do you have any thoughts on what L and Light's 'type' for an alpha might be? sort of like their ideal partner (or if they'd even have one). they're both incredibly stubborn omega's who prefer to operate outside of traditional roles so i imagine an alpha who is similar that way would be most appealing
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This is a very interesting thought exercise, because you're right, both Light and L are very... ah... unique? Lol. I'm just going to do Light, because I'm blanking on L right now... Okay, here are my thoughts:
Light:
Light does not have an 'ideal alpha', not really. He certainly pretends to have one. If someone asks, he'll say something about having an alpha that works hard and takes care of their family, but that is only part of his 'perfect omega' façade.
I think for him to get with an alpha, he'd need someone that he'd known since childhood. Someone who had seen him before he'd been able to keep his perfect image up. Someone who had seen the real him and then been able and willing to love him anyway.
Light wants someone that he can trust 100%. He wants to be able to tell them he's Kira, and have them help him.
He wants someone that is decently intelligent, so that others can't easily take advantage of them, but they don't have to be as smart as he is. Average to above average intelligence is fine by him.
I think he wants an alpha that swings non-traditional in their opinions and views, but is still capable of holding up the traditional alpha façade to match his. He would want them to have a good job that pays well, ideally in a respectable industry. He would want them to dress well in socially acceptable fashion. He would want them to be comfortable doing 'alpha' things like ordering for him in restaurants, even pulling out his chair for him. Anything that helps Light's image in the early game.
If Light ever gets to legendary ruler status, then the perfect alpha thing can slip. Light would probably prefer for his alpha to raise his two children at home. (I think Light would want two because of the whole heir and spare thing, yikes.)
Light also probably wants an alpha that's a good speaker. Not necessarily giving speeches or anything, but with the people in their lives. A good actor wouldn't go amiss either.
Light's ideal type would also be obsessed with him. He definitely reciprocates though. He thrives in a weird, toxic co-dependency.
Here is an Omegaverse Lawlight Fan Fiction One Shot that I wrote and liked far more than I expected:
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the
Organization for Transformative Works
Trigger warnings are on the A03 summary. Please be aware that 'Love and Loss' discusses dark elements and makes sexual references that may make some readers uncomfortable.
I liked it so much that I left it open to see if anyone was interested in the continuation of the story.
Since 'Save Our Souls' is still in progress, I debated on the fence for a bit, but then ! I read @eleonoraw's lovely comment that encouraged me to share more on that fic.
I went through and grabbed my drafts - so there's about a chapter and a half of continuation [slight steam] - and some of the prequel. At this point, with all my WIPs, I'll never say anything is off the table to get reanimated, because apparently I have no self control.
It's a bit messy since it's pulled from a collection of drafts, but if it's something you like/are interested in - let me know what you think! I would love to hear what more people think about this one.
Love and Loss - Light Moves In
Light’s face contorted with disgust at the tower of pink icing before him. It was hard to believe there was any form of cake under that thick coat.
“Eat it. You’re too thin.” L pushed the sweet closer to him.
“You’re one to talk.” Light’s mouth turned lower, his nose accordioning in on itself.
“I’m always thin. Doctor says we need to get your weight up.” L’s pupils dilated before diving into his own cupcake.
“By increasing healthy calories, L. Not pink garbage.” Light stuck his tongue out, the sweet cream melting. “Ugh! How do you eat this?”
Smirking, L took another diving bite into his cupcake, a dab of icing left on his nose. “Do you know what your pheromone smells like?”
Light’s eyes widened in horror. “I’ve been told it’s similar to vanilla.”
L’s laugh was coated with another bite of icing. “That’s putting it lightly. Your pheromones are like a birthday cake with thick vanilla icing coated on top.”
“That’s disgusting.” Light cringed at the description.
“Mmm…” L licked the last of his icing off.
Sighing, Light took a single bite of his cupcake. It was so sweet it nearly tasted sour. “Nope. Nope.” Light pushed the cupcake towards L, who happily accepted it. “Do you have any real food?”
“Just order in, I’ll pay for it.” L stuffed far too much of the cupcake than he should have into his mouth, pink icing clinging to his hair.
Feigning a heave, Light opened up his phone. As much as he’d deny it, he enjoyed being able to show exaggerated reactions. To play around again. He’d worn a serious face for so long, it was nice to break out of his mold. “How about sushi?”
“I don’t give a fuck.” L peeled away the paper from his dessert.
“Give me your card. I’m ordering the most expensive sushi available.” Light held out his hand.
Without complaint, L handed over his matte black card.
“And a bottle of champagne.” Light attempted to get some sort of rise out of him.
“Order glasses if you’re picky. Or else you’re drinking it out of a mug.” L tried to lick the icing off his face, but most of it was too spread out.
“You’re a heathen.” Light muttered as he punched in their order.
While they waited for food, L brought Light’s bag up to his loft room.
