what is he left with? A sad, stupid, dumb boy? No, that’s not gonna do. Helen, since the first murder, is mysterious and independent. He doesn’t show weak spots. Doesn’t want to, never will. He doesn’t open his heart up, and he’d prefer if you stayed out of business- thank you.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . ALETTE

PINK is innocence, care, protection, and love. Alette lives with all of these things, or.. well, at least to the best of her abilities. She may not replicate the exact feelings, she may never will- but Alette’s trying her hardest. She tries to offer care and love to her friends, and in turn she’s protected. It would be nice to play the protector role sometime, though.. Alette is innocent! For the most part. You can’t really get the judge to believe you in court when you’re facing accusations about cannibalism- but it’s not as if Alette likes what she eats. It just.. happens. Innocent. Yeah, innocent.

WHITE is peace, solidity, void, isolation. Alette seems to find much “comfort” in her loneliness, going into week-long times where she flat out ignores everyone and disappears to be by herself- then come back completely normal. As nice as connections are, Alette likes to isolate herself from other people. Breathe in the air and take the world at her own, slow pace. Who knows where she’s at right now? It’s not like Alette cares at the moment, anyway.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . LIAM “CODY” PINTOS , x-virus

GREEN represents wisdom, intelligence , vitality, balance, practicality, being analytical, and loyalty. Cody is a wise, intelligent, practical and analytical person. Come on- everyone knows that. It’s just about his whole deal, isn’t it? Cody grows eager at new things, and despite the man’s usual calm approach to things- he can’t help but grow restless. A bit too energetic. Lab work excites him. So much to the point he might as well marry it.

PURPLE means spirituality, independence, imagination, emotionality, and ambition. Cody.. tends to chase after two of these concepts. Spirituality, and emotions. It’s not that Cody is emotionless- he’s NOT. It’s that… he, well, craved emotional connection his whole life. Craved all that wonderful stuff that everybody talked so good about, wanted to dissect it to truly understand it. Wanted to know how people could face their trauma and fears and all that. Then he went into the loophole about the mythical creatures… and that’s something he always seems to be losing. No matter how hard he tries, those creatures seem to just.. SLIP AWAY??? Save for a few, but oh my gosh. The Thunderbird, for example, is too quick for him. Cody’s spending all his time chasing after these two concepts, spiraling and cooped up in his part of the lab- he might as well just lose it already. These are concepts that Cody will never grasp. Not fully. These concepts are too alike to parental love, or comfort, or soothing melodies anyway.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . AKI “CROW” NAKAMURA

GREEN means independence, safety, nausea, practicality, compassion, loyalty, and good luck. Crow is a fairly independent person, who likes to try and replicate the feeling of safety for others. Listen to you when you talk, keep you from any dangers. No matter how alone she likes to be, she’ll try to find a spot in her schedule to let you in, too. She’s inherently loyal. But Crow gets… sick, sometimes. Those random time periods where she’s hunched over, gagging and puking her guts out. It’s both a result of the chemicals she works with and the Slender Sickness- both things not blending well together. Even so, she’s always cleaning up her own mess afterwards, apologizing to those who saw it, because it’s not a pretty sight- and even in a place like this, Crow still has the decency to try and make everything seem normal. …-ish.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . NICOLE “NIKKI” ADA SOUZA

GREEN means nature, renewal, natural world, plant life, envy, inexperience, spiritual guidance, being analytical, and loyalty. Nikki is connected to.. all of these things. A servant of Mother Nature, so it’s natural she’s spending hours of her day with said Mother. On the luckier days, Mother actually replies. It’s calm, it’s peaceful- besides her beloved friends, it’s the only thing that makes Nicole forget about most troubles in her life. Still. She can experience negative emotions, and often the forest is where she spends her time spiraling. Envious of those kids who still have normal lives. Jealous of those kids who get to graduate with a whole fucking speech. Envious of the new doctors, lawyers, engineers. Nicole just.. has so much jealousy in her heart, it’s just about exhausting. But that’s between her and the Earth. ..Nicole also shows inexperience. Most Creepypastas come in with a kill already, Slenderman-influenced or not. Nicole came in with some hope, some prayers not to get brutally mauled, and a creature that does all the killing for her. She’s… kinda out of place, in all honesty. You can only imagine the relief she had when she figured out she wasn’t the only one with zero experience in this field. She’s very connected to nature, and with that, she’s connected to mythical creatures. Guiding them, leading them- like practice for when she dies and ultimately has to let them control her body, if you will! Nicole’s loyal, and analytical, and a realist.. green just suits her well, doesn’t it? It’s the color of her eyes.

