OKAY SO HERE IT GOES, MEETING BIG TIME RUSH AND ALL THE SHIT THAT HAPPENED (it's long like always)
ALRIGHT so to start, i woke up early, got ready early, and wanted to leave by 1:40-ish so i could grab some coffee on the way over there, but then i get in the car and realize i'M ON EMPTY and i wasn't planning on going to work bc if they saw my purple hair they'd report me but i needed gas anyway so i was like "fuck it"
so i walk in and immediately the gas station employees are like HOLY SHIT and i'm like shhhhhh but then i go over to biggby and they're like "uh" so i lied and told them it was temporary oops
ANYWAY THAT'S SO IRRELEVANT but it's slightly related because having purple in my hair and cutting it became a big deal over the course of the day/night omfg
and so i drive alone cause i'm going alone which is okay!!!! i mean in comparison it's more fun with someone to geek out over everything with and to get all hyped with but it's still fun when it's just you!
and i arrive and i'm in the wrong area lolol i'm like at the back and this is where the parking lot people told me to go but i'm like "this can't be right, i can't be the FIRST person here" so i drive around until i found it
and then i saw ariel!!! off the top of my head i can't remember her URL (sry girl) but we always meet up at btr concerts so i saw her and that was fun!!!!
and when we checked in dustin was handing out the tickets and he goes "name?" so i say "A-L-B..." and he goes "albrecht?" and pronounces it right which is a shocker and THEN he goes "corinne?" AND PRONOUNCES THAT RIGHT TOO i was quite surprised
but then when we lined up i had to pee SO BAD cause i drank so much coffee and i asked the lady if i could go to the bathroom cause she was putting us in single file lines for the soundcheck and she goes "not if you want to keep your place in line" so my friend goes "what if i save it for her" and the lady goes "nO SAVING SPOTS" like
listen
i have to PEE what the fuck else would i do and why would it be a problem for my friend to let me back in front of her??? but whatever i just held it
AND SOUNDCHECK
god i love them so much omfg i already told you about the carlos and logan and the car keys thing, but also apparently logan and kendall have an inside joke of some sort where they sing "somebodaay" back and forth to each other??? someone said somebody and logan immediately leans forward and looks at kendall and goes "somebodaay!" and kendall did it back and logan did it again and kendall did it again it was cute
what else....oh yeah AN ADORABLE LITTLE GIRL asked how old they were and kendall sang 22 and james goes "alright mrs. swift well i'm 23" and for some reason we cheered? idk why lolol and he laughs and goes "i guess that's a favorite age to be around here" and logan says he's going to be 24 soon holy shit what and then carlos said he was 36
and this mom a few seats away from me goes "ME TOO" and he points to her and he's like "i see u gurl, i see u, i gotchu, 36" and then winked at her
what else what else what else............OH OH OH someone asked what they like to listen to when they feel down like what helps them feel better and kendall goes "i listen to mind-melting dubstep" and then he proceeded to show us the face that you have to use when you listen to dubstep (you know the one cause he's really proud of it he mentions it every time dubstep comes up lololol what a dork) and then james and carlos said jack johnson and logan said some peeps i didn't know but then james carlos and logan all agreed john mayer was a good one
and kendall goes "well my answer looks reaaaaaaaaaaaal dumb now" hahahaha there was some other stuff that i'm forgetting that i'm sure i'll post about later but then...
