#ninamindlesslyspeaking

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ive been home all week im literally withering away

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i think everyone needs to have a journal AND a blog. on one you actually talk to yourself, examine your feelings, all the big stuff. then on ur blog you say everything thats on ur mind, make fun of ur struggles to cope, and find community. its so perfectly balanced

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just planned a beach day next week im so fucking excited

ps: how to get abs in 7 days LMFAOAOAOOAOAOA

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i struggle so much to wake up in the morning and actually get OUT of bed i feel so laaazzzyyyyyy

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yes i have retroactive jealousy yes im going to throw a fit when im jealous yes i will cry immediately after i calm down because now i think im too mean and youll be tired of me soon

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my very very first attempt at tres leches ! it looks a little funny but it tasted absolutely divine so im still proud :))

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do u guys ever think about past lives? i like to believe that idea is real

i wonder what i was up to or if things i feel unnaturally connected to have anything to do with it?

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tired of never being number one for anyone

can i at least get a 2nd place medal or something