Ok so the psychiatrist has taken away all my meds that help. No one knows why.
The on call doctor managed to prescribe me 10mg of olanzepine and 7.5mg of zopiclone.
Fuck know what I'm going to do tomorrow.
It's gonna be a long weekend.
Husband is coming tomorrow I need to be ok for him.
Why are they doing this to me. I said I would take the tablets.
I'm pretty much on nothing. A depot which has no effect and clonazepam which does nothing for the voices.
If they think I'm sick why aren't they treating me. It's because I'm not sick and this is an elaborate plan to make me suffer more.
The olanzepine helps me think clearer. It doesn't take the voices away. But it helps more than the clonazepam.
I am not a happy allie.
It's the weekend so the consultant psychiatrist isn't around till Monday. I was on 20mg olanzepine at night and she stopped it abruptly to nothing. Now I can't sleep.
I hope what I've taken tonight helps me sleep. I need the rest.
I hate this place.
Also had an episode of chest pain. Got to have a scan on my heart at some point.