“Don’t you have a guest room?” Light soured at the thick black curtains over the windows.
“No.” L pointed towards the walk in closet. “Plus, I think you’ll like that.”
It wasn’t fair that someone who was content to wear a white crew neck and jeans every day had a closet the size of a studio apartment. Intrigued, Light checked the sizes on some of the suits. Fortunately, L liked to wear clothes on the bigger size, meaning most of the nicer outfits would fit Light.
“Told you so.” L’s steps were soft, but his voice got louder as he approached. “We can always throw this all out and fill it with clothes for you.” L wrapped his arms around Light’s waist, his lips brushing against where his neck and shoulder met.
Light wasn’t sure if the moan that escaped his lips was because of the offering of clothes or L’s touch. Either way, the room was growing on him.
A spill of whiskey orange flooded the room, making each kiss against Light’s skin feel even better.
“Fuck…” L nipped at Light’s skin in the midst of kisses. “You smell so good.” L pushed at Light’s lower stomach, pulling them closer together.
Their symmetry in height was proving to be quite convenient, Light thought, as L grinded against him.
DING DONG!
“Shit.” Light mumbled, breaking out of L’s hold.
“Nooo….” L whined, following after Light.
“I’m hungry.” Light pushed L away from him, heading to the stairs.
L whined the entire way down and continued through dinner.
“I’m going to cut your dick right off.” Light seethed as he packed up their leftovers.
“Liiiiggghhhhtttt…” L made a (not so) convincing argument.
“We haven’t even agreed if we’re going to have that type of relationship.” Light huffed, shutting the fridge door.
“We’re sharing a bed.” L stated in such a monotone manner, it was as if his voice rolled its eyes.
“Which I didn’t want to do.”
“Liar. Remember that I can smell you, right?”
“You’re infuriating! You just expected sex on the first night?”
The widening of L’s eyes and slightly parted lips indicated that, yes, that was exactly what he’d expected.
“Sleep on the couch.” Light spun on his heel.
“You can’t make me sleep on my own couch.” L puffed his chest.
“Fucking try me. I’ll make your life a living hell.” Light stomped upstairs.
“I’m at least sleeping on the couch in the loft.” L shouted towards Light’s back.
“I don’t care. As long as it’s not in the same bed.”
“Prude.”
“Fucking asshole.” Light snapped, wishing there was a door he could slam.
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Warm water cascaded down Light’s skin as he hummed to himself, the scent of sandalwood steaming in the shower. It was slightly disappointing to know that the ‘manly’ scent would be overwritten by pink vanilla garbage. What an unfortunate scent of pheromones.
“What are you singing?” L’s low voice rumbled over the shower.
“Ah!” Light cried, losing his footing and crashing to the ground. Before he could open his mouth, a shampoo bottle slid and slammed on his head. Growling, Light stared up at L through the glass, water pouring over his face.
L’s lips tugged in a half smirk, his finger pulling against his lips. He sat crouched on top of the toilet, his eyes fixated on Light’s splayed body.
“Get out.” Light gritted through his teeth.
Pretending not to hear him, L batted his eyelashes.
“How do you ever expect to get laid if you keep being so creepy?” Light scoffed, pushing himself off the shower floor.
“There is only one bathroom, Light.”
“And? Can you wait a minute?” Light dipped his head under the water again, rinsing out his conditioner.
“Not particularly. I would like it if you hurried up.”
“You could have said that from the other side of the door.” Light switched the water to cold, doing a final rinse of his body.
“I’m not quite used to that yet.”
“You didn’t need to stare at me like Golem, L. Basic human decency, you know?”
As Light opened up the shower door, L was quick on his feet, offering Light a fresh towel.
“Thank you.” Light muttered, surprised at the act of kindness.
“Please, get out now.” L pushed at Light.
Snickering, Light dead weighted L until he was on the other side of the threshold, the door slammed behind him. It was refreshing seeing signs that L was uncomfortable.
Their set up had made it seem as if L was in total control, it was incredibly infuriating. L had always been particular over his space, his environment constantly controlled chaos, and Light being there messed with it all.
-
L’s hair dripped onto his white crew neck as he crouched on a spinning stool at the kitchen island.
“L, pay attention.” Watari’s gruff voice warned.
“You’re like a child.” Light shook his head.
“A child that you’re in love with.” L stopped mid spin to face Light before breaking back into a spiral.
“Not in love with. Fated pair. Different.” Light corrected him.
“Both of you!” Watari slammed on the counter.
“Sorry, Watari.” They both bowed their heads, like the scolded children they were.
“Like I was saying,” the perplexed doctor held up a foil pack of pills. “This is heat suppressant. This is a heat inducer. These are yours, L. The rut suppressants and inducers. I would recommend trying to bond as soon as possible. It will steady out both of your pheromones the quickest. Otherwise, you two will still have to be extremely careful. Particularly you, Light.”
