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Glee Project on Sky!

Calling all UK Gleeps!! Sky are repeating The Glee Project Season 2! Set your boxes to series link! It starts on Sunday 16th June at 8am on Sky2 (sky channel 121) Can I get a woop-woop??

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Keep Going?

I know it's nearly over but can we have Mitmow too? Then Aitmow...then another Mitmow? Then it's like two more Jitmow's!! *squeak*

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Very strange dream...

I've been doing a lot of research into dreams lately, why it happens and their meaning etc etc, then last night I had a weird one! Check this out. In my dream I was some sort of superhero (cape and all) and I decided I wanted to fly to LA to watch Michael Weisman and Nellie Veitenheimer perform. When I got there, the bouncer (who was actually that big gorilla from Who Framed Roger Rabbit) wouldn't let me in because I was British. At this point I decided to sneak around the back and see if I could get in that way, at which point I bumped into Nellie who was outside feeding her Guinea Pigs (whaaaat?) and I told her of my dilemma. She pointed out that I was obviously some kind of super hero judging by the boots and the cape so why didn't I just force my way past the bouncer? I declined that saying I didn't want to be impolite because he seemed like a very nice gorilla really. Sooo...plan b she handed me a Texan cowboy hat and told me I should try wearing that. She then gave me a Guinea Pig and told me his name was George and that he would speak in an American accent for me but I had to hide him under my hat. So...I went back around to the bouncer (now dressed as a Superhero with an American Guinea Pig under my big Texan Hat - thank you Nellie) and he let me in almost immediately. Unfortunately when I got into the venue it was empty and that's when I woke up just now...going "huh?" God bless that subconscious of mine! So I thought I would add this to my Jitmow since it is a very weird little story

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i have an idea for one of those creepy posts that i do and in this case is related to halloween... (and obviously Nellie's face at bodies of other people, lol) so, if you have a crazy imagination and want to see Nellie like something special (zombie, vampire, jigsaw, whatever), message me your ideas and i'll make them (or at least the better possible) and i'm going to upload all this stuff on Halloween (Oct. 31).. have fun! btw, if you want me to do something special, you just have to message me ^^

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One...Two...Three...Chapter 13

Chapter 13 CHANGED

Two days had passed, Michael isn’t still showing on the school even Nellie.

“Hey, Blake!” one of his classmate called him.

He looked on his classmate’s way and he raised his brows.

“Huh? What?...No!” Blake shot up his brows.

“I don’t know but I’m sure they’ll be here tomorrow.”

“Okay…I really miss seeing the three of you together. I don’t know but I’m really obsessed with it,” his classmate winked at him.

That send shiver to his spine. Then, he decided to call Nellie. He also wants to know what happened on Nellie and Michael’s meeting two days ago. Unfortunately, she’s not answering so he went to her house for an update.

‘Doorbell’

“Nellie, are you there?” no one answered him.

“Nellie!” he repeated. He touched the knob and to his surprise the door in not locked. He rushed to Nellie’s bedroom and there, he saw her wasted. She’s in a fetal position on her bed, sobbing.

“What happened?” Blake seated on the side of her bed.

Nellie didn’t move nor answer his question.

Blake carried Nellie to a sitting position but she just coiled herself up not wanting her face to be seen by Blake.

“Nellie, tell me what happened.”

“Michael.”

“Why? What happened to him? I thought you went to their house to get him.”

“Yes, I thought of that too. I thought he would be happy to see me. I thought that I would be able to confess my feelings for him but it didn’t happen,” Nellie is sobbing more.

“He’s so unfair, when I had my problems I told him everything. He said that friends should be like that, open to each other. But now, why is he like that? I’m his friend, he should tell me his problems too but he didn’t. And what hurts most? It is when he told me that he doesn’t need a friend. He doesn’t need me,” Nellie continues crying while Blake drew closer and pulled her in a tight embrace for a moment.

“Nellie, I forgot I have something important to do,” He seriously said.

“What is it?”

“Just a little talk with a friend of mine. Don’t do anything silly, huh?”

Nellie nodded and Blake left.

Blake went to Michael’s house to confront him, now he is knocking at the door furiously. When Michael opened it, he jumped to him and grabs the collar of hit shirt.

“Tell me… Why did you do that to Nellie?” Michael didn’t answer him.

“What’s your problem? Do you know how much pain you’d cause her?”

“Blake, I did that because of you! It’s for you,” he reasoned out.

“For me? Damn, Michael! Don’t use me as your reason for your mistake!”

“I just want you to be happy.”

He removed his hands off Michael. “Happy? Am I happy? Do I look like happy to you?” he questioned Michael’s statement.

