#oh lillian

[ride-em-up]

[harvest-moon-lillian-blog]

(Riding her horse across the mountain)

'I need to go drop this off with Dirk before he closes tonight ' Lillian thinks desperately as she glances back at the goods she has for him. 'He's gonna kill me if he doesn't get this ton-' When suddenly something knocks her of her horse and she goes flying into a tree hits her head and passes out….

[soft-puppy-boyfriend]

My maths teacher asked my friend today if she could answer a question.

My friend imitated Chekov. "I CAN DO ZAT!"

<3

[i-love-ewes-so]

Another NaNoWriMo Excerpt x_x

I guess I should have expected that I wouldn’t "be allowed so much happiness at once. I should have known that no one could stay that happy forever. But somehow I had let my hopes free to soar, and soar they did. I allowed myself to be ignorant and misled. I never thought, even once, that I might actually be punished for what I did last year. I mean, of course I knew it was a sin, to kill yourself. And to try. But I thought, well, hey, I confessed. I asked for forgiveness. I let God in my heart, and I let myself believe it was enough.

But now I know that even with God on your side, Karma can be a bitch. And what better way to punish me? You wanted to die, Lil, I could here her saying. So here you go, here’s your life sentence. Don’t mind that you actually want to live now. Don’t mind that your happy. You wanted to die, so here you go. Oh, and have a nice day, will you, Lil?

That’s what I imagined Karma was saying to me that day. I wanted to die, so here I was. I didn’t dare voice this to anyone else. What good would it do? They’d cry some more, and I’d still get what I deserved, so why tell them? No one needed to know. Not dad. Not Edgar. Not Virginia. Because this was my own doing, really, wasn’t it? I got myself into this mess. And now there was no one to get me out of it. I was stuck, and I had leukemia."

[haaleymarie-blog]

HI I'M LILLIE AND I SAY FUCK A LOT.