✧ pitt-pilled ++ atlok-pilled ++ love hypothesis-pilled
✦ iced coffee & peach vibe celsius enthusiast
✧ writer / psych major / artist
✦ mixed ethnicity / mediterranean girl
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i post about:
— life, writing, school, & art
— books, art, music, film, & tv
— my thoughts & feelings
— politics & other culture
— Shawn Hatosy 😛😛😛😊😊🧘♀️😙
overall, just things i love deeply :)
fyi’s
i block freely & without warning since dni lists don’t really work, so just be normal. ─── zionists, maga, general bots, zuatara stan’s, porn accounts = blocked immediately
💌 :: on a mental health journey! i post abt ed recov & things related to my ocd diagnosis; — i mention this bc i do not put tags on these things since they r pro-recov, pls unf if it’s triggering!
media I love
music: fairouz, mazzy star, gotts street park, the 1975 (i pirate their music), cigarettes after sex, tyla, beabadoobee, flyleaf, FKA twigs, slowdive, the neighbourhood (i pirate their music as well bc fk that stupid drummer), fiona apple, hozier, + more
shows: avatar: the last airbender + the legend of korra, community, arrested development, animal kingdom, the pitt, gossip girl, you
Wish there was a hotline for ppl that aren’t actually in danger of hurting or killing themselves but are still suicidal,
Like I’m not going to do it, I have a lot to live for, and I’m not gonna hurt myself either
But!! I am in crisis!!! It is a constant thought- always in the back of my mind and lately it’s been getting louder. It is exhausting and scary and I don’t know what to do
idk if this is too dark for my blog like ik it’s outta left field but just,,,, Uhg… idk
if anyone has any resources that isn’t just a suicide hotline I’d really appreciate it
Or just if anyone else feels the same, I feel like I’m making this all up