Light clenched the edge of the counter at his name.
“You nearly died, Light. However you guys make it work, you’ll have to be close to L. Fated pairs usually have some form of chemistry. I would consider at the very least being intimate. Have you two tried getting together yet?”
Watari coughed in discomfort. “I’ll - um - I’ll wait outside.”
“Probably for the best.” Light agreed with a tinge of sass.
“Did you hear that, Light?” L unfurled his feet from the stool. “Even the doctor says we should have sex.”
“Look at what you’ve done.” Light motioned to L with a sigh.
“Until you two decide to bond or until your pheromones balance, you honestly should be intimate. Sexual intercourse will be the best choice, however, generally closeness and skin to skin contact should also help.”
Humming happily, L rested his cheek against Light’s thigh.
“Thanks for the tip doc.” Light smirked sarcastically, opening his legs to let L’s head drop.
“Heeey! I almost fell!”
“Good luck, you two.” The doctor set the meds on the counter before pulling his bag over his shoulder.
“I’m gonna need it.” Light whispered, only loud enough for L to hear.
Sighing, L slid off the stool and dug into the fridge. It was fascinating seeing a morose look on L’s face while he dug into a cupcake.
“L, how do you so easily slip into the - the touchy feely stuff?” Light gulped, the idea of not being perfect at anything suffocating.
Pausing, L peered up from his mountain of icing. His eyebrows pressed closer together, the contrast of the pink icing against his gray eyes stirred Light’s stomach.
“Well first,” L’s pupils visibly dilated. “When you look at me, you piss your scent all over like an untrained dog.”
“I do not.” Light twitched away, insulted.
“You can lie with your mouth all you want. But until you get better at this -,” L spun his finger around the room, “you can’t fool me. I know you think I’m cute.” L ended his sentence with a wink.
“Okay, sure. Pheromones.” Light sighed, slightly ceding. “But you let out pheromones too. I might be attracted to those, but… that doesn’t mean I immediately want to jump your bones. So you just listen with your dick and suddenly it all comes so easily to you?”
Setting down his cupcake, L shook his head. “Light… it’s always been you.” He picked at the paper, evading Light’s gaze.
“Well yeah, there’s history-,”
“No.” L shook his head. “When I was at the hospital, they told me my symptoms might be correlated with a fated pair. The first thing I did was ask Beyond to get in touch with you.”
Clicking his jaw, it was Light’s turn to evade L’s gaze.
“A lot of shit has happened, Light. And it’s been a long ass time. But I never forgot you. When you left… it felt like a piece of me left with you.” L’s voice started to crack, but Light couldn’t bear to meet his gaze. “And now- they tell me that - th-that the only way to keep you alive is for me to be beside you. And fuck, I don’t ever want to go through that again. I have a reason, an excuse, to hold the person I’ve loved since before I knew what my second gender would be. It’s easy… for me to be touchy… because I never wanted to let you go in the first place.”
“Appreciate it when you can.” L’s voice rasped, the black of his pupil taking over his iris.
Light smirked knowingly; even though L’s pheromones were dancing with his in the room, he was better at feigning a calm facade.
“You were always such an ass.” L forgot about the cupcake, striding around the island to return to Light’s side.
“Which you, apparently, loved. So, logically, I should continue to be abrasive for you to adore me.” Light opened his posture to invite L in.
Groaning, L slid in between Light’s knees, his hands running along the outside of his thighs. His nose immediately ran along the crease of Light’s neck, their chests pressing against each other. Tightening his fingers around L’s hips, Light tugged him closer.
“Mmm… fuck…” L ran his fingers under Light’s shirt.
“Shit…” Light’s head dropped back, his skin electrifying under L’s touch. “Too much…” Light pushed at the hips that bruised under his grip.
L growled, trying to latch onto Light, his fingernails cutting into his skin.
“L. Enough.” Light tilted forward and bit L’s collarbone.
Rapidly inhaling, L blinked back to consciousness. “Sorry…” L nose dove into Light’s chest.
“One step at a time.” Light snickered, running his fingers through L’s hair.
“Okay…” L’s body limped in Light’s hold, their pheromones relaxing in sync.
-
“L! Stop jerking off!” Light pulled a pillow over his face, trying to drown out the pheromones leaking under the crack of the bathroom door. The fog only thickened. “L! Fucking stop!”
With a wave of pheromones, Light sighed in relief that it was finally over, his sanity holding on by a thread.
“Fuck…” L panted from the other side of the door. “I love it when you yell at me.”
“Pervert!”
“Careful,” the sound of L’s zipper echoed, “you might get me going again.”
Snorting, Light threw the pillow at the bathroom door.
Love and Loss - The 'Before'
This one was the most completed section of 'The Before'. I have a few different versions, but this one seemed the best.