THE MEET AND GREET aka SHIT GOES DOWN
so it's outside but it's inside this little tent thing??? like it's kinda creepy it's just this small pavilion tent and dustin is standing at the entrance holding it shut and making sure no one can see in omg but it was, from the entrance, james logan kendall carlos
but when dustin opened it up for me, instead of them being in a line, logan was to my left and james was to my right? and they're both looking at me expectantly and i was so confused bc i wasn't pREPARED FOR THAT so i look back and forth and i'm like "uhhh can i hug you guys??" and james goes "OF COURSE" but then i'm like "who do i go to?????" hush don't make fun of me it was REALLY DISORIENTING OK
and logan goes "meeee!" but then james says "no me!" and then logan like, came at me and says "i'll just take you cause james doesn't have the guts" omfg but then when we pulled away I FORGET HOW HIS HEIGHT IS SO CLOSE TO MINE LIKE HIS FACE IS RIGHT THERE
but anyway WHEN WE PULLED AWAY HE STARTS
RUNNING HIS
FINGERS THROUGH
MY HAIR
and he's like "oh whoa let's see what you got going on here" and he's like, inspecting my hair and all the colors and he goes "holy sh-" but then james came up behind me and he's like "hi sweetie" omfg and hugs me and then he steps back
AND KENDALL IS THERE
only he's like six steps away and so i like, RUN to him and i hug him so tight and he's like "hi beautiful"
HI BEAUTIFUL
*DROPS DEAD*
and then LOGAN FUCKING LOGAN comes up behind me and goes "LOOK AT HER HAIR" AND KENDALL FUCKING KENDALL STARTS RUNNING HIS HANDS THROUGH MY HAIR TOO AND HE GOES "IT'S SO SOFT AND I LOVE THE COLOR"
THANKS A FUCKING LOT NOW I CAN'T GET THE IMAGE OF YOU LOOKING DOWN AT ME RUNNING.YOUR.FINGERS.THROUGH.MY.HAIR. OUT OF MY MIND
and then the dude is like "ok get in the middle hurry!" and i go "NO WAIT STOP" and i look at kendall and i'm like "can we do charlie's angels?" and he's like "what?" and i'm like "finger guns!" and he goes "haha okay! awesome" and then we go back to back and the picture takes but i think my hair was in my face lol shit. also my hands were shaking so bad lololol
but logan was on my left and he turns to me after the picture was taken and he goes "i don't think i did it right!!! this is what i did did i do it right?" and he shows me what he did and i like shrug and go "well it works for me!!" and he smiles god logan pls stop and james goes "HOW ABOUT WE'RE CHARLES ANGELS"
which doesn't even make sense bc it's not like charlie is a girl's name in the first place????? if you're going to change a word in "charlie's angels" to make it more masculine you should change angels not charles
BUT HE WAS SO PROUD OF HIS DUMB JOKE he repeated it twice and then kendall
OH GOD THIS IS THE PART
KENDALL GOES "WITH A SEXY ONE"
WITH
A SEXY
ONE
and i turn and i'm like idk i don't even knOW my expression at that point but he does that dumb face where he raises his eyebrows and smiles at you but without his teeth like his little smug motherfucker face
and then poor carlos he's been in the corner this whole time and he comes around real quick and hugs me and goes "have a great time at the show sweetie!!!" and then i turn and LOGAN IS STANDING THERE AGAIN
AND HE LIKE FOLLOWS ME OUT OF THE TENT AND HE SAYS "see you out there alright? you're easy to spot!"
I KNOW IT SOUNDS LIKE ALL OF THIS TOOK A LOT OF TIME BUT IT WAS SO FAST I FELT LIKE I WAS IN A TORNADO OF PEOPLE TALKING TO ME AND EMOTIONS AND PICTURES AND THEN I WAS OUTSIDE THE TENT LIKE "WTF JUST HAPPENED IN THERE?????"