Michael doesn’t know how to answer him.

“You made things worst! You hurt her a lot! You are not thinking!”

“How will I think? I saw you kissing her forehead when I asked her to reconcile with you that means she loved you back!”

“Stupid reasoning, Michael!” Blake started crying.  “I did that because I know that she’ll never be mine and that’s the only way I could say goodbye to my unrequited love for her. She will never love me back! I thought you are genius, Michael but you are not,” their breath is getting heavier because of their bursting emotions.

“You know what hurts her the most? It is YOU, you did that to her. The one that she loves. You’re the one that she chose. She chose you Michael, over me,” Blake can’t stop the tears falling from his eyes. “You’re so lucky that she chose you… I hate it, but what can I do? I want Nellie to be happy and her happiness would be with you.” Blake cried harder.

“She went here a while ago ‘coz she wanted to see you but what did you do? You shooed her.”

Michael started crying too. “I’m so STUPID,” he punched the wall.

“I want to talk to her,” Blake stopped him.

“No, this isn’t the right time to do that,” he sighed. “Tomorrow, we don’t have our first subject, which would be the right time to talk to her. Both of you still need time to realize and think of everything.”

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One...Two...Three...Chapter 12

Chapter 12 POSITIVE=NEGATIVE

Blake is writing some notes on his notebook on their classroom when suddenly a running Nellie appeared, gasping for air.

“Blake, we need to talk.”

Blake ignored her and just continued writing.

Blake removed his hands from Nellie. “Why?” he said with a sad tone and face.

“I’m sorry, Blake. I’m sorry,” Nellie wept.

“Nellie, I’m the one who should be sorry for what I’ve said and done. I never meant to hurt you ‘coz I love you,” Blake embraced her.

“I love you too, Blake. I love you as my friend, as my brother that’s the only love I can give to you and I’m sorry.”

Blake faintly smiled. “I know, Nellie. I already accepted that to myself. I will never force you to love me. I want you to be happy.”

“Thank you,” Nellie let her tears fall while smiling.

“So, I guess there will be a sequel of the play where you and Michael would start dating but it’s different now ‘coz it would be for real.”

“Tss… Stop kidding. I know that won’t happen,” Nellie punched him hard but playful.

“Okay!” Blake laughed and become serious after, he sighed. “We’ll be back as the two best losers… I mean, best friends,” he chuckled.

“No,” Nellie said in a serious tone.

“What? Why?”

She smiled. “It’s because we will be restarting as the legendary PEANUT BUTTER MILKSHAKES.”

“You’re not getting arrogant, are you?” Blake raised an eyebrow. “Never mind. Let me hug you.”

“I love you, Nellie,” he kissed her forehead.

 On a place not far from them, Michael saw everything. He forced himself to smile because the misunderstanding between his friends is now patched but he cannot stop his tears from falling. He left the school crying the pain he feels.

Days later

“Nellie! Have you seen Michael?” Blake asked.

“No. He’s not attending the class since Monday that makes it today is his third absent and I’m kind of worried.”

“Do you have any idea what’s the problem?”

Nellie just shook her head. “Maybe I’ll check him later. I’ll go to his house. Would you like to come too?”

 “No, I’ll pass. I have a practice game today and maybe this is the right time for you to confess your feelings.”

“I don’t know if I can do that.”

“You can. Just trust yourself and pray. Go! Nellie! Go!” Blake had always supported her.

Nellie laughed at Blake’s crazy cheer. “Whatever.”

After class

“I’m going. Bye,” Nellie waved at Blake.

“Bye. Take care,” Blake waved back. “If he asks you to drink, decline it, okay?!”

“Stupid,” Nellie mumbled.

Nellie took a ride on a bus on her way to Michael’s house. When she had reached there she rushed to the door and knock.

“Who’s there?” a familiar voice said.

“Michael! It’s me, Nellie!” She said happily.

Michael opened the door. “What do you want?”

“Wow. Nice greetings,” she sarcastically said. “Are you having your PMS today?” she let a little chuckle out.

Michael didn’t answer her stupid question. “Just tell me, what do you want?”

“Fine. I’m here just to check that you’re fine since you’re not attending our classes for the past three days but you look fine so I guess I’m leaving.”

“You’re done now?”

“Yeah?” Michael was about to close the door but Nellie force him to open it. “Wait, can you tell me what the problem is?”

“SHIT, Nellie!!! I don’t have any problems. Get out of here.”

Nellie was shocked by Michael’s outburst. “But I am your friend, you can tell me everything. What is it?”

“Why are you so pesky? I don’t need friends. I DON’T NEED YOU, NELLIE!!!”