PURPLE shows mystery, wisdom, royalty, magic, independence, spirituality, and the unknown. Independence, spirituality, and magic are self-explanatory.. but she shows royalty through being a leader. Trying her best to guide others, even if she herself doesn’t really know where to go from here. Wisdom is pretty self-explanatory too, but it’s off her story and motives- her quest to learn more. To have answers. To understand. Trying to be the best interlinked with this, causing her to always be a little disconnected with other kids- her friends included. She didn’t wanna let anyone weigh her down. Nicole’s story is where mystery and the unknown aligns- so much to uncover, but so little clues. Like Nicole said! “Somebody’s covering it all up, and it’s annoying and stupid and I’m going to shoot ten people.”

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . BENJAMIN “LINK” LAWMAN , ben drowned

BLACK is the unknown, secrecy, longing, mourning. Ben, pre-ascension, had always pretended he’d been ready to face danger head on. Despite being a coward, he put on a facade, and made everything seem better than it actually is. Ben, back then, longed for a better life- a fantasy life, Link’s life. Yes, he got it in the end, but… at a very hefty cost. So Ben doesn’t really LIKE talking about his past. Keeps it all secret, and if he spills- it’s with contradicting sentences and vagueness. Confusing you, and amusing him. If he originally came from another universe, it means there’s no trail left behind to this one, and Ben’s gonna use that to his complete advantage. (at night, though, he’s mourning the loss and the boy and his past life. that’s when he seriously contemplates telling someone, but always decides against it.)

YELLOW means warmth, joy, caution, deceit, insanity and being a coward. Ben is happy….ish! Ben is that wild, sudden burst of energy you get that suddenly makes you think you can do anything. Ben is that “never-takes-anything-serious” guy, and when he does, it’s always rare and weird. Ben is also something to be careful around. Because despite all this messing around, he’s deceitful, and may have you questioning things you know you’ll never understand. Start seeing things that aren’t there, and sudden sharp jabs in your body that have no logical explanation. Ben is “fooling around” to the extreme, so of course, whilst you’re writhing in insanity, pain, and confusion.. he’ll be snickering behind the screen.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . SALLY WILLIAMS DAWN

RED is contradictory concepts, good fortune, anger, and survival. Sally, being a ghost that guides other ghosts, is contradictory in itself- and goes against what she is so she could please her mind. Goes against the truth, if you will. Sally wishes good fortune on the bad people with a good mindset, and hopes the “good” people with bad mindsets get brutally murdered. She’ll lose her SHIT at the smallest things, but proceed to be able to calm herself down at the bigger. She’ll say she understands needing to survive.. when she doesn’t really, live. At all. Sally is contradictory. Period. But maybe she doesn’t need you to figure her out, maybe she just needs you to listen to what she has to say.

ORANGE means enthusiasm, enlightenment, balance, and barren. Sally had always been enthusiastic, positive, trying to uplift others spirits when her family’s struggling to make enough to put on the table. Always giving them a reason to keep pushing without meaning to- that girl was just the sweetest thing ever. Sally had balance, knowing when to be serious and when to not. Sally used to just be so amazing… shame what happened.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . LAZARI “LAZARUS” SWANN

WHITE represents purity, new beginnings, void, unity, and detachment from reality. Lazari is pure! Or.. tries to be, to avoid punishment. Lazari has the cult’s version of sin and bad drilled into her head, trying to make up for her biggest sin- being born. Lazari was only taught “you’ll get hit if you do this”, not “doing this is wrong because”. Lazari still lives in complete and utter fear, and when she’s really alone- in her moments where she’s forgetting reality and feels as in she’s in a void and cage of her mind- she swears she hears her mother whispering more shit into her head. Lazari needs to be saved. …So she enjoys the concept of unity. Because when she’s alone, that’s what everything gets bad, and she doesn’t need that.. bleehhhh. Lazari enjoys being with someone else, someone who doesn’t make her freak out- like her “guardian” of sorts, Jack. Lazari just.. likes feeling safe. Who doesn’t?

