#npdcore

[scaphismpriest]

c00lkidd trying to take advice from his dad to internalize his negative feelings

[npdculture]

npd culture is

no i dont want to hang out with you

I want you to want to hang out with me

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[yourfavoritenarcissist]

It's moments like these where I rot in bed and think

" I deserve to have a pantheon build around me and have devotees"

don't we all have those moments

[thegalvanizedstaff]

have anyone mentioned how much the "Gifted" song is NPD coded..!

Miku expecting and demanding praise?

Miku reassuring her patient Teto that she's the best here, but when "doubted", she immediately jumps to how everyone thinks she's the best and loves her so much and how dare Teto think otherwise? (Considering Miku is a doctor, Teto could've been just scared of hospitals, but Miku took it too personally and thought she was questioned = sensitivity to judgement/criticism, lmao)

How people praised her for success in the past. The song gives a feeling that Miku wasn't noticed until she was useful — She basically started basing her self-worth off how much praise she gets from others. That's probably why she became a doctor (unless there's some other lore from the song's creator)

Her admitting later in the song that yeah, she worked her ass off to get where she is, but at first she tries to link her success to her just being so amazing and great, because saying that she put in so much effort for others' affection can simply make her feel too vulnerable or pathetic.

Her going "well, of course I was praised. I am blessed, I am the best, I am amazing. I know I'm perfect, so obviously everyone else would love me too!"

Her actually not feeling great about herself inside. Her trying to mask it and brush it off with the "This sickening, horrible stress... I know I am the best!" — switching the subject to how great she is, instead of acknowledging the vulnerability and secret self-loathing.

Her apparently just switching onto whoever she's singing to and placing the blame onto them (probably the people who made her feel worthless without praise)— "You probably think you're so much better than me, huh?"

idk man

[npdculture]

npd culture is *spirals into a total meltdown over not getting enough attention* why does everyone hate me? i know they're all talking behind my back and scheming against me *gets attention* wow what even was that lol... i'm so theatrical and dramatic... i have to stop being so paranoid lmao. anyway *spirals into a total meltdown over not getting enough attention* why does everyone hate m

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[npdculture]

npd culture is NO THAT'S MY THING GET AWAY THAT'S MY THING GO AWAY RIGHT NOW FUCK YOU

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[npdculture]

NPD culture is when you're angry all day because your art didn't even get 10 likes in a day. Now I don't want to draw, but I keep doing it because I still hope people will notice me.

I could draw more popular characters, but I have no desire to be part of popular fandoms.

Why don't people like my art? I've been drawing almost my entire life. Is my digital art really that bad? Why do you like artists who are worse than me? They're not even that smart or interesting, but why do people like them? Why do you like less talented artists but not ME?

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[npdculture]

npd culture is talking about your trauma but making it much worse for sympathy points and genuinely getting so caught up in it that you can't differentiate your own lies from the truth anymore. i don't remember my life anymore and get so easily pulled into spirals relating to traumatic events i very well might have made up. i don't even remember the events happening, i just have said that they have happened so many times that they can't not be real. but even if i did know, the potential lies are so serious that if i told anyone, everyone would hate me and i'd be alone. i don't want to be alone. please.

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