#nonexistance

[nonexistance]

Playing “this or that” like they do at the eye doctor when trying to figure out which lenses you need, but instead it’s your partner teasing you. They kiss two different spots on your neck and ask which you like better, one or two? They spank you with two different floggers, which one was better? Can’t decide? Need me to show you again?

[nonexistance]

I want you to be strict and demanding and mean to me. But after, when I’m high on endorphins, softly tease me. “Now you’re so pliant and obedient” and “That’s all it took to make you mine?”

[nonexistance]

I had a great dream, and I really wish I could remember more of it. It wasn’t extremely sexual, but…

I can’t recall how it started, but I ended up at the mercy of some guy with a spatula. He was trying to punish me for something by spanking me. I think he might have also given me a tattoo that he thought I’d hate just to “torture” me. I was focused on not reacting to show any pain. Somehow this developed to be a situation where he and some friends (I think 2 other people?) we’re given free reign to dom me, but most of it was not super suggestive. Like we would be at a store and they’d tell me which clothes to try on. I loved being able to go to one of them for attention and they’d be happy to make me do things. And we were trying to not be obvious about it in front of my other friends and stuff. But it was just so comforting. I’ve never been really interested in anything other than monogamy, but dang I loved having multiple doms pushing me around.

And one of the doms got a new boyfriend and I was really worried he wouldn’t like me (because I guess he was meant to be another dom for me?) and so my other doms just comforted me and made me feel great. It was so nice.

[gramarobin]

[fatgoatboi]

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[oopsifailedatlifeagain-blog]

Love. If not pain, pure fantasy.

Nonexistence

[fanfix]

Let there be... sry let there not be