PINK shows compassion, innocence, youthfulness, the need to be different difference. Lazari is sympathetic and caring to those who seem like they need it.. like oh! Those strangers who step into the forest and can’t find their way out, so now they’re starving and snapping and on the verge of death. Or those really, REALLY sad people that look like they just need one big hug! Lazari shows innocence for not understanding this world to its fullest, and with innocence comes youth. …Good. Stay that way. The girl needs not to know the terrifying reality she lives and participates in. Not for her mental health, but for others safety.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . MIYA NYX CHARLOTTE

BLACK represents elegance, perfection, power, sin, self-discipline. Charlotte is elegant, making sure all her moves are done with grace to uphold her image. The Zalgoid might just be a representation of the sin of Pride. So lost in her own script, so obsessed with maintaining it- more of. Charlotte just wants to be good. So bad. She just wants the tiniest little applause, just this once- please JUST give it to her. You don’t know the things she does behind the scene to be like this. You don’t understand. ..With this, comes the mourning. Comes the loss of the ghost of the girl she used to be- haunted by Miya, more of. Charlotte sees her in the mirror. Sees her in the younger kids playing with chalk in the sidewalk. Sees her everywhere, and it’s driving her batshit INSANE. ..Gods, she’s really gonna fucking lose it. (she already has)

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . LUCY JONES , lifeless lucy

WHITE represents solidity, isolation, silent anger, emptiness, coldness, and depression. Lucy is a silent child. Never speaking, never talking.. until she, well, finally can’t bottle anything up anymore and throws another (rather dangerous!) tantrum. Lucy is lonely for her aggressive habits, none of the other kids liking her, save for the very little few- nor the adults. Especially the adults. ..That’s fine. Lucy doesn’t need those old bags anyway. Fuck them. FUCK them! And… oooh, no. Lucy threw another vase across the wall and she’s trashing the place. Guess who’s gonna have to be the one to make her understand what she did isn’t okay in the end? Herself. Again. Even though she just.. can’t help falling back into habits.

CYAN shows calmness, clarity, focus, balance. Lucy is severely, severely depressed and lost- but at the least, she still has her moments of peace. Lucy is calm, and straight-forward with what she thinks. She is always focused, never confusing, always crystal clear. I guess that’s one of her few good traits.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . LUCILLE “LULU” GREATFEILD

BLUE means depression, (in)stability, peace, distance, feeling hollow. Lulu is all of these things, making her overall just.. PATHETIC. No wonder she was bullied so much.. she’s becoming everything those bullies wanted her to be, and she hates it. Hates it to the core. Wishes things could be different, wants for a change.. but becoming is so exhausting. Being good is so hard. Lulu’s spent all her energy living, anyway. Just… let her rest. Please. She’s not sad, or pathetic, or needs to be pitied. She’s just. Lucille.

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FINAL THOUGHTS : this one’s kinda sloppy because it’s been two days since the ask first came in so it’s a bit rushed but 27K CHARACTERS FOR 27 PEOPLE (only including the paragraphs) WOOOO… the list is only gonna expand from there (much to my dismay) (I forgot laughing jack) (and Tim and Brian) (and I can’t be bothered to add them because I’m writing 27 characters) (jokes aside tho i loved this!! THANKS FOR THE ASK)

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A/N . hope this is what u meant! some creepypastas aren’t here cuz I’m still figuring them out. chose one-two for each character otherwise I’d be here forever!! nicole’s at the bottom if u meant her. not in any specific order . also excluded some creeps i have developed to push this out faster cuz I’ve been working on this for a few hours since i got home and i have other stuff i need to get done before tomorrow.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . JEFFREY WOODS , jeff the killer

LOUD, RECKLESS, TROUBLEMAKER.