You may see that Light is given a different sent (continuity isn't quite as important when you have several drafts with an undecided direction). What is important is the fact that apparently I always want Light to smell so pretty ;'D
“So… what are your intentions with my brother?” Beyond snickered, his feet up in the air and his head dangling off the seat of the couch.
“Shut-up.” Light rolled his eyes, palming his forehead.
“Are you guys going to finally tell each other you like each other or are you going to keep avoiding being adults and talking about it?” Beyond’s silver eyes sparkled.
“It will happen… when… it will… ugh…” Light started to stagger. The entire room was blurring and spinning around him.
“Are you okay, Light?” Beyond was afraid to move. He’d been silently grateful that Light was excluding himself, the initial stages of his rut starting to prickle at his stomach.
Before Light could respond, he collapsed towards the floor.
“Shit!” Beyond bit his lip. Every instinct in his body was screaming at him to protect the Omega. Panicking, Beyond pulled out his phone, trying to reach a teacher.
“What are you doing?” Light’s voice rasped as he dragged himself across the floor.
“Light - you’re- fuck.” Beyond covered his nose, the warm smell of decadent spice crawling across his skin. “Have you gone into heat before?” His words were muffled by his sweatshirt.
“No, but you- you can’t tell - them.” Light weakly batted away Beyond’s cellphone, sending it clattering to the floor.
“Stop.” Beyond jumped up and ran to the opposite side of the room.
Their eyes locked as Beyond’s scent hit Light. Soft caramel eyes turned to ember as they narrowed at Beyond, whose eyes responded in blood red.
“I’m - rut-,” Beyond struggled, arousal starting to overtake his body. He’d managed it before. Light was always around him and L. He’d become accustomed to controlling himself, even at its most difficult. But he’d never smelled Light in heat before.
“What’s … happen…ing?” Light struggled to breath, daggers slicing up his throat as his legs turned to jelly.
“Light, I - ugh - can’t - don’t.” Beyond was reduced to monosyllables, his skin burning.
“Beyond?” Light whined, pulling at the collar of his shirt. It felt as if it weighed a hundred pounds.
Light had been warned about an Omega’s heat, but he’d never been taught much more than that. He always assumed he’d manage it as he did all of his masking. He’d separate himself and manage it from the comfort of his room. He hadn’t expected a reaction on levels of torture.
Beyond’s symptoms, though different in some ways, mimicked the pained desperation that threatened to overtake Light. His heart kept telling him to take away Light’s pain.
“I - I can’t think… straight…” Beyond slid to the floor, his head in between his knees.
“Beyond!” Light shrieked, the material of his clothes burning on his skin. Tearing his shirt off, he was surprised that his skin was free of marks, he’d expected that his chest would be covered in raw flesh. The burn only spread, searing every last centimeter of Light’s skin.
Shaking, Beyond let go of the hold he’d been struggling with from his own pheromones.
The warm scent of fresh grass temporarily cooled Light’s wounds, causing him to sob in relief.
Struggling to breathe himself, Beyond removed his own shirt. He kept trying to think while he was still able to, but the calming effect of his pheromones was only temporary.
“HELP! MAKE IT STOP! PLEASE! MAKE IT STOP!” Light shrieked, the flame surrounding his skin once again.
“SHUT UP!” Beyond’s voice shook the chandelier.
He’d never seen Light look weak. Light was tougher than any Alpha he’d ever met. But now, sobbing on the floor with matted hair, shirtless, and his pants half jimmied off, he was a wounded animal.
Light’s sobs soaked the carpet below him. “I do-on’t n-n-n-know what t-t-t do…” his strength wavered, his eyes clouding from discomfort.
“There’s only… there’s only one way to fix it. I - I caaaaa…” Another shot of Light’s pheromones filled the room, demanding attention. “Light… we… ahh…” his words were lost again as he crawled closer to the scent.
He used to get pumpkin spice lattes specifically to mock Light, whose scent was similar, but there was nothing to compare to the way it overtook him. To the sweetness that warmed his chest and the spice that pulled him closer.
Gently, Beyond ran the back of his fingers against Light’s forehead. Eagerly, Light nuzzled back. For a moment, the pain subsided.
“Th-that helps…” Light kept pushing into Beyond’s touch. Wherever Beyond touched, the searing pain subsided. More accurately, it morphed into a desire for more, but at least it was more manageable than searing skin.
A low growl emanated from Beyond’s throat as he kept softly running his hands along Light’s body. He could see the relief in Light’s eyes, which only made it harder for him.
“Light… oh fuck…” Beyond’s head spun as he leaned closer into Light.
Light started moaning under Beyond’s touch. One finger against his forehead felt like it could send him over the edge. “Beyond… please…” Light gasped, losing complete control over his rational thought.
-
L clenched his fists as the group started their return. The jealousy that coursed through his veins that Beyond and Light were spending the day together confirmed what he already knew. When he got back, he was finally going to tell Light his feelings. He didn’t want to hide it anymore.
