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Near death experiences from stepping on slugs feels like. I don't know what it feels like. But I don't like that's something that happens on a regular basis to me. One day I'll trip and die because I stepped on a slug and I hit my head on something. Or I'll get a concussion which is worse. Imagine being concussed bc a slug. Its better than being left paralyzed for 8 years I guess.
hahhahaa shit theres a book in this library that talks about this guys OCD experiences and I read some of it and my anxiety went 0 to 100 real quick hahhahahaha this is terrible
hey while it's on my mind, I wanted to ask any other Auties out there (and anyone with OCD too possibly) two things that I've wondered about but haven't been able to really find info on: • 1. is it typical to scream at people when having a meltdown? particularly semi-coherently? for most my meltdowns I feel like if I stop yelling I'll stop breathing, but I don't just scream as though scared, I am often able to speak, though not always able to control what I'm saying or say what I want to say... Idk, I'm assuming this is normal but I hate the semblance of control it appears to give me because the people around me (with the exception of my husband Drew) seem to assume that I'm in control when I'm not... •2. This may be more of an OCD thing, but idk so I'm asking, when I shower I have my compulsions to wash my hair 3 times and my body three times, which I do And by then I should be able to leave the shower since I'm clean and all, but it feels wrong??? The only thing I can really compare it to is like how in Sims or Nitendogs or other games like that when there's a level status bar and you have to get it to a certain point before you can progress through the game? Like for the sims if they are going to learn a new skill you have to let the green level bar fill up all the way... And for Nitendogs you have to fill up the shower bar before they're officially "clean" It's like that? Like I just stand under the hot water for a few minutes or more and then I can get out??? But I know instantly if I wasn't under the water for long enough bc it feels wrong when I turn the water off and I have to turn it back on for a while? Idk I've done that all my life but I just now started realising its probs a brainweird thing.
fricK when u have an intrusive thought that u miscounted the steps and think there are two steps left when there was really only one so u trip at the bottom of the staircase
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