? Jeffrey, though he’d hate to admit it, is very driven by his emotions. His whole deal growing up was being “too much.” He’s nothing but impulsive- and with that, comes the punishment. Being him is quite literally a humiliation ritual. So he builds a wall! He tries to lavish it in, pretends he thrives in it- this is his antidote, this is his key, being impulsive and too much is what FREES him. it just makes him hate himself more. hey, dude. if it matters so much, why don’t you just think before you speak?

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . B.E.N , behavioral event networks

“WHAT DO YOU FIGHT FOR?”

? It’s lost all meaning. Wired without purpose, without direction. B.E.N, ever since being separated from anything revolving the Moon Children excluding its own beliefs has been… well, what HAS it been doing? What, be a troll? Or whatever the fuckers say- ragebaiter, who CARES. There are multiple cult members in its brain and it is agitating and it wants them out and it’s thinking for itself and

Oh, Luna, what’s it supposed to do?

B.E.N does not know what’s motivating it. Does not know how to keep itself pleased in more ways than one- speaking of which! He sticks to script. Sticks to script, because he doesn’t know any way out of it. He’s purposefully trapping himself- reducing itself to nothing but somebody who toys with the human brain for fun. Psychological torture, driving them to insanity. It keeps the cult members pleased… for the most part, anyway. one day, it’s gonna have to please itself.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . EYELESS JACK , jack nyras

“YOU PUT ONE FOOT IN FRONT OF THE OTHER, AND KEEP MOVING.”

? Jack has been through hell and back. Or- it feels like it. He moves slowly, moves at his own pace- not sure why, not sure how. It doesn’t really help it feels like everybody else knows he doesn’t really know everything, either. Don’t look at him like that, Ann, he feels your stare. He had a cult’s belief wired into his brain, and now he has commands inside his head, too. Worst part is, this time, there is no such thing as “saving yourself before it’s too late.” There is just pain and misery after the first call.

So why does he keep moving?

Because, well, who is he without his perseverance? His life is terrible. That part is established- but he’s seen good. From others or himself. He’s seen smiles, and not, and laughter, and Kat. Even if all those things feel like miles away, even if all those memories are foggy because its effect long by now. He’s seen it. No matter if he can’t really see anymore. There is a very, very small fire inside of him telling him- begging him to keep moving. And for that small fire he listens, because in all truth, he’s scared it’s his past self.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . NINA HOPKINS , ninadakiller_17

MAIN CHARACTER SYNDROME

? Nina’s not like other girls. Let’s get that clear. She doesn’t wear makeup like the other girls, she doesn’t laugh to really unfunny jokes like other girls, she plays electric guitar and is rowdy and messy and not afraid to be loud- not like other girls, of course.

Nina also isn’t pretty like other girls.

Nina isn’t as cute as other girls, isn’t as loved as other girls, isn’t as cherished, isn’t as happy- but that’s not right. The movies paint being different as something amazing. The shows have their female leads as “weird” and “quirky” until something takes them away from this world they keep insisting is hell. Despite it being completely normal. Nina isn’t like other girls. Nina isn’t like other girls, because like those female leads, she also wants something different. Clearly, those pretty popular kids must NOT want to move away or have fantasies- they don’t have individual thoughts! Those movies say they don’t! Other weird girls online say that they’re like a hive mind! Nina is not like other girls. Nina, refuses to be like other girls, because for one- she could never be as happy as they seem to be. And for two? She wants to escape this actual hell she’s living- and not the already perfect world those female leads deem as not right for them.

(but she’s long past that mindset, now that it’s officially weird-weird and not just different. now? she tries her hardest to fit in.)

. . .

— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . LIU WOODS , homicidal liu

“NO, NO. I DON’T FORGIVE FOR OTHER PEOPLES PEACE. I FORGIVE FOR MY OWN.”

? Liu isn’t angry anymore. ..Well- yeah, sometimes he is. He’s not mad, he understands Jeff was hurting and did what he had to do. WELL- sometimes, he doesn’t. But even so, he has to keep pushing. There are good things in life. There are more to life than misery and pain. You are who you choose to be- and Liu does not wanna be defined by his past.