Nellie slapped his face. She never thought Michael could be that cruel especially to her. She cried and left.

Michael on the other hand is crying too. As cliché as it sounds, Michael closed the door, leaned on it and he slid his back down.

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ONE...TWO...THREE... CHAPTER 6

Chapter 6 TRIO

At the library, Michael waved to Nellie and Blake. He motioned them to sit beside him.

“Sorry we’re late,” Blake said. “This is the first time we’ve gone to a library so we had a hard time to find this place.”

Michael smiled and asked “Are you ready to study, guys?”

Blake and Nellie looked at each other and answered him “Yes?”

“Let’s get this on,” Michael gets more books from his bag.

Time flies, the three are having their moment in absorbing the ideas from the math textbook. Of course, for a math geek it’s really easy to do but for the other two, they feel like their heads are cracking like an egg. Michael notices this.

“Guys, you can ask me questions if there’s a problem on the reading. Honestly, I don’t know how to do this tutor thing,” Michael shyly said.

“It’s okay,” Nellie smiled to Michael.

“Thanks, Nellie. I promise I’ll think of another strategy for our study. This lousy idea of reading books isn’t working. This is annoying. Let’s take a break,” Michael and Nellie are smiling to each other for a while like having their own world.

“Yeah,” Blake said rolling his eyes. “Maybe, you should watch my practice game tomorrow. That would be our break.”

“Very well said Mr. Jenner,” Nellie said to Blake then she turned to Michael. “Blake is one of the most amazing varsity players I’ve ever seen. I’m not saying this because I’m his friend but he’s really amazing. You should watch him.”

“Stop flattering me in front of Michael, Nellie,” Blake said. “And I doubt what you are saying since you never showed some enthusiasm whenever you’re watching my game.”

“You know that I’m not good in showing my emotions. I can’t be the person you want to, Blake,” Nellie said wearing a sad face. “I was never an enthusiastic person and I’m sorry for being like that.”

 “Oh, Sorry… I forgot about you being an introvert,” Blake felt guilty on what he said a while back. “Can I hug you?”

Nellie opened her arms and Blake hugged her.

“May I join you?” Michael asked.

“Of course,” Nellie said then Michael joined the hug.

After a few seconds, the atmosphere became awkward; everyone in the library was looking at the three.

 “Let’s get out of here,” Michael suggested.

They hurried getting out of the library while covering their faces.

The next day, Michael and Nellie watched Blake’s practice game. Michael was not disappointed on what he saw. Blake’s speed and strength can be seen on the whole game. He’s the star player; he got the highest score in their game. Michael is very focus on the game and whenever Blake shoots the ball, he would jump and says ‘wooaah’ and move his hands like he is the one who is playing. Nellie on the other hand, is just sitting beside him, smiling on Blake’s great game and also on Michael’s reactions.

The game was over. Blake’s team didn’t win but he got the highest point.

“Wow, Blake. You’re an amazing basketball player. I envy you.”

 “You don’t have to,” Blake punched one of Michael’s arms.

“But you are really great! I always wanted to be a varsity player but I can’t since I’m a math geek. I mean I should focus on my studies and some health issues.”

“Yeah, but you still need fun in your life. Maybe I could teach you some basic moves in basketball if you have a free time,” Blake put his arm on Michael’s shoulder.

“I can’t wait for that moment to happen.”

‘cough’ “ I can smell a bromance here,” Nellie playfully said.

“Nellie!” the two boys said.

Days gone by, the three friends is always together. They would study in the library or watch Blake’s practice games and eat lunch at the cafeteria plus laughter after being bullied there every time. They’d become the legendary ‘PEANUT BUTTER MILKSHAKES’ group since Michael and Blake’s order is always bread with peanut butter and Nellie’s is milkshakes.

They didn’t notice that times gone by very fast. The audition on the theater club would be the day after.

“Oh my goodness, look,” Blake pointed his finger on a post on their bulletin board.

Nellie jaw dropped and said “I forgot about that.”

“What do you mean guys?” Michael looked at the paper where Blake’s finger is pointing.

His eyes grew wide and he excitingly asked “For real?”

“Yes,” Blake answered.

 “I can’t wait,” Michael looked at Nellie and his excitement melted when he saw that Nellie is not as excited as him. “What happened?”

“Nothing,” she shook her head.

“What is it, Nellie?” Blake put his hand on Nellie’s back to show concern. “Talk to us.”

“Alright, I just suddenly realized that I’m the only one here who doesn’t have any special ability      or whatever you call it.”

 Blake and Michael are so confused right now they don’t know how to comfort her.