“Hey, isn’t that your dad?” A student pulled L out of his fog.
Furrowing his brows, he recognized the black tinted Mercedes. Watari leaned against the car’s hood, watching L step closer. Giving L a directive nod towards the car, Watari stepped forward to speak with the teachers.
What happened? If Beyond hurt Light I’ll kill him!
L sprinted towards the car and threw the door open. The scent emanating from the car threatened to knock him out.
“Shut the door you idiot!” Beyond barked as his offensive stench brutally attacked L.
Pulling his collar up over his nose, he slid into the car, slamming the door shut behind him. Light’s thick smell spiraled through the air.
Light trembled in Beyond’s arms, both of them in disheveled states. Beyond’s eyes burned red, still instinctively protective over the Omega in his arms.
Crushed, L bit his lip and stared out the car window. Watari’s face shone red as he shouted at the timid teacher. He wanted to see anything besides the raw mark that marred the delicate skin along Light’s neck.
-
They tried to go back to normal. Both Light and Beyond agreed that it was what neither of them wanted. They knew that, as long as they stayed away from each other during their next heat/rut, the mark on Light’s neck would fade.
But their tight knit friendship was cracked. They’d sit to play video games with each other, but L couldn’t sit beside the mark that poked out of Light’s collar. Furthermore, Beyond suddenly felt tied to Light. Even though they’d both made it clear to him that they wanted nothing to do with each other romantically, they still suffered from the bond they’d placed on one another.
Knowing that in 8 moves Light would win, L stepped up from the chess board. “I’ll be back.”
Clicking the door behind him, L pulled himself into a ball and released his sobs. He’d feel better after a few minutes. It was starting to become his routine.
Feeling slightly rejuvenated, L stepped out of the bathroom to find that Light had abandoned their chess game and was sitting on the floor mirroring Beyond’s cross legged position.
“Seriously? Give up already?” L grumbled, stomping over towards the board.
Squeezing foundation onto a sponge, Light responded with confidence. “I would have won in seven moves anyway.”
“Eight. Eight moves.” L growled, trying to ignore the gentle manner in which Light covered the mark on B’s neck.
“I would have got you in seven.” Light grinned, his honey brown eyes sparkling towards L.
It was harder to appreciate such a beauty when Beyond’s eyes flecked with red towards his direction.
“There.” Light smiled at his handiwork. “Does that make it better?”
Sighing, L reset the board.
“L? What do you think?” Light pointed towards the covered mark.
“What’s the point in covering it?” L scowled, clenching the piece in his palm.
Wounded, Light nodded. He would hold onto hope that it would get better once the mark was gone. Maybe then they’d be able to fix things. Maybe one day he could finally tell L how he felt.
L grunted across the table; he’d been distancing himself more and more.
“Your next heat cycle should have started already.” Beyond poked at the sensitive mark once again. Beyond’s rut had already passed, his mark nearly non-existent, yet Light’s appeared fresh as ever.
L froze, his eyes slowly lifting up towards Light. His skin was slightly flush and he’d constantly smelt slighter danker than usual. He’d assumed it was because B had tarnished his scent, or because his feelings were guarded, but he hadn’t even considered a third possibility.
Pulling up his phone, L began some basic research. ‘How does an omega know they’re pregnant?’
Dizziness or fatigue
Nausea
A change in scent to repel other Alphas that becomes more attractive to the mate
Late heat cycle
Prolonged unbonded mark
Weight gain
Cravings
Headaches
Mood swings and irritation
“I’m going to break your finger if you can’t keep it to yourself.” Light growled in warning.
“B.” L leaned his stomach against the table.
Both the boys were shocked to hear L’s voice, for once in a tone that wasn’t laced with rage.
“Has Light’s scent changed?” L tilted his head.
Coughing, B covered his mouth, attempting to hide his nervous reaction. “Uh - yeah - a bit.” The crimson shade of B’s cheeks told L that the change had been for the better instead of for the worse.
-
L poked at his strawberry shortcake, watching it tremble from the tip of his fork. Light usually berated him if he’d finished the entire cake before he got a bite, so he was trying to be good. Impulse control was not something L was well practiced in, and once he started, he knew he wouldn’t be able to stop.
“Maybe you’re too sweet for Light, hmm?” L poked at the cake again. “Maybe we’re doing him a favor I eat all the cake…” Tapping the iced prongs against his bottom lip he considered his own argument. “He is complaining about the baby weight…”
BANG! The door slammed open, drywall littering onto the ground from where the door knob had pierced it.
Startled, L jabbed himself in the mouth with his fork, not hard enough to draw blood. Flipping around, he turned to see who had made such an obnoxious entry.
Beyond’s face was pale, his eyes burning red. His pants were blended into growls as he scanned the room.
“Where is he?” Beyond demanded, his voice coarser than ever.
“In the bathroom?” He was a pregnant Omega, they peed a lot.
