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she ben till i drown
jeffben if they lock in
—BEHAVIORAL EVENT NETWORK (BEN) REDESIGN/REWRITE ;
This is my personal redesign of BEN and will be used in my writing so I recommend reading this before checking out the rest of my work/requesting something that includes BEN. This version is free to use, both the character design and story as long as you mention/credit me :)
My version of BEN is an egregore instead of a ghost/entity that contains the several spirits of the moon children. For those who don’t know what that means, an egregore is a thoughtform or entity created by the collective beliefs of many people, a concentration of energy and thought.
Workday
Ben and Jeff texting doodle cuz sleeping is lame
no art just the lps cast for moc
“Oh! So what if there’s a lack of POC characters in the Creepypasta fandom?! That doesn’t mean you have [insert hc] wash them!!”
1) yknow your favorites? Like the ‘og’ pastas? The 4chan pastas? Jeff BEN and EJ? None of them are white 😭.
The og jeff the killer image is suspected to have Japanese origins (albeit being lost media) and even if that isn’t a valid argument bc , again , it’s lost media — we still have pastamonsters Jeff. The OG Jeff that came before Jeffery woods and quite literally shaped the fanonical jeff the killer we know today; he’s Mexican. He’s been mexican since the beginning …. Jeffery woods is the white washed fanon version and gained more popularity than pastamonsters Jeff.
B.E.N & BEN drowned are tan / brown. While yes , the kid inhabiting the elegy of emptiness is white — yet the statue isn’t. The elegy is Hylian; B.E.N is an even more prime example on this because thy are actually brown…yet they still got/get white washed ! Also the amount of weird comments n shit I’ve seen / avoidance of using B.E.N bc they aren’t attractive 🤔 but that’s a story for another day.
EJ is a fucking creature bruh; it doesn’t have an ethnicity …. EJ can be LITERALLY WHATEVER! WE DONT KNOW! But the son of chernobog was created , who’s miraculously white , (Slavic considering the cult he was sacrificed to) and everyone ran with that 🤷
Also not to mention the Creepypasta fandom both in the 2010s and NOW are notorious for being racist and harassing creators of color , putting us people of color on higher pedestals than white creators, sending rape / death threats to us , attempting to doxx us , etc .
So no! I do NOT care if people “backwash” or whatever “wash” that isn’t WHITEWASH your favs! They weren’t even white to begin with! You just got a whole bunch of racist childhood nostalgia up yo booties 🥹
Go back your favs African, go make them Latin, go make them indigenous , go make them Arab or desi , go make them eastern Asian, go make them more culturally Caucasian WHOOO FUCKING CARES!
Nobody is stripping any character from their canon or whatever; esp when a majority of mainstream characters DONT EVEN HAVE A SET ETHNICITY!! MOST OF THEM R FREE FOR ALLS OR ALREADY HIGHLY MISCHARACTERIZED BY THE FANDOM!!
Anyways. Thank yew for coming 2 my ted talk
Nina Nasty OUT!!
That discord mod Ben head canon was absolutely disgusting and atrocious. PLEEEASSSSSSEEEE I NEED MORREEEEEEE PLEASSEE PLEASEPLEASEPLE🙏🙏🙏🙏🧎🧎🧎🧎🧎🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶 BEGGING ON MY HANDS AND KNEEESSSSSS
YESS YES YES HERE YOU ALL GO!
๑ Warning: Blowjobs, nudes, porn, masturbation, Ben being a freak
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๑ “That’s my kitten.”
Ben doesn’t call you “babe.” No, you’re his kitten—but only in DMs or whispered in voice chat when it’s just the two of you. He’ll still act cocky and detached in public, but his tone shifts real fast when it’s just you and him.
You post one cute pic, and he’s immediately in your inbox like: “Change your name to ‘Property of Ben’ or I’m leaking your Valorant stats.”
(He already knows your stats. He watches all your games. All of them.)
๑ You make BANK.
Your streams and posts go viral fast. Ben edits your clips, boosts your server, and “accidentally” leaks a couple sexy clips in his own Discord where 3,000 simps are ready to sub.
He never admits how proud he is—but you catch him lurking your merch pages, and he always pays for exclusives even though he has the originals.
“Support the grind, kitten. Now let me see the new photo set before anyone else.”
๑ Someone talks trash about you in his server.
Instabanned. IP-banned. Username hexed. Ben doesn’t tolerate disrespect in his server. Their address is smeared across 12 different chat rooms.
He screenshots everything. Sends it to you like: “This loser had 0 upvotes on their meme post and thought they could come for you? Riiiight.”
You don’t even have to lift a finger. He already cyber-obliterated them with a cursed .exe and made a meme out of their apology.
๑ Stalker drama?
Oh no. Ben makes it worse.
Someone tries stalking your socials? He hacks their camera and makes their monitor flicker with horrifying images.
They try again? Ben goes full horror show. Now their smart fridge whispers “kill yourself” at 3AM.
“What? They shouldn’t have @’d you with attitude.”
๑ Your DMs? His turf.
If someone flirts with you in your comments, you suddenly get a Discord ping:
BEN: “You said I was your one and only. Why does this loser think otherwise?”
Cue a half-joking, half-serious hour-long call where he lightly guilt-trips you into kissing him virtually while he plays your favorite game with your name as his in-game tag.
๑ He’s a freak!
Like any classic discord mod—he’s a menace to you and your body.
Buys you countless maid outfits and cat ears, all the ruffles and lace you could imagine. He gets you to call him and put on a little show, groaning and stuffing his hand down his boxers the minute you give a little spin.
Has this nasty habit of crawling through your monitor. He’ll surprise you by randomly sticking a glitched hand through to grab your hair, or sticking his face through while you’re in the middle of gameplay and kissing you.
Otherwise, sexting and horny voice calls are his favorites. Any chance he gets to watch you touch yourself through a pixelated webcam while he jerks himself silly is a good for him. He loves opening the chat to see edited nudes or raunchy outfits that his kitten has sent to him.
You’ll always have porn links or hentai gifs in your inbox with a stupid message like: “We should totally recreate this.”
Constantly changes your profile picture to the ahego girl face just because he can.
But his ultimate favorite? When he’s on a call with his mods, discussing the latest activities or chat room drama—and you’re tucked neatly under his desk with a mouthful of his cock. He’s gripping your hair, holding you to the hilt, and trying not to smile every time you gag against him. He’ll talk loud enough so nobody can hear you through the mic, but as soon as he hits the ‘end call’ button—he’s grabbing each side of your head and fucking up into your drooling mouth like no tomorrow.
“Good kitten. Mmh—there you go. Being so good for me. Gonna cum all in this pretty mouth.”
๑ But at the end of the day…
He’s on call, blanket over his head, grumbling, “I hate everyone but you.”
Makes you playlists titled things like “only u + me + the void <3” and “if you leave me I’ll crash your pc.”
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