“I mean, Blake is an amazing varsity player while Michael is a genius student. How about me? I am nothing.” Nellie totally lost her confidence.

“Don’t say that,” Blake ruffled Nellie’s hair.

“Yeah, I know that you are special Nellie for some ways. It’s just that you haven’t discovered it yet. You need to explore and theater might be a help. Maybe this is the answer to your problem,” Michael reasoned out.

“I don’t know. I don’t know,” Nellie just frowned and got depressed by what she had realized.

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ONE...TWO...THREE... CHAPTER 5

Chapter 5 NEW FRIEND

“This is the day you’ve been waiting for, Nellie!” Blake enthusiastically said while walking in the school’s hallway with Nellie.

“What time are we going to meet him?” she asked.

“I think he said was…3 o’clock,” Nellie snatched Blake’s hand and looked on his watch.

“Is it near his locker? Do you know where his locker is?”

“I…I…don’t have any idea,” she said shyly.

“Impossible! You’re stalking him, right?” Blake accused her.

“Alright. I think it’s near the laboratory,” she answered him. “Let’s hurry,” she jogged.

  “Don’t be so obvious on your excitement, Nellie,” he shook his head in amazement.

After few minutes of walking in a fast pace (plus jogging ).

“I think it’s here,” Nellie is so excited to see Michael but she stopped when she saw a crowd of people. “What’s happening?” she muttered loudly to herself.

Nellie looked at Blake but he just answered her with a shrug.

They cut in to check what the commotion is and when Nellie and Blake is already at the front of the crowd, they saw Michael being bullied by a group of varsity players.

“Get on with it man!” the tallest guy said.

“You refused to do my project so I failed my math class,” he shoved Michael to his own locker.

One of the guys is holding a cup of slushie (a refreshment that looks like the slurpie of 7 eleven) and he was going to throw it to Michael’s face.

He counts…”one…two…three…” Michael closed his eyes, ready to get slushied.

What happened? Michael asked himself because he is not feeling any sticky cold slushie on his body. He opened his eyes and What? Nellie? What are you doing?

“Hey! Hey! Hey! What’s happening there?” Mr. Murphy is coming and all the students who were in the crowd are gone.

Because of reflex, the three joined the crowd in running away and they got into a fountain area that is near the P.E. area. They are gasping for air and Nellie’s body is shaking.

“Are you alright?” Michael asked with a concerned look. “Do you have any extra clothes?”

Nellie just shook her head.

“All right. I’m going to get you, clothes. Is it okay for you to wear something not fashionable?” he asked her.

“I’m fine with any clothes. It is really cold,” her body is shaking more and more.

 Michael run to his locker and get one of his clothes and in a few seconds, he’s back.

“Where are you going to change?” Blake asked.

Nellie didn’t answer him instead she stand and walk to the direction where the girl’s wash room is.

She opened the door and the two boys were stunned because the clothes really look good on her.

“Wow, I’ve never imagined someone would look perfectly with those clothes.” Nellie blushed on Michael’s compliment.

There was a moment of awkwardness but Blake broke it and said “Nellie, let’s go outside and wash your hair.”

They go back to the fountain area where there is obviously…water.

“I’m going to help you wash your hair, Nellie. This would be my way of showing gratitude on what you did a while ago. Thank you,” he started to massage Nellie’s head with a damp towel.

 “Ahhmm… I’m going to buy some drinks,” Blake said and left wearing a sad face.

“Why did you do that, Nellie?” Michael said.

“Adrenaline???” Nellie answered him with another question.

Michael giggled but he suddenly shifts to a serious face. “Seriously, why?”

“I don’t know.” Nellie is so hesitant to answer but she had an idea. “Maybe, I don’t want to see people being bullied ‘coz I’m a victim too and I pity myself for that.”

“Oh, Nellie,” Michael sit beside her and hugged her. “Thank you so much.”

‘cough’(that was Blake). The two broke the hug.

“What’s that?” Nellie asked Blake peeking on the plastic he’s carrying.

“Milkshake,” Blake answered.

“My favorite!” she snatched the plastic. “You forgot that I’m lactose intolerant, huh? You bought too much.”

“Nope. The other one is for Michael, remember?” Blake looked at Michael.

“Sorry,” she handed the other cup to Michael.

“So…Michael, what are our plans? Are you going to tutor us today?” Blake asked him.

“Maybe, tomorrow. Is it alright?” Michael asked them.

“Yes?” Nellie is unsure on what she’s going to say.

“Cool,” Michael is really happy now. “I’m going to wait for you guys on the library. I’m so excited; I would be able to study with my friends for the first time.”

“Yeah…Friends” Blake and Nellie said with a smile.