To try and hurt someone else, is to be hurt by them. Liu doesn’t want either. After a while, he realized this isn’t a way to go. Liu hasn’t forgotten about what Jeff did, and he knows that the Jeff he got to know probably doesn’t exist anymore. Still. He forgives. He forgives, or tries to, even if not fully over it- because forgiveness, as bitter as it may sound, is a step towards healing.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . TOBIAS ROGERS , ticci toby

“DOES IT GET WORSE, OR HAVE YOU LIVED SO LONG IN PAIN YOU REFUSE TO LIVE WITHOUT?”

? Toby has found a rhythm. A messy one, full of blood and guts and still getting on others nerves- genuinely. Toby smiles a lot more than he has before, even if some of those are fake. Even though he’s still, considerably, miserable. And Toby knows this! Toby knows that he’s still sad- just like before. So he falls back into what he used to do.

Toby’s asking for help, but he won’t listen to any advice. Even if the majority refuses to give him advice, for their own usually-selfish reasons. He ignores the help, wallowing in his misery, refusing to get better. It’s what he knows. Deep down, he’s a little afraid of a life without the misery. Wondering what it’s supposed to be like, if he wants to get rid of this- because it’s all he knows how to do. Being completely happy is quite literally out of his comfort zone. But you can’t save a person who doesn’t wanna be saved. You can’t even bother trying.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . LYRA ROGERS , who?

“A BIG PART OF WHO I AM IS THE GHOST I LEFT BEHIND. ..NOT EVEN, IT’S WHO I AM FOR OTHER PEOPLE.”

? Lyra is always referred to as a daughter, as a friend, as a student, as Toby’s sister. The caring, sweet, trying-her-best sister. Who stepped up when their parents did not, took him under her wing as if Toby was her son rather than brother. The moment Lyra realized there won’t be an escape for a long, long time- she tries to preserve Toby’s innocence. Tries to keep him young and happy, because she was only ten when she was forced to mature.

Lyra had always dreamed of being someone else. Growing up, living far, far away- being somebody of her own. Having her name out there, unattached from everybody else. “LYRA ROGERS: LOVING PERSON.” And her achievements- only hers, will be on her gravestone. But the dead can’t bargain. The dead can’t be expected to be remembered outside of someone’s memory, and naturally, a memory is about yourself. Not for anyone else. Lyra is just Toby’s older sister. Acknowledged as a kind soul, acknowledged as the only good person in his life. But that can’t be all there is to her, is it? Please, please don’t let that all be there is to her. She’s a good student- straight A’s, and volunteers at animal shelters if she can sneak out long enough, and hides Toby from the beatings. Covers up her own pain, lets her bruises go un-attended so Toby’s can be helped. She’s a good person. She’s not just a plot point for someone else.

Unfortunately, her grave reads “Amazing Daughter”, “Great Friend”, “Loving Sister.” And nobody, not even those who read her story like it’s just a form of entertainment, realizes she was so much more than a side character. Or.. rather, wanted to be.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . KATE HAYES , kate the chaser

“WHY DO YOU KEEP WAITING FOR LIFE TO START, LIKE YOU’RE A GUEST IN YOUR OWN STORY?”

? Kate lets things unfold. Lets things continue, go on, doesn’t intervene unless necessary. And that is a peaceful way of living.. somewhat.

She’s just letting life go by, treating herself as if she’s not even there most of the time. Honestly? She really isn’t. Kate lets things unfold- that’s her whole deal. She watches. And chases, once she realizes she doesn’t want this anymore. This is peaceful. It should be! Even then, peaceful comes with being quiet. There’s too much quiet. But alas! Kate is too used to this, to used to being a guest. She’ll wait her turn. Wait for the spotlight. Until then?

..Don’t acknowledge her.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . NATALIE OUTLETTE , clockwork

“SOMETIMES, BEING OFFERED TENDERNESS IS THE VERY PROOF YOU’VE BEEN BROKEN.”

? Natalie’s in denial. Natalie.. refuses to accept she’s broken, and in those rare moments she does? She tries to thrive in it. Natalie doesn’t want your pity, because there’s no need for it! Natalie doesn’t need you to look at her like that. You’re looking at her like she needs saving. Seriously, stop it. Creeping her out..

