#oflove

[badlyhurtbutstillsmiling]

When it just happened and everything changes with just a snap. It's just a matter of time and it will end up like just some other story that was never meant to exist. Everything was just not in their usual place like a jigsaw puzzle, scattered all over the place. You can fix anything if it's meant fixing but when it's not just leave it there. Just don't mess anything and leave it behind. It's just so weird when you're holding on to something but it felt like out of reach. It feels you're falling non stop and ended up catching yourself. And you just realize you just fell out of something. Bottom line – it's a mess and I know why but I really don't care at all. So keep it still, keep it together and just go with the flow.

[gillyanreads]

I had a dream

Everything was green

You were beside me love

Telling me to wait awhile 

Till you can fully love me

With every action to show

I woke up to a cold morning

And write to just let you know

I don't need a fairy tale

I don't need heaven

You by my side is enough

Because you are my love

Now as you hold me

As we make our way together

It has been beautiful

Our journey

Am glad for that dream

That I never did wait

© gillyanreads

[xuemo]

“生命还有多长时间能让我给世间留下一些痕迹，即使仅仅是爱你的痕迹呢？”

[flowernamedmoved]

“hey sweetie...what are you hiding out in the bathroom for?” lily sniffled and wiped her eyes. “you should be out there, having fun and dancing.” // @ofloveandkindness

[gillyanreads]

Throwback Thursdays - Amy Winehouse, Back to black 🖤

On today’s feature for throw back Thursdays we have Amy Winehouse and her famous song back to black. This was inspired by a friend, Wilz who told me he loves the song but had no idea it was a sad one. We rarely take into account the stories behind songs as long as the beats and voices are in rythm and beautiful. Here is a short background of the relationship that was reflected in song back to…

Throwback Thursdays - Amy Winehouse, Back to black 🖤

[gillyanreads]

SHOW THEM YOU'VE BEEN LOVED, SHOW THEM HOW I LOVED YOU

And I am lucky to have been loved 😎 I just came to the realization that if not the luckiest, I could be the most loved human on earth. And no, not in the way you think. I have been doing shadow work lately and it hit me that all I have and been is just all I ever wanted. Days I sat up crying over the loss of something have seen later days when I realized I was better off without said thing and…

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[gillyanreads]

YOU AND I (A SITUATION SHIP)

We think of each other in the same language. We speak to each other in the same silence. How sad, even then, that the doubt might creep in, puting us and all the words we learnt since childhood to shame. For words create a certain surety when said right, and more room for doubt if the seed has already been planted. Maybe then I prefer your silence. For in the silence I can imagine that your…

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[gillyanreads]

WRITE ME A SONG

I am listening to the radio and he makes a joke about local stations. I am laughing uncontrollably not because I am a bit high, but because I am happy. I feel happy lying there, thinking about nothing, listening to his jokes, having company, curious company. I am also a bit high, but for a moment, a good moment like this, it’s okay to be numb from reality. From principles, from consequences,…

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