A poem from my notebook
Planting her high hopes
in mud puddles,
running from angels
and chasing demons –
she reaches out for dreams that are
nightmares.
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A poem from my notebook
Planting her high hopes
in mud puddles,
running from angels
and chasing demons –
she reaches out for dreams that are
nightmares.
"I won't burden you, anymore." A genuine poem born of genuine feelings, some ideations, and sudden attack of melancholy. #NoTriggerWarnings #NotebookPoem #revised #poetrytwitter #freeverse #signatured #poetsofinstagram #shortpoem #genuine #death #mentalillness #musings #estrangedfamily https://www.instagram.com/p/Cp6JiUervY1/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
"Cigarette Suicide" An idle poem of familiar and morbid subjects #NotebookPoem #MediumPoem #Writtenonthefly #signatured #freeverse #poetrytwitter #musings #dysfunctionalfamily #cigarettes #NoTrifggerWarnings #poisons https://www.instagram.com/p/Coz-NyhLxRF/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
"Safe Haven" I'm not going to say much about this one because it's self-explanatory, except IDK what the hell Dewine is on. #Ohio #NotebookPoem #PoetryTwitter #APointToBeMade #WrittenOnTheFly #inspiredbycurrentevents #musings #shortpoem #freeverse #childabandonment #somethingtomakeyouthink #poetsofinstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/CfY4tzmrq7b/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
"Moldy Fridge" Fuck @RelatedRentals, especially. See, for more context, my fridge isn't working and, the other day, I smelled mold in it. Yes, I put in a request to get the issue resolved but I've heard nothing back. I'm not sure what to do or who to get a hold of but I do know that I called the health inspector. #FuckRelatedRentals #BrokenFridge #PoetryTwitter #NotebookPoem #writtenonthefly #anger #tenantwoes #poetsofinstagram #shortpoem #signedandated #moldyfridge #uggh #realitysubtext #OfflineGoings https://www.instagram.com/p/CfY5oqqOBP_/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
"Out with the old." I swear, at times, I wonder if dying young is truly a bad thing. Having older supervisors can do that. #OutWithTheOld #Musings #WrittenOnTheFly #Notebookpoem #Revised #freeversepoetry #poetsofig #justifiedageism #signedanddated #workproblems #mediumpoem #realitysubtext #fateworsethandeath https://www.instagram.com/p/Cewuii4pKZ1/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
I am expert at NYC subway and sidewalk crying
inherent joy ⚖ predilection: angst 💀🏆
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The weight of the air in my lungs
when I'm within seconds
of completely losing my shit.
Erupts up and out in gasps
and gulps
tears brinking as a hand flies up
to stop it all from overflowing
and overpouring
down the front of my coat
all over the subway floor
up the stairs
a puddle of it at my feet as I wait for a friend
I don't want to dump this on them