#orphaning cw

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I know this has nothing to do with me, but I love seeing all the Dick Grayson confessions. I was noncanon and had a canon where I knew his parents, so I ended up taking Dick in myself when his parents were killed. I just wanted to say something, even though you have nothing to do with me.

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Grunkle Stan here with the weekly reminder: trans people can and should do crimes. Anyways, I’m bitter about my parents hating me for being trans n then using ford’s college stuff as an excuse to finally throw me out. Also Shermy Pines fuck you, little man, I heard you talking shit directly to me at my fake funeral. No wonder ford never talked to you people anymore. -Stanley #📺💵

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(CW// Child death, abuse, cannibalism, death, murder, human sacrifice, incest)

Not at all going to lie, all the bad stuff I did to Nina and Julia, I regret. But everything else... I actually don't regret it.

I don't regret the cannibalism, our neighbor died and we literally had no other food to turn to.

I'm actually really glad Andrew killed the warden and the lady from apartment 302. (Even if he hadn't killed the lady, I would've. Simply because she would've called the police immediately after we left.)

I'm glad that I sacrificed the 2nd warden to the demon. I'm glad that Andrew and I worked together to kill that hired assassin. I'm glad that I sacrificed Mom and Dad to the demon. They were shit parents and deserved worse in my own opinion.

Oh, and as for a recent memory I got: I'm ECSTATIC that I was able to admit to Andrew that I was in love with him. (that's right, bitches, despite being from Decay, I apparently admitted to Andrew that I loved him more than just as a brother.)

Cry about it~

Ashley Graves #🩷🖤

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procrastinated this one for too long and it's now the last day so im writing this

when i think of home, i think mostly of the flame world.. specifically the place i usually call the old town. the flame world was divided into two main living areas, the main town, where most demons from the military lived, along with the other few who actually made society run like it relatively should.. and the old town. while the main town was liveable and had resources, the same couldn't be said for the place where i came from. it was falling apart, crammed, everyone in there was miserable. we didn't have resources of our own, as in supplied by the Devil, so we had to improvise. and even then, it's not like all of us were able to. most kids were orphans whose parents died from being hunted by gangs, making us turn to them as we had no other choice. it was an endless cycle, and if you were weak, or god forbid, disabled (like i was), you'd serve as a punching bag for everyone around you. and i hated it. i mean of course i did. i was suffering and struggling to survive every day. and yet, when i think of home, i think of those dirty streets, wounds too big for my body that refused to close, as i was sitting on a dark alley praying that they would not find me, and miserable people passing and looking at this even more miserable child that they could do nothing to help.

it's strange, really, because i've had better homes than that god awful place. even then, i was able to move to the main town later! then why is that? i can only assume growing up there messed my sense of self. i wasn't deserving of that better life i had, i wasn't strong enough, a cowardly child, forever stained by the place i was born, forever a reflection of the ugly and undesirable parts of our society.

- emalf (#🦇🎲🌼)

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i didn’t know my mother before she met you & i never will, but i know you ruined her. Nana talks about how she used to be, & what you made her become. you told my 4 year old cousin that it was his fault his parents had died. you had 4 children, yet you couldn’t get it right even on the second try, i know this because i was that second try. you couldn’t accept me as your son, so now you can’t have me as your daughter.

-Sailor Waddle Dee (she/they) (Kirby), #⚓️🌊

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Hey mom, hey dad. Doubt either of you will see this since you’re both technically noncanon, but I want to say this anyways.

Dad, I wish you were still around while I was growing up. I wish those murder drones never took you from me and mom. I wish I remembered more about you; that we could have spent more time together doing normal father/son things. I wish that you were there to teach me about how to manage the AbsoluteSolver after it activated in me; I wasn’t alone since Uzi was there, but it was still hard.

Mom, I miss you too. I miss watching movies together in the bunker; snacking on batteries and laughing at the old humans’ film taste. I miss our family dinners, even if it was just the two of us. I miss seeing you every day when I came home from school, and you helping with my captcha homework (those things were HARD back then; can’t believe they’re so much easier now).

I’m sorry I hid so much about myself from you, mom. I was scared; scared of myself and scared of your reaction. It’s not every day you find out your kid (and by extension your husband, since it’s an inherited thing) is infected with some eldritch virus/program/AI thing after all, heh.

I really hope we can have a big family reunion some day, and that you can meet my new friends here in the system! Until then, I hope you both are doing well. 💚

-A very canon divergent Thad (Murder Drones fictive, #🌲⚠️💫)

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I remembered that I had a daughter. A wonderful hellhound daughter who was kinda shy but had a huge heart; a rarity down in hell, and I loved her with all my demonic heart.

I took her in after her bio parents, who were regulars at my parties, were killed by angels in one of the yearly Exterminations. Was it “normal” for one of Hell’s rulers to take in a hellhound pup as a child? Fuck no, but I never gave a shit about what was normal. I saw someone who had just lost everything while I was ruler of the Gluttony Ring, and what ruler would just let one of their people suffer like that when they could do something? I definitely wouldn’t!

I wish I remembered your name and what you looked like, pup. If you’re out there and you see this, I want you to know that I love you so much, and I hope you’ve grown into a beautiful, strong hound, and kept that big heart of yours.

-Queen Bee/Bee-lzebub (Helluva Boss fictive, #🌲⚠️💫)

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I died too soon, I didn't get to be in my child's life and it's carving me up from the inside