Why must i always be so afraid to share my art, this is horrible... so many people on here make such amazing art. Why can't i just enjoy it without feeling like everything is a competition?

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Why must i always be so afraid to share my art, this is horrible... so many people on here make such amazing art. Why can't i just enjoy it without feeling like everything is a competition?
I used to have 'no-selfesteem' now i've got 'low-selfesteem' so, you know, it's progression..
Why do I have to over think everything? Why do I have to analyze ever little thing? When it's about me I am blind to any of the positive things, but if it's anyone else I can see all the positives? I don't believe in myself. Even though I know I should.
I hate myself for what I am. And I don't understand why everybody is so nice to me. I'm not a good person and I think my friends are blind for liking me. I'm happy I can finally admit that. Not only to myself, but to the whole world or, well, the Tumblr-world.
Sorry ♥
UGH omg why can't I be pretty??? I'm so effing ugly.
No matter how much I work out, I still feel fat as fuck.
It sucks.
i so wanna be an lper or something but i keep messing up because i'm afraid of sounding awful on my stupid mic...