#not lazy

[itsaspectrumcomic]

It's OK to rest

[gonlovesoranges]

art dump but you can clearly tell which ones were done in the middle of the night and which ones were done with a full night's rest

[yourenumber1]

You got this. Just keep swimming

[mooniety]

weakest metasusie enjoyer be like

[rammit-online99]

here's this I made for my banner

I added a bunch of line art I've made throughout my time of making drawings with digital art (the oldest is the one with a buncha question marks, which is from my first day of trying out digital art) and then slapped on some stars... I'm not lazy at all.

[xerserise]

Everything takes maintenance. My car needs oil changed, my desk needs tidying, my trash cans need emptying, my face needs washing, my body needs fuel, my sinks need scrubbing, my tablet needs to be backed up...

Things constantly need to be done, just to maintain equilibrium.

And every task is made up of smaller tasks. And those are made of smaller tasks. And every task can have a reason it’s difficult. Every task is something I can be distracted from by something unexpected, like suddenly forgetting why I stood up three seconds ago.

I can’t make myself focus on something. I can’t make myself stop focusing on something. I can’t stop myself from getting distracted by a tangent. I can’t remember what task I was just interrupted from.

I was taught to clean, but I was never taught to maintain cleanliness. Focus shifts and things get set aside, other things get accessed, repeat. Putting things away when you’re done with them only works if you’re done with them. Half-finished and half-started projects abound (and they’re very distracting when I’m trying to tidy).

I know how to make appointments, but I don’t notice the passing of time. I know how to brush my teeth, but I have no morning/evening routine. I know my linens need changing, but I can wait another day, right?

I know the things I keep not doing, but I just don’t have the initiative to get started. I can’t allocate focus to where it needs to go.

And I also don’t get strong dopamine rewards from accomplishing things... so there’s very limited brain chemistry reinforcement of good habits.

I’m not lazy. I’m too overwhelmed to do anything.

[transalami]

Anyone else see a lot of text and are just like "haha nope." not because your lazy but because your dyslexic (i need you all to know i first spelt that as "dislexic")