“I want it. I want to taste you.” Hwanwoong pouts dramatically as he often does in moments like this.
You roll your eyes, reaching out to grip his throat firmly, “And I said I'm busy.”
“You've never been too busy to let me eat you out under your desk before.” Hwanwoong counters as if your grip didn't bother him at all.
“Well, maybe I was just being nice to you.” You huff attempting to go back to ignoring him until you feel a slight tug on the leather you wore around your neck.
“Don't forget who you're dealing with, angel. If one of us is the one just being nice it most certainly isn't you” Hwanwoong growls out as his grip on the collar makes you look him in the eyes. Your eyes widened slightly at the change of demeanor and the implications along with it, but you knew Hwanwoong well and knew that anything he would do would still be something you liked.
“Oh is that a threat?” You steel your nerves and raise a brow at him, forgetting entirely about your work as your thoughts begin to run wild. Despite the attitude though you’re more than willing when his pull on the collar drags you up out of your seat and towards the bed. Your response told him exactly what he already knew, you were more than eager to give him what he wanted despite your little bratty front.
“Angel, you know me better than that, I don’t make threats. I just tell you how it is.” He smirks at you before releasing the collar, shoving you back harsh enough that your heart stops as you feel like you’re falling for a second until you hit the bed.
Hwanwoong’s eyes dance with mischief as he looks down at you, getting on the edge of the bed and nudging you higher, “That attitude always gets you into trouble.”
He tsks shaking his head as if he isn’t more than eager to be in this situation right now. His hands swiftly work on getting rid of your clothes, always hungry to get his hands on your skin. He doesn’t gift you the sight of his though, simply pushing his sleeves up and out of his way. When he reaches over for the drawer on his bedside table your eyes widen, starting to squirm until he fixes you in place with a glare.
“Looks like I’ll have to do more than I thought.” He shakes his head as he riffles through the drawer until he finds what he’s looking for. Attaching a leash to your collar and securing it to one of the bed posts. “You can’t go anywhere now doll.”
His words don’t stop you from squirming though. At least until he pins your hips, pulling out the other thing he grabbed, a vibrator. Putting it on a low setting only to further tease by avoiding your clit with it. Your whines only encourage Hwanwoong’s actions instead of giving in to what you want. Eventually giving you a little more by sliding a finger in, his palm holding the vibrator against your clit as he barely does anything just to get you more worked up.
“I want more, please, give me more.” You switch from whining to starting to beg now. Something the Hwanwoong only chuckles at, his pace never wavering.
“Oh angel, I know you do, but fucking is a reward and you haven’t been very good.” Hwanwoong pouts mockingly at you, “Maybe if you show me that you’ve learned how to be my good little doll again I’ll give you what you want. So you better start behaving… or I can just continue to not give you anything good either.”
It belongs in a cartoon, the way Seoho jumps a foot and turns to face you with wide eyes.
“Nothing,” he says.
His hands are cupped together in front of him, still dripping from being under the kitchen faucet. You tsk and enter the kitchen, pulling a hand towel from a nearby drawer and moving towards him. He quickly draws his hands back to rest against his torso when you get within a foot of him, hands still cupped.
You raise an eyebrow, crouching to mop at the little puddle he’s created.
“Nothing, huh?”
The way his cheeks and ears pinken is adorable. His jaw works minutely, biting the inside of his lower lip.
“Uh-huh.”
You straighten up again and fold your arms, tilting your head to try and glimpse between his cupped fingers. “Is it something I’m going to be disappointed is in my kitchen?”
He immediately starts closing the gaps of his fingers, shrinking back against the sink. “Disappointed? Not upset?”
“I’m never upset with you, bestie,” you say, feigning shock at the mere thought. “Only disappointed.”
He pouts, and maybe it takes a conscious effort not to stare at the pretty shape of his lips. Not that you’ll admit it.
“You’re only ever disappointed with me? Never pleased or happy or….anything else?”
Maybe you want to take that as something more. But what if you’re wrong? You deflect, grinning at him. “Your distractions won’t work on me. C’mon. Show me the thing.”