Natalie doesn’t like pity because it reminds her of everything that brought her to need pity. Reminds her of her parents, her brother, her boyfriend.. and Natalie doesn’t particularly like being reminded, no. So seriously, please stop reaching out to her like she needs help. She doesn’t need to fix anything. Especially not herself.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . JANE EVERLASTING , jane the killer

“HOME IS NOT A HOME, NOT ANYMORE. BUT FOR NOW? NOW, IF I STAY HERE, I CAN ALWAYS THINK: ONE DAY, I WILL GO HOME. CALL ME NAIVE. BUT I AM CLINGING ONTO HOPE.”

? Jane had to have her morals almost completely rewired for her to stop struggling against the Operator so much. Even then, she has her outbursts of rebellion. Now she’s blinded by faith, by trying to make the best of her situation- driven by believing that this is right. Has to be right, because Jane is wrong. Not like Jeff. Not cruel, like Jeff. Killing people puts them out of their misery- the misery they’ll face soon, just like Jane.

She’s also driven by fear.

The idea that the home she used to have isn’t real anymore- it’s terrifying. That she’ll never replicate it, despite gradually working towards it. Her parents are gone, and Jane is nothing but her anger. So she’s still clinging onto her grief. That subtle reminder that- no, she can’t go back. Even if she can, nobody’s waiting for her anymore. Nobody alive, anyway. So, she lives in this trapped world- playing it safe. Playing it cool. She’s still here, and she’s still working for something. Even if it’s dead memories.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . DINA CLARK , judge-angel

BUT TO HAUNT SOMETHING, IS TO ALSO BE HAUNTED BY IT.

? Dina is the angel of judgement. It’s in her name, simple as that. She decides if you’re worthy of living. She decides if you deserve the punishment of death. She decides if you’re good, or bad. Simple as that. She makes people tremble in fear- those who know of her, anyway. She is divine, and she is treated as such- just from a select few.

But all this judging- you can’t help but judge yourself. Dina stares at the mirror and wonders who she is. Is she good for killing those sinners? Is she bad for killing at all? Dina doesn’t know who she is when it comes to her own moral code. If she’s a hypocrite- but she can’t be! Hypocrites are bad people. Dina is a literal angel. .. Dina, is morally grey? But that doesn’t exactly fit who she is, or she doesn’t think so. Besides. That just doesn’t do. People are good, or bad. There’s nothing like an in-between. (but everybody might as well just be grey.)

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . SALLY WILLIAMS DAWN

“LOST IN YOUR OWN WANT, HUH?”

? Sally hates when spirits haven’t moved onto the afterlife for peace. It’s why she can’t get along with Ben- a reincarnated soul, when reincarnation shouldn’t have been his path and should’ve just accepted his death. Gets along with Jeff- trying to help out someone who is stuck in between life and death. She literally works with the Grim Reaper- of course she does! Guiding zombies to their grave, helping ghosts figure out what’s keeping them here. But… she’s a ghost. Why is she still?..

Sally refuses to believe she’s dead. She lives in denial, or- rather- dead in denial. Sally simply isn’t aware. It’s what’s keeping her soul stuck in here- on Earth. She’s so stuck wanting this one thing so bad, that she can’t come to terms with reality. That she died. Years, years ago- and there’s a reason why she hasn’t aged when everybody else around her has. But the Grim Reaper can’t intervene, because souls need to realize it themselves. Neither can Jane, or Mary, or Jeff or anyone else! They don’t have anything to realize, anyway. Sally isn’t dead.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . BENJAMIN LAWMAN , ben drowned

“NOW TEACH THE MACHINE ABOUT SIN. NOW TEACH IT PERSERVE DELIGHTS.”

? Benjamin grew up with un-restricted internet access. It was wonderful! No parental locks, no limits.. until Ben found this one little website that led to porn. Immediately clicked off.. until he reads stories involving gore. And horrors. And real life problems, and- Oh no! Now he’s way too mature for his age, and it’s helping him pretend to be older than he really is online because only adults understand him. Adults- excluding his parents and teachers, of course! They can’t understand, but strangers definitely can. He ignores those internet safety lessons, ignores his friends who say online friends are weird. He is nothing without the internet.

And then he gets a DM from a “roleplay group” called the Moon Children.