The answer lit a fire under Beyond, who broke into a sprint towards the bathroom.
Woefully eyeing the cake, L stood to his feet to ensure Beyond didn’t do anything stupid. He was acting as if he was in a rage induced rut… but his pheromones didn’t match that of a rut. Instead of wanting to keel over and vomit, L found himself fighting the urge to run from him.
Knocking was an understatement as the door rattled under Beyond’s fist. “LIGHT!”
“Maybe he’s pooping?” L gulped, Beyond’s pheromone suffocating him.
Stepping back, Beyond kicked the door in two, shards of wood scattering across the floor.
“Jesus! What-,” Before L could finish his sentence the scent of iron permeated the room.
Swallowing his heart, L stumbled backwards. Tripping over his feet, he fell on his butt, frozen in stupor.
Red stepped through the threshold before Beyond did.
Gagging on the concoction of blood and Beyond’s protective pheromones, L trembled on the floor. L’s head fuzzed as his fingers turned to pins and needles.
Blood dripped from Beyond’s hands under Light’s limp body.
“Get Watari.” Beyond snarled in L’s direction. “NOW!”
Switching back to life, L jumped to his feet. As he ran past, he tried to ignore the way that Light’s eyes twitched against his battle with consciousness.
-
Beyond hung his head at Light’s bedside, rubbing his own tears off his face. “I’m sorry, Light.”
Light’s hand twitched under the tape of the IV. He didn’t want to hear platitudes or pity. He just wanted the pain to go away. Logically, it made the best decision for him and his future. His heart still hadn’t caught up to that, his soul knew he’d lost his child.
He wanted to hate Beyond, he wanted to hate everyone. But he was only left with the pain of his own heart being ripped from his body.
“Light…” Beyond started to release a pheromone to relax him, a warming scent of cloves filled the room.
“PUT THAT SHIT AWAY!” Light yelled, tears and spit jumping off his face. “Just leave.”
“Light…” Beyond’s lip shook, he wanted to help, but despite the fading mark on Light’s neck, he knew that he was never truly meant to be his mate.
“Beyond.” L called from the doorway. “Watari’s here.”
Hearing L’s voice, Light degraded to sobs, turning away from both of them. L’s scent trickled through the room, easily flowing past Beyond’s.
Light gripped his chest as he let the calming scent of orange smoked whiskey surround him.
“L… I should stay. I can’t… I can’t leave him like this.” Beyond dropped his head, his twin brother's scent taking dominance over the room.
“I DON’T WANT YOU HERE!” Light shouted, still unable to look either of them in the eye. Mumbling under tears, he added, “Both of you, just leave.”
Beyond’s chest bounced as he sniffled. He’d never meant for it to happen. Light was always so strong, most people didn’t even know he was an Omega. They never meant for it to happen. He certainly never wanted this for Light. Ceding, Beyond stepped away from the hospital bed towards L.
A tinge of spite shot down Beyond’s back at the tears beading in L’s eyes. Part of him wanted to shout, to say he hadn’t lost anything like Beyond had. But that wasn’t true. Beyond had taken what L loved most.
Which Naruto and death note boys are most likely to be the first one to have a pup?
(I'll answer this by age rather than order, because some characters have larger age gaps 👍🏻 I have a very detailed timeline for the Naruto boys which I can consult lol.)
Itachi - He has his first child between about 19-22, making him the youngest of the characters that I put on my timeline. He just craves that family life so badly, not the mention that he wants to retire as soon as possible, so he tries to conceive starting from his honeymoon (and he gets married as young as he can once he finds the right alpha.) There's quite a large age gap between his first and second pup though, because he had to take a long recovery period after the traumatic birth.
Gaara - He falls not far behind Itachi, actually, having his first pup at 21-23. He felt ready and his country was getting to a good state again after the war, so it felt like the right time for him. The sand village fully celebrated for like three days after Gaara gave birth because everyone adores him and they needed a nice reason to celebrate after the war.
Kiba - I didn't put him on my timeline, but I can see him having an 'oops' pup literally as soon as the war is over. And then several more oops pups directly afterwards. Someone please teach this boy family planning, sheesh.
Death note wise is a little more complicated, because the kira case impacts them all greatly. In a world where L is the biological parent of Mello and Near, then he would be the one to have pups first. He would have likely been very young, perhaps 19 or 20.
In a world where Light gets his perfect world, then it would be him who had pups first. The age would depend on how long it took him to remove the opposition and establish his new world order.
In a world where kira never exists, Matsuda would probably be first. Perhaps at around 25-27, after he felt somewhat established in his police career.