He swallows, then shakes his head rapidly.
You make a face at him. “Seoho.”
He shakes his head again.
You raise your eyebrows. Well. Time to play a little dirty.
You take another step closer to him and enter his space. You audibly hear his breath pause when you lean in close, setting the damp towel on the counter next to him.
“You sure?” You ask quietly, ignoring your own pounding heart. Focus.
Seoho’s next breath sounds shaky. “Mhm.”
A smile tugs at the corners of your mouth. You lean in a little closer, indulging yourself momentarily and staring at his mouth as you fumble behind him to turn off the faucet.
“Very sure?” You ask.
When you drag your gaze away from his lips, you realize he’s staring at yours. A rush of warmth shoots through you. No. Focus.
He doesn’t answer, too distracted. Now’s your chance. Gently, still looking at his face, you take his hands in yours, prying them open carefully. He offers no resistance, and you glance down inside them.
“Oh my god,” you yelp. “Is that a frog?”
Immediately Seoho jumps back into action, yanking his hands from yours and cupping them shut again. “No.”
“It is,” you say, laughing disbelievingly. “You brought a frog into my kitchen.”
“He was outside in the grass,” Seoho says, voice insistent. “And he was covered in grass clippings and there was some in his eyes and I felt bad and wanted to clean him up—”
“It’s a frog!” You laugh, incredulous. “They live in nature, they get dirty, that’s just how it goes.”
“But it was in his eyes,” Seoho protests, looking at you imploringly. “I was just gonna rinse him off and send him back out again—”
“And you couldn’t have done this with the hose why?”
Seoho looks indignant, pouting. “Look at him. He’s just a little guy. He needs something gentler.”
You’re staring at his hands, shaking your head. “My kitchen sink?”
“Only for a minute,” he pleads. “It just looked painful, he kept blinking and the grass kept staying stuck in his eye and he looked so sad, you should have seen his little face, his eyes were…”
He keeps making his case, but you lose the thread, gazing at him. Sweet, stupid boy. The worst in the whole world. Caring about garden frogs. What if this is my final straw?
As it happens, it is. Before you can process what you’re doing, you’ve grabbed a fistful of his collar and guided him close, planting your lips on his.
It’s a wonderful, wonderful half a second. And then Seoho squawks in surprise and you’re pulled back into reality.
He leans back, blinking, eyes wide on you. “What? I….what?”
Your insides are swirling into a chaotic tornado of dismay. What were you thinking? “I….sorry. You were, um. Saying? About the frog?”
Seoho does not continue about the frog. He continues blinking at you, gaze trailing down to your mouth. You shift from one foot to another, uneasy.
“Seoho…?”
He leans in and kisses you again. It’s gentle, sincere, and suddenly you wonder how in the world you’ve gone this long without doing this. You kiss him back, unfurling your fingers from his collar and resting your hands on his shoulders. He settles his hands on the back of your arms, guiding you closer, kissing you in a way that makes you wonder if he’s thought about this, too.
You break apart to breathe, staying nose to nose.
“Seoho,” you murmur.
He hums quietly, resting his forehead on yours.
“Where’s the frog?” You ask quietly.
He’s staring at your mouth again. “Hm?”
“The frog. Where is it.”
He blinks, then stiffens, realizing where his hands are.
“Um.”
“Is there a frog loose in my kitchen?!”
He leans back, staring all around your feet and behind you with increasing urgency. Guiding you back and forth by his grip on your arms, checking around you. “I….maybe?”
Unbelievable. You start searching around your feet, as well.
“I’ll make you a deal. If you find him first, I’ll kiss you again.”
He turns to look at you so quickly you worry he’ll crick his neck. “What if you find him first, instead?”
You were in the kitchen gathering some snacks for you and the members of Oneus for the bonfire they had planned after promotions for their latest comeback finished, everyone was outside getting the fire setup while you left with your own thoughts.
“Let me help you,” Seoho says as he steps into the kitchen, you watch as he carefully walks towards you, the knee brace sitting uncomfortably around his knee.
