Hi Ari! With everything that has happened (roman drama with that orange fella) do you still plan to write that book you talked about wanting to self publish? The secrets of the sun i think? I ask bc the plot sounded beautiful and i think it would be such a great story, but ik with everything that has happened u might not want to write for Joe, but would you write it as Solana and Roman? Hope your week is going well! and ty if you do answer this ❤️
hi, friend! ❤️
i was actually/literally just talking to my therapist about this in our last session. i can't lie and say that shit didn't chip away at some of my excitement for my novel. i mean, i already have sections written using his dumbass, so it just sucks for a lot of different reasons.
but, ultimately, yes, i am still moving forward. i just have to change some things. i am considering just writing it as "roman" but like not the stoic personality we see from like og ltye, instead with the same characterization i planned from the get-go. or, i might just start the process now of creating the fictional oc, which is gonna take longer and is frustrating but ultimately just needs to get done.
if i start with the completely fictional oc route, i probably won't post it here before i self-publish, just cause idk what the audience is for that, and i also don't know how that will work? like, can i even have it up here? would i have to wait before self-publishing? do i keep it up for x,y,z and then take it down to publish? idk. there's just a lot that goes into it. 😭😭😭
or, like you suggested, i go the usual roman/solana route, see if ya'll absolutely hate it or like it, and use that feedback to decide if i self-publish?
but, i also might chicken out from self-publishing altogether and just share it here and call it a day. my goal is to write a complete novel though, so that is not changing!
sorry for this long ass answer, friend. ❤️