Hiya I think Light would be floored if his Alpha enthusiastic said that they wanted to be a stay at home parent with their pup so that he could work as a police officer. Like to the point where if someone where to say that Light should be the one taking care of the pup they start going on a rant about how hard he worked to become a police officer, how much they're always wanted to be a stay at home parent, how unhappy they both would be if they swapped ect.
ps I love the idea that the rant happens when Light is heavily pregnant and they're having a meal with both their families and someone (maybe his dad or mum) says like a off comment about how he'll need to give up his job for the pup/pups
I love this, this is great!!! @hedone26
You're totally right, Light would be completely floored if his alpha said something like that. He... feels vindicated that someone supports what to him is so obvious but to others is so controversial, and he feels confident that he picked the right person to stand beside him.
Also, yes, Light finds his parents insistence that he needs to quit his job infuriating! They tell all these old wives tales about what happens to pups who grow up without their omega parent at home and Light knows it's all bullshit but he's too polite and respectful to his parents to call them out.
But when his alpha calls them out? Oh shit, Light may actually be in love... He didn't expect that. They give a passionate rant about how Light is an amazing police officer who does so much good at his job, and how his talents would be wasted at home, whereas they are the homemaker sort who would thrive at home raising the pups. They say that secondary genders mean almost nothing, and while Light's parents don't agree, they do drop the subject after the rant, and that's more than enough for Light.
Omega!Light - How do his plans change? If he had a mate?
Anon: How about light yagami as an omega? It would be interesting considering how he plans on being 'justice and creating a new world. How would he feel of having an alpha mate?
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Anon: Could I request for an omega light. I feel like it would really be interesting and it would make sense with the story line a bit. Considering he wants justice and all in an alpha-dominated world. "Omega rules over the world type of stuff "
(Hmm, this was an interesting one to write! It was a bit of a deep dive into Light’s psyche~ I’m sick at the moment and not taking my classes so I’m bulk writing some older requests right now! Sorry it took me so long to get to this. Enjoy!)
Warnings: Mpreg, Discrimination, Light’s general blasé attitude towards murder.
The World
Firstly, let’s look at the omegaverse world in Death Note (pre- Kira) and how it was for Light growing up as a male omega.
Light’s experiences with discrimination very much shaped his desire for justice. He felt like he was never given justice for the way he was treated and he was going to change that.
Omegaverse Japan was very prejudiced against omegas and Light felt these effects at a very young age.
The first time was with an elderly neighbour of his. When his mother was proudly showing off his recent perfect test scores, the neighbour dismissed them with a comment about how he shouldn’t be focusing on education but on training to be a good mate and mother, and that alphas didn’t like omegas who focused outside of the family and the household.
This was extreme, but it did reflect the biases of the older generations.
At only six, Light was crushed, even if he kept those feelings to himself. Eventually, he vowed to show everyone who thought he couldn’t do ‘alpha things’ that he could, and not only that but he was better than any alphas at those things.
Other examples of discrimination he faced are as follows:
Being told by his teacher that he should pick a new future career because “being a police officer is a demanding job. You’ll need to be at home for your future pups, Light kun!”
Alphas at his school never taking no for an answer when he rejects their advances (and the teacher ignoring this behaviour).
Gaining the attention of sleazy adult alphas starting from when he was only 14.
In public, Light tried to play both a respectful genius and good omega boy.
He would never dull his intelligence too much, but he remained soft-spoken and manipulated his way out of situations without causing a fuss. Eg. Claiming he was waiting until he finished school to court, rather than just rejecting his alphas classmates outright.
Light just found that this strategy made people leave him alone more often and therefore was his favourite.
And then he finds the Death Note.
Kira
As an omega, Kira’s actions change ever so slightly.
He is very harsh on hate crimes against omegas.
He goes so far as to seek them out, rather than mostly getting names from watching the news.
This has the unfortunate side effect of L figuring out almost immediately that Kira is an omega though. Which ultimately increases suspicion on Light.
When Light finds out that L is also an omega, he can’t decide if he feels more or less angry.
On one hand, he was imagining an arrogant asshole alpha that he would have been delighted to kill, so this is a more tolerable alternative.
On the other hand, shouldn’t L be supporting him making the world safer for omegas like them? It feels like L is betraying his kind which makes Light angrier.
In the earlier days, Kira’s focus on helping omegas and closing the discrimination gap makes him pretty popular, especially on anonymous internet forums.
With an Alpha mate
Light met you at university. You were a tolerable classmate who expressed an interest in courting him.
Light, although he had no interest in you, accepted the courtship to get L off his back. L had theorised that Kira was either an unmated omega, or mated and very angry/regretful about it. Considering Kira’s age, he decided it was likely the former. For this reason, he figured being in an active courtship would throw L off.
Light picked you because you were one of the more tolerable alphas, but he found himself surprised at how much he enjoyed your company.
You actually listened to him, valued his opinions, supported his dreams. He found himself thinking that it wouldn’t be that bad to be mated to you.
He pushed those thoughts back, following the courting motions with as little emotion as possible.