“It’s okay, I got it,” You say. You didn’t want him to carry heavy stuff while his knee had been hurt, you had knee problems in the past and knew just how frustrating it was.
“Let me carry something light if you’re not going to let me carry anything heavy,” He says, stopping next to you. You hear a faint grunt leave him before he grips the counter. “It’s just a few more days… and then we will know the answers,” You nod your head, still concerned for him and his wellbeing. “Thank you for caring...”
“Of course, I will care,” You whisper. “I’m just concerned since you said the brace is uncomfortable,” He lets out a sigh and looks down at the brace. You turn towards him, placing your hand on top of his, giving it a soft squeeze. “I’m here for you, through it all.”
“Thank you,” He whispers. He wasn’t thrilled that this had happened, and you could understand why, and the pent-up frustration was building, not being able to do what he loves to do and what he used to do. “Not really how I wanted to spend my birthday…”
“It’s a shitty way to spend it…” You softly say. “I know the feeling, but I’m sure next year will be better,” He steps closer to you and wraps his arms around you, pulling you into a hug and burying his face in the crook of your neck, your hands immediately move to his back and gently pat down against it. “We’re here for you…” You feel him take in a slow and unsteady breath, signalling to you that he was trying not to cry. “It’s okay… you can cry, scream, anything to let it all out,” His body shakes against yours as he begins crying, you could feel his tears against your neck as it flows. “That’s it, let it out…” You could feel a knot forming in your throat and tears forming in your eyes, you hated that he had to go through this, you absolutely hated seeing him go through this pain.
From the corner of your eye, you could see slow movement and watched as Gunhak enters the kitchen slowly and as quietly as he could, he watched you both, knowing that his group members, and the person that was like a brother to him, cry in your arms about his frustration and pain. He knew that Seoho needed that, Gunhak knew Seoho had to let it out at some point, and he was just glad that he had you to be by his side so that he could let it out and be met with comfort and without judgement.
Gunhak quietly takes what he had come to retrieve before just as quietly leaving the kitchen, leaving Seoho to cry in your arms and let out all his pain and frustration. You could hear faint yelling from outside as the younger ones were probably playing around before it got quiet. Gunhak had probably told them what was happening inside between you and Seoho.
“It’s not fair…” He mutters as his body slowly calms down, his sobs slowly quiet down before he sniffs. “That’s how I feel…” You softly hum as you continue to rub his back. He slowly pulls back, his face red and puffy from crying. “I cried all over you, I’m so-”
“Don’t say sorry,” You say. “Don’t apologize for letting yourself cry and have emotion,” He nods his head, sniffing again. “You have every right to feel like this is unfair, and you have every right to voice it as well…” He nods his head again. You lift your hands to cup his face and carefully wipe the tears from his cheeks. “Do what you have to do to let out your anger and frustration over the situation, okay?”
“Okay…” He whispers. “Can we… can we share the blanket?” You softly smile and nod your head. The blanket, he was referring to, was the blanket that was dangling over the camping chairs outside at the bonfire.
“We can,” You say. “We always can,” You lean closer to him, your noses close to touching when loud rapid footsteps caused you both to pull back, just as Hwanwoong, Keohnee, and Dongju enter the kitchen.
“Hyung!” And within moments the three of them took everything towards the bonfire while also guiding Seoho out the door to join them, so they could try their hand at cheering him up.
WC: 7.9k ( I gave it plot and overdid it whoops 😃)
Sexual Warnings: Oral Female Receiving, Fingering, Unprotected Sex (use protection unless you want babies), Slight Hair Pulling, Marking, Creampie, Praise Kink
Oneshot Warnings: Alcohol consumption (but no drunk sex also drink responsibly if you're legal to drink), Jealousy, possessiveness (but remanded for it)
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Notes: Okay this one is for my Queen Tay! Tay always managed a way to make me laugh, smile, or just straight up to get in a better mood. Tay has always been such a fun and amazing person to talk to and I truly love any time we get to chat and talk to each other. Tay sweetie I love you so much and I hope you like this gift from me
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???: Um hi! Is this ___? My mom gave me your number
You stared at your phone in confusion and Hwanwoong caught your expression, “ What’s the matter?”