The rest of the story unfolds from there- you should know how it goes, shouldn’t you? Pooor old Benjamin, a kid growing up in the 1980s to 2000s- finding out about the internet before he knows how to be safe on it first. But really, he should’ve just listened to his teachers. Not my fault he drowned. If anything, it was his own. but he’s also just a kid, and you need to realize that him being “ignorant” isn’t just his fault but his parents.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . LAZARI SWANN

“WHY DO I WANNA HURT YOU SO BAD?”

? Lazari.. does not know she’s eating people. Lazari is driven by hallucinations, by Zalgo’s influence, by her brain trying to search for food in those time periods her mother would deny her any. She isn’t aware she’s eating human- she sees dessert. Cake, and chocolate, and candy. All the sweet stuff.

So.. she doesn’t understand her own actions when she’s not hallucinating. Doesn’t understand why she’s suddenly so hungry looking at a pretty person, or why she suddenly lunged at someone who compared themselves to a piece of candy. She’s terrified by her own actions, naturally. So she immediately backtracks, starts crying, apologizing- because she’s not a bad child. Bad children get punished, and bad children are just like her dad and mom and the cult and She’s not bad. Lazari is a good child. She just doesn’t understand why she likes to bite so much, yet. why do you think nobody tells her what she’s actually eating?

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . MIYA NYX CHARLOTTE

THE REPRESENTATION OF PRIDE.

? Charlotte is beautiful. Charlotte is perfect, and cute, and adorable, and graceful. Charlotte literally put cotton in her skin because she was taught her darker skin was bad. Her efforts aren’t in vain. Even though nobody sees it yet- her legacy simply isn’t hers to see. Well.. saying that helps her sleep at night, anyway.

Charlotte is driven by being perfect and amazing. Charlotte is driven by chasing a concept that nobody can fully agree on. Charlotte is a kid, grasping at straws and trying to be like those girls she sees on TV and in real life. Charlotte. Is. Nothing. But the imitation of a swan. But it’s not imitation! She really is a swan! She just.. needs to hide that small-ass pimple first. you don’t understand how bad her obsession is with being perfect is, do you? that’s fine. you’ll see, soon.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . LUCY JONES , lifeless lucy

NO ONE LEFT. YOU WERE JUST NEVER CHOSEN.

? Lucy has been lonely her entire life- and still is. Blame it on her aggressive behavior, or her rich upbringing, or the “white rich kids have no problems” mindset. But Lucy forgets this. The same way she forgets she was neglected her entire childhood, the same way she forgets why she hates adult sometimes, the same way she forgets she was always a misfit.

So she thinks she had been left alone. People had given up on her, that she used to be loved. ..Not really. The maids and butlers only took care of her for the pay, and her parents were always prioritizing work over her. Her friends always talked bad about her, and the teachers saw her as a brat. But Lucy doesn’t know that. So she rewrites memories- and makes people think that she was loved. Lucy just doesn’t know why the love ever stopped. Even though that’s… so obviously, at least to us, not the case.

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— — 𝄢⨾𓍢ִ໋ . NICOLE SOUZA , (my creep lol)

BAD DECISIONS DON’T MAKE YOU A BAD PERSON. WHO YOU WANT TO BE AND TRYING TO BE IS MORE IMPORTANT THAT BECOMING.

? Nicole still has a moral code. A righteous one, that prevents her from killing.. unless she’s directly forced. But even then. There’s so much protest. Nicole’s terrified of being like those murderers that proudly declares their kills, even if she can tolerate or befriend some of them. Killing isn’t exactly picture-perfect daughter behavior, ya know. She’s having break-downs because of these thoughts.

..But Nicole needs to know that who you’re trying to be and is gonna be is more important than becoming. Even if she’s.. stuck like this, her entire life. Nicole is still a bad person. Still kills, on occasion, when pushed to. Still works with killers. For survival? To keep her family safe? Those are still.. somewhat selfish reasons. It doesn’t justify her actions. But it makes her feel better- knowing that one day, maybe, she’ll get out of here. And she’ll be fine when that happens.

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im drawing nicole right now and im feeling so maternal.

and she’s literally just an unfinished floating head