But when he was in heat (a minimised one because he takes suppressants) he just really wanted you there with him. He was so confused and angry that he was feeling this way, but he caved in and called you over to spend time with him.
As he laid in your embrace, he started trying to justify what he was doing.
He liked to think he was a god, but ultimately he had the lifespan of a human. Who better to continue his legacy than his own child? For a child, he would need a mate. And you were the most tolerable alpha he had ever met. That’s the reason he was doing this.
So, he puts out feelers to see your opinion on Kira and eventually he tells you who he is. He is gleeful when he receives your support.
From this point, he throws himself into the relationship a lot more, moving on from courting to intended mates.
He loves having someone he can be himself with. He never has to put up a mask with his alpha.
His plan is to get pregnant after he’s established the new world order, then raise his child to take over when he’s too old. He doesn’t care what their primary or secondary gender is because he plans to make sure they are raised to be a suitable leader.
Light gritted his teeth as he persevered through his university coursework. His heat was driving him mad. He skin was itchy and he couldn’t focus properly.
It would probably be better if you were here with him.
No. He gripped his pen tightly. He didn’t need anyone else, certainly not an alpha. He was fine. He just needed to lay down for a bit, then he’d feel better.
Closing his textbook, he stretched and made his way over to his bed, supressing a whine at the lack of a nest. No, he didn’t need a nest he was fine.
Okay, maybe he wasn't as fine as originally thought. It had been a few hours and he was only feeling worse. Maybe he should send you a message. Just so he could get back to work of course.
You knocked hesitantly on Light’s front door, clutching your bag tightly. Light had sent you a cryptic message and you were a little worried about him.
His mother opened the door and ushered you up to Light’s room with a smile. You thanked her politely before walking quickly to Light’s bedroom. You knocked twice before tentatively swinging open the door. You saw Light sitting up in bed, looking a little ruffled, like he’d been asleep. You took a deep breath. He was in heat... The omega you were courting had just invited you into his room while he was in heat! Your alpha puffed up in pride.
But... where was his nest?
“Hey Light.” You spoke quietly. “How are you feeling?” You moved to sit on the edge of his bed, watching carefully for any signs of rejection.
“Like crap.” He let out a strained laugh. “I need to get my work done, but I can’t do anything like this.”
You hesitated. “Where is your nest? You’d probably feel a lot better in there.”
“I don’t have one.” Light said shortly.
“Oh!” You said, flustered. “That’s fine. I just thought- but that was rude, I’m sorry.”
Light rolled his eyes. “It’s fine, just drop it.”
You let out a sigh of relief, scooting closer to him and wrapping an arm around his waist. Light automatically leaned onto your shoulder before realising what he was doing and starting to pull away. Before he could, you tightened your grip, releasing a calming scent as you enjoyed the physical affection. Light hesitated, but the feeling of burning itchiness was finally starting to subside and he couldn’t help but lean into the person providing the soothing sensation.
He was only doing this so he would be feeling well enough this evening to write in the Death Note. That’s it. Nothing else.
Hai thiết bị thẩm mỹ này được xem là những máy chăm sóc da cơ bản được rất nhiều chủ doanh nghiệp kinh doanh dịch vụ spa và thẩm mỹ uy tín đánh giá cao về chức năng và hiệu quả đem lại cho các liệu trình điều trị và chăm sóc da.
Với những ích lợi về mặt hỗ trợ cho các liệu trình điều trị và chăm sóc da cũng như hiệu quả trong kinh doanh nên thiết bị Omega light và phi thuyền tắm trắng đã trở thành những máy chăm sóc da cơ bản không thể thiếu tại các điểm chuyên chăm sóc da.
Thiết bị phi thuyền tắm trắng được thiết kế như một phi thuyền vừa đủ một người nằm vào bên trong, nhờ đó giúp cải thiện rõ rệt làn da cơ thể, giúp trẻ hóa làn da, xóa mờ nếp nhăn, cải thiện màu da và ngăn ngừa các dấu hiệu lão hóa da.
Vòm ánh sáng Omega light là thiết bị spa cơ bản được sử dụng để giúp hỗ trợ kích thích sản sinh collagen bên trong tế bào da nhằm tái tạo các tế tào mới, thay thế các tế bào chết và hồi phục các tế bào tổn thương sau các liệu trình thẩm mỹ.
Hai máy chăm sóc da cơ bản này đều được sử dụng công nghệ ánh sáng sinh học được phát ra bằng đèn led công suất cao kết hợp massage nhiệt, giúp chăm sóc làn da nhưng không gây ra đau rát hoặc bất kỳ tác dụng phụ nào cho cơ thể.
Omega light và phi thuyền tắm trắng là hai thiết bị spa có chức năng và công dụng chăm sóc da đặc biệt giúp da trắng sáng, căng bóng, mịn màng bằng những công nghệ hiện đại và tiên tiến nhất nên đam lại hiệu quả tuyệt vời cho làn da.