“Some random number texted me, but it doesn’t look like one of those automated ones or a scammer.” You answered as you showed him the text. His eyes quickly scanned it over before humming.
“ Hmmm, you're right. Know anyone you lost contact with?”
“ Well not recently.” You quipped as you texted back.
You: Yes….who is this exactly?
You both wired and didn’t have to wait long when they texted back not too long after.
???: Oh! I thought she would have told you at the very least. It’s me Leedo
You nearly spit out your drink on Hwanwoong as he gave you a look, “ Know who it is now?”
“Yeah, he was like a childhood best friend to me. I lost contact with him when his mother moved and I haven't heard from him since.” You explained as you saved the number in your phone before texting him back.
You: OH! Hi, it’s been so long and yeah mom didn’t tell me anything. How have you been?
Hwanwoong leaned over your shoulder to peek at your phone, “ Do you know if he’s hot?”
You smacked his arm and he pouted, “ I was just asking.”
“ Dummy, I just said I haven’t seen him since he moved and we were kids. I had no way of contacting him.” You said and thought back a bit to when you two were kids.
His parents lived right next door to yours and would always play together. It was a simpler time back then before getting thrust into the life of finals, professors, and restless nights.
Leedo: I’ve been good. My mom told me you were attending the university in town and I thought maybe we could catch up and get coffee or something?…
Leedo: But that’s only if you want to! Your schedule is probably busy so it’s up to you
You smiled at the text a bit. He used to do the same thing whenever he wanted to ask you to come over to his house and play with him or watch tv. A habit of his that he still hasn’t grown out of but you found it endearing.
You: Coffee sounds good to me, but we’ll have to go to the one on-campus cause most of my classes are near it if that’s fine.
You put your phone down for a second only for it to buzz again.
“….Does he have a crush on you?”
“ What?! Why would you randomly ask that?” You looked at him with wide eyes.
“ The only time I see someone respond that fast is when they're in love with someone or they might have attachment issues, but either way that boy likes you,” Hwanwoong stated in a matter-of-fact tone that made you huff.
“ I haven’t seen him since I was….what 8? That’s not even possible.”
“ Okay, so I’ll rephrase it. He’s been harboring his crush on you for years and now he’s getting a chance to finally see you.”
You squint your eyes and give him a look before directing your attention back to your text messages. That couldn’t be it. It’s been too long and you both were kids at that age. It’s been at least ten years since then. He was finally seeing you and you're already a junior in college. It can’t be possible.
Leedo: Just give me a time and place and I’ll be there.
You gave him a quick response before giving your attention back to Hwanwoong, thinking it over and shaking your head.
Yeah, that doesn’t seem possible…
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You shouldn’t have been this nervous and anxious just for some coffee. This was your childhood friend, not some random stranger you just met.
It should be nice to catch up with him after so long. You both are adults now, so of course, things have changed in both of your lives. But it should still be pleasant. Your fingers tapped against the table lightly. You would occasionally look at the glass door. He told you that his hair is currently green, so you know he would have been easy to spot.
You looked at your phone, still not seeing a text from him and you sighed. You hope he didn't get lost on campus. The university was pretty massive, but you hoped you were descriptive enough to where that wasn’t the case.
You heard the door chime and were greeted by a jade-colored head. You saw him scan the room before landing on your waving hand and you watched a grin grow on his lips. The grin alone you found contagious because it truly felt nostalgic.
He easily closed the distance and you stood up. He quickly wrapped his arms around your body for a hug and you smiled, “ It’s nice to see you again, Leedo.”
“ I know. It’s good to see you too.”
Your breath hitched. Oh, you weren’t expecting his voice. His voice vibrated through your chest easily. His voice was deep and it truly made your brain short circuit just for the first meeting.
You both pulled back and decided to walk to the line since you left your book bag at the table you were sitting at. You stood beside Leedo and felt particularly small beside him. He was taller than you and it took everything in you not to keep staring as you moved to the register.
