#oak irl

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I don't ever talk about personal stuff on this app and I've definitely never talked about this before. But the month of June is Scoliosis Awareness month and it has been a part of my life since I was diagnosed with it in 8th grade. It's always been part of me and always will be. So yeah happy Scoliosis awareness month and to anyone who may also have it know you arent alone! Ever!

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Yes Yes, listen to me, unmedicated ADHD brain, I know you FEEL like you're exploding but outwardly, there is nothing wrong and I cannot just allow you to aimlessly break things until you feel better. I know the Strattera quelled the urge to break things to feel better and being off of it feels like self-flagellation but I did not choose this. I know that fact makes you want to cry and scream because you're not receiving novel stimuli but now I have to stop you from doing all that by willpower alone. I learned how to take control of you in therapy and I'm not letting you spoil a very nice day by being miserable for no reason and yes that is a threat.

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Catching up Tag Game

Thank you for tagging me at @obiknights and @ellasinnombre. Seeing as I was tagged by two people, I figure I had to do it.

last song: Bus Stop by The Hollies

last book: none....I don't read much. I did buy a new one based during the Napoleonic Wars that I want to start trying to read.

last movie: uhhh....probably the Thunderbolts...can I just say once again Lewis Pullman slayed the role of Bob.

last tv show: Daredevil: Born Again. I rewatched the season finale of the show because....you guessed it... I wanted to see Frank Castle.

spicy, sweet, savory: uhhh....I like all of them at certain times, depending on my mood.

favorite color: dark blues, dark greens, black, dark greys.

current obsession: I have multiple, but mainly Dr. Robby, Frank Castle, Hank Voight, and Jack Reacher, at the moment. All for various reasons. Just ask my bestie.

last search: Vindication. My cousin and I were talking about this show.

looking forward to: cooler weather, barely getting through the 1yr anniversary of losing my dog, Avatar: Fire and Ash, Zootopia 2, and The Pitt season 2, writing fic again

Tagging: @cryingwriter @xxdrixx @supernaturaldawning @criminaly-supernatural

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My people! Guess what! I'm going to see Jon again! In October!

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I'm overwhelmed that my fic has over 140 notes in less than a day. What the fuck.

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Not Tom Hardy coming back into my adult life full force. Forrest Bondurant in Lawless was my sexual awakening. Harry Da Souza in Mobland is my second sexual awakening because what the fuck.

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Well....I didn't think I could fall more in love with Robby, but um...I have. I am unwell.

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I'm literally the luckiest person ever!

I have the greatest best friend ever!!! Personal hand-made gifts have always had a special place in my heart. Just perfect! Thank you soooo much @cryingwriter I love you! One of the best birthday presents! 💙💙