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New 50+ "The Magician" (my parters story) artworks post on my P★treon! Find all of them + the Story with the lowest non-tip level! It's about a gender-ambiguous magician being pregnant (??) or maybe even not?
Hi guys! A bit of fluff for this winter?
I'm going to list here my little texts in response to a few prompts from the Ineffable Family February, by @ineffablefamfeb
Thanks again to the organisers, the artists, the fanfics writers and, of course, the readers 💖
👨👨👦 Baby with wings
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
👨👨👦 Family outing × shape shifting baby
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
🫄Making baby clothes /blankets/toys × Giving bump attention
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
👪 Reading story time × co-sleeping × tickle fight
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
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Kylux 49 & 60?
Sitting in the grass at the company picnic, Pimms in hand, watching Hux teach a bunch of six years the basics of cricket with adorable miniature bats, Kylo felt like his world was spinning out of orbit and coming into focus all at once.
He’d never expected to be here. Not just here at an up market event with executives whose cars were worth more than his first apartment. Not just in England, working the sort of creative job he’d always wanted. But comfortable in his own skin- tattoos and muscles and top surgery and all. Valued for himself.
Hux looked up and smiled at him across the head of a boy concentrating so hard on the ball that his tongue was sticking out.
Loved for himself.
He had more scars than he ever wanted to think about. He’d spent half his childhood in and out of juvey. How many people who knew him then would expect Kylo Ren to be here now? Hell, how many would expect him to be alive?
Somehow life was perfect.
The girl bowling slipped on the wet grass. She fumbled to ball and it bounced, directly towards the little boy’s face.
With lightning fast reflexes Hux snatched it out of the air an inch from disaster.
There was a surprised cheer from the crowd but Hux ignored them. Instead he knelt to comfort the shocked children.
Kylo felt something loosen at the sight. Life was perfect, but maybe there was something else that could make it even more perfect.
He grinned up at Hux when the redhead came striding back to their picnic blanket. It seemed he cricket was suspended whilst the children found solace in cake and Hux found some ice for his bruised hand.
“You’d be a great dad,” Kylo said, offering up another cup of Pimms.
Hux gave one of his tight lipped smiles. “I always imagined I would be one day, but when I transitioned I couldn’t afford the fee to freeze any eggs so…” He shrugged.
“It’s something you want though?” Kylo pressed on, an idea forming hopefully in his mind. “Parenthood?”
There was a long silence as Hux watched the kids playing. It went on so long Kylo almost thought he hadn’t heard him.
“More than anything. But surrogacy is out of reach. Adoption is messy for a single parent, without my gender or sexuality being brought into the mix, let alone my working hours. I learned not to think about it.”
Kylo tried to keep the hurt out of his voice when he repeated, “‘single parent’?” but he failed.
“I didn’t mean…” Hux sounded stricken, “I stopped thinking about it as an option a long time ago Kylo, before we met. Your immigration status probably wouldn’t help the adoption issue. I don’t see how else…”
“You’re fixating on adoption.”
“I have no eggs. I’m sterile. What other option is there?!”
“Bill is your twin, right? Fraternal twin?”
That made Hux stop and sit open mouthed for a moment. “You don’t really think Bill would… donate… do you?!”
“He and Matt offered actually. It freaked me out at the time because, well, no offence Hux, but your brother is a bit odd.” Kylo said without meeting his eye. Bill had been a bit graphic in that strange way of his.
“We’d still need a surrogate,” Hux mused.
“Why?”
“Well, you…” He trailed off with a wave of his hand.
“Non-binary it might be, but everything in this body functions,” Kylo said.
Hux was looking at him strangely now. “Nine months though. You’d get big. You’d have to deal with exams and tests and invasive procedures. I wouldn’t want to put you through that kind of stress.”
“What if I wanted to put me through that kind of stress?” Kylo asked, watching the way Hux’ eyes seemed to light up. “What if I wanted to be a parent with you?”
“We’re not even married.”
Kylo laughed. “If it makes you feel better about getting me pregnant with your brother’s donated sperm I’ll happily accept that terrible proposal.”
“What? Wait, no, that wasn’t what I,” Hux stumbled over his words in his panic. “I mean I do want to marry you I just… oh fuck it. Let’s have a baby. And get married. In that order.”
Nearly 200 Writing Prompts
I wish you would write a fic where hux hides love notes for someone (kylo or taka or another hux) to find throughout the day and they get progressively easier to find/more recognizable and progressively more sexual as the day goes on
Oh I love this. I have an Modern Emperors idea for this but its soooo far in the future it’d contain way too many spoilers to post here. But I’m gonna write it.
But I also love the idea of Hux and Kylo leaving notes for pregnant Mitaka while he’s going about his day, attached to official documents and things since he’s still the Emperor’s assistant, twins or no. They’d probably be half filth, half gentle encouragement depending on how far along he is and how well he’s coping with it. Mitaka has to resist the urge to take a red pen to Kylo’s notes though, the man writes like he’s using a crayon.
Notes on a Non-Binary Pregnancy: Pregnancy is a *trip*, y'all
Notes on a Non-Binary Pregnancy: Pregnancy is a *trip*, y’all
Ok, honestly, most of what I have to say here is reasonably obvious, and none of it is ground-breaking or new, but holy wow, pregnancy is such a weird thing.
I *grew* a whole entire other *human being* *inside* my *body*. And that’s just a totally? normal?? thing??? Somehow????
I swear I really do realize every single person who as ever lived did a bunch of their first growing inside of another…
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Notes on a Non-binary Pregnancy, part 2: So strong, so... fragile?
Notes on a Non-binary Pregnancy, part 2: So strong, so… fragile?
[CN: this post is largely about the potential for miscarriage]
I wrote most of this post at about 25 weeks pregnant…
At that point I was already surprised by how little I’d been inspired to write down about the whole experience. It was mostly a boring pregnancy, what can I say? Everything was just textbook; my fetus and uterus both grew right on schedule, the heartbeat was always what it was…
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This blog is for me and my partner H. We are in a poly relationship but I (X) only have H as a partner at the moment. H also has N and L.
We are trying to start a family. H identifies as non-binary and is planning to carry the child while L and I are planning on having parental roles while N who is younger will be focussing on his Uni life.
Currently our focus is on getting H pregnant. We are relying on a donor and lots of fertility monitoring to try and get this done as no one in the relationship is capable of doing the deed.
I’m looking for more parenting information that doesn’t automatically assume the gender of the person carrying the baby, or the number of parents involved.