Raise your hand if you have ever wished for your illness to go away so you can be happy 🙋🏼♀️🙋🏼♀️🙋🏼♀️🙋🏼♀️🙋🏼♀️ (x a million). I am someone who spent a lot of her life wishing it away. I wished for high school to come. I wished for a boyfriend. I wish for high school to end and college to start. I wished to be married. And yes, I constantly wished for my illness to be gone and to be happy. How sad is this thinking? It’s time for us to put a STOP to this practice. Why are we wishing our lives away? Yes life is hard and sometimes you feel like crying on the floor surrounded by Oreos, soda, and tissues (I’ve been there... many times). But it doesn’t make you any happier in the end. I’m not saying you can’t feel the emotions of what you’re going through. Feel them, it’s healthy. But don’t wallow. Don’t get sucked in the vacuum of self pity and despair. Trust me from my experience, nothing good comes out of it. So stop waiting for Friday. Stop waiting for the stars to align to enjoy where you are at now. I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but that time will most likely never come when you want it too. So let’s make the best of right now! Try to find the beauty of everyday life. Try to find the splendor of being human and living. Often we take for granted the sights we see, things we touch, smells we inhale, and so much more. Find the beauty in today and even if it’s just for a moment, feel the joy. Your problems won’t go away, so you can go back to them later. But take a break and find the peace. I’m right there with you. It’s not easy but I find that it makes the days more bearable and boosts my spirits. Today’s beautiful moment so far has been laying on the couch, listening to the birds sing, window open with a breeze and typing out this heart felt post. What has been your beautiful moment? Or what do you plan on doing to feel joy today? Can’t wait to hear🌸 #motivationalmonday #ocdvocate #mentalillnessfeelslike #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillnessawareness #anxietyrecovery #beproudofyourself #stigmafighter #bekindtoyourself #findthebeauty #findthejoy #beautifulmoments #loveyourself #selfcare (at Rexburg, Idaho) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvKM-qInZYT/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1phuemf2kkj5b