also they put a piece of black tape on my back and i have nO idea why cause they didn't do it for everyone so if they did that at your show can you tell me why my curiosity is bugging me
also let me tell you
THEY LOOKED SO GOOD
fuck. james was tan bc of their day on the lake and he was wearing a dark brown shirt and it's like the first time i've been seriously attracted to them and kendall was wearing THIS ADORABLE LITTLE WHITE SHIRT with green shorts and logan was wearing like....white shorts with blue stripes and a shirt and i can't remember what carlos was wearing bc i barely saw him but i know he looked good bc i remember thinking so
and now
THE CONCERT
i should have been a logan girl if i hadn't switched from him to kendall way back when omg i would not be alive to finish this story
(i'm not gonna bother with jackson and olivia bc they were good but u don't care and victoria was good too but i don't care much about her except i think she was sick?? or getting sick? her speaking voice was hoarse and her singing voice sounded ok but you could tell it was kind of hurting her i felt bad :(( )
SO BASICALLY they put on an INCREDIBLE show as always
i was second row on the side but honestly i was so close to the stage that if i was third row on the middle i would have been further away from them so i'm not complaining!!! somehow i luck out with my seats every time i'm just so thankful for that (it sounds sarcastic but i promise u i'm really thankful for it)
and like? i guess i was easy to spot??? because logan came over SO many times and he paid attention to everyone especially this little girl in front of me but SO MANY TIMES we locked eyes and he'd smile at me and wave and i'd be dancing and pointing at him and god he's such a flirt i can't take it
oNE TIME THO he was over on my side and so was carlos and HE ELBOWS CARLOS AND NODS AT ME and carlos looks down and at this point i can't tell who logan nodded at?? i mean i THINK it's me but i can't be sure but then logan MIMICS MY DANCE MOVE AND GETS CARLOS TO DO IT TOO i couldn't tell if they were mocking me or dancing with me but tbh I DON'T CARE
and kendall :( :) :( :) :( :) he's so cute i just want to grab him and keep him forever and hug him until i die he was so sweet like when they were doing the acoustic songs carlos and james and logan were talking about all they've accomplished like 4 seasons which is 70+ episodes and carlos was super proud and logan said 3 albums and then was like "kendall actually calculated how many songs that was" and kendall goes "i got out a little calculator and it told me...it's 61 songs!!!" and then james was talking about big time movie and their 4 years of touring and kendall just had this look on his face like he was so THANKFUL and genuinely shocked but happy at all their success like his face was somber but bright at the same time like "i can't believe we're here" and i just
i also had a few moments of eye contact with him, one that involved lots of smirking i'm 99% sure it turned into a staring contest bc when i blinked he smiled and went away lolol
CARLOS TOO god i carlos came over to our side a LOT him and logan just couldn't stay away from the left side!! they were interacting with sooo many fans around there like everyone got to touch them and logan at one point started asking people if they were having a good time but like not in the mic he was just asking them it was so cute
OH ALSO they wanted the lights to go up on the crowd so they could see us and i kid you not it took like 10 minutes for the light peeps to get it right it was so funny james was of course being his ass-y self at one point the lights went like, off and james goes "yeah see that's actually the opposite of what we need, but you're getting close! you're getting close, matt!!!"
and during worldwide they picked 2 girls for the hell of it i guess lol (carlos looked at me and i thought he was gonna pick me but then he looked away oK) and when the song was starting logan asked the girl next to him if she was nervous (without speaking into his mic) and she said yes and he was like "don't be nervous! don't be nervous! you can hold my hand if you want to," and then he said something else i couldn't lip read but during the whole song he kept offering his hand for her to hold and she never took him up on the offer like ok
i'm getting into too-long territory so i'll just end it now by saying i love them so much honestly my heart always feels so full and i feel like i forget so many of my problems when i'm there and they're the only ones that can make me completely forget about what's weighing me down and make me dance and sing and truly not care what anyone thinks about me and instead focus on having a great time. the atmosphere that they create at their shows is just so full of acceptance and love and like it's impossible NOT to be happy at their shows and their amount of talent is incredible and i will never tire of that proud feeling i get when i watch them do what they love and watch the crowd love what they do because no matter how big the venue and the crowd big time rush makes it feel intimate and like they truly care about every SINGLE person in that audience and out of all the concerts i've been to they're the only ones that make you feel so LOVED idk man i'm just so happy and thankful that i get/got to experience that