The cashier knew you, waving and smiling since you were regular before glancing over to the man beside you. She gave you a knowing look before you waved her off and ordered what you wanted. You moved off to the side to wait and Leedo took the time to speak with you, “ I’m happy we were finally able to see each other after so long.”
You tried to not let the lower octave of his voice shake you as you smiled at him, “ I know. It’s so weird so you like this now when I remember being taller than you back then.” You heard him chuckle before reaching forward to grab your orders once he heard it. He grabbed your stuff without you asking before he nodded towards the table and you started walking before him. You missed the glance he gave you as you walked away before you sat down at your table from earlier. He sat down your orders before taking the seat in front of you.
Leedo wore this sweater that looked oversized on him with some ripped jeans and the green hair just added pop to his look. He truly became a sight for sore eyes.
“ So what have you been up to since you moved?” You asked him, reaching for your coffee cup\.
“ Well, it’s been normal, but it was boring once we moved. I missed seeing you back then.” He admitted and your grip tightened a bit on the cup, distracting yourself with the warmth of the dark brown liquid instead of his words.
“ Well, at least we can see each other now. What brought out the random text to see me?”
Leedo took a bite of the croissant he bought, chewing before speaking, “ I’m transferring universities and will be going here soon. I’m just waiting to hear back about when to start. I just gotta play a little catch-up with some classes, but I should be fine. I got in contact because mom had mentioned that you were attending here too.”
He watched the way your eyes lit up with surprise, “ Really?! You’re gonna do it here?! Are you commuting or gonna live on campus?”
He sipped from his latte, “ Managed to work out with getting an apartment here for myself.”
“ Well, you should like it here. There’s always a lot to do here and nearby and plenty of places for you to study too. If you need any help with anything then let me know.” You offered him, unable to contain the smile you had on your face. You were getting your childhood friend back after all these years and back in college no less. It was a good opportunity for you both and you were looking forward to it.
Your phone buzzed against the table and you looked down to see Hwanwoong texted you.
My Fav Dumbass😘💞: Don’t get swept up in your coffee date cause we still have our psych class this morning
You resisted the urge to roll your eyes as you texted him back quickly, telling him you know and plan to go and rapidly cursing him out for calling this a date. It was just a simple reunion and nothing more.
“ Boyfriend?”
The question made you look up at him with wide eyes before you let out a snort at the thought of dating Hwanwoong. It’s not like he was unattractive, far from it. But you never looked at him that way and, you weren’t his type.
“ No no. I’m single. That’s just my friend that I met in high school. He was reminding me about our class this morning.” You explained as you sipped your coffee some more, welcoming the caffeinated drink.
“ I can walk you there if you’d like?” Leedo offered, fingers crossed and hoping you would accept it. He was thankful when you said he could as you both got up and left the cafe, noting the way he held the door open for you.
The walk to class was filled with more idle chatter and reminiscing of your childhood. Whenever he smiled, it just brought you back to the fond memories you two had as children. But when you watched the way he paid attention to your every word or when he would look forward to some reason unbeknownst to you, you remember he’s a man now and a fine one at that.
You didn’t realize that you were already close to the building for your class, noticing Hwanwoong on his phone and waiting for you. He happens to look up and he sees you before his gaze shifted to beside you before they grew wide.
He managed to wipe the surprise look off his face as you both approached him, “ Did I keep you waiting for too long?”
“ Nope,” He gave a short answer before turning his attention to the green-haired man, “ I’m Hwanwoong and you are?”
Leedo reached a hand out that Hwanwoong accepted as he gave a firm shake, “ I’m Leedo. I’ll be transferring here really soon.”
You could see how hard it was for your best friend to contain this info but managed to keep it to him before letting go of his hand, “ Well then I can’t wait to see you around Leedo. Do you know how to navigate the campus to head back before we go inside?”
“ Yeah, I’ll be fine. You both can just get to class.” Leedo answers before he looks at you with a grin, “ Text me later when you get the chance.”
You gave him a nod and a wave as you watched him walk away from you both. Once he was a good distance away, Hwanwoong pulled your arm to get inside the building and you knew what you were in for.
“ That’s your childhood best friend now?!” You had to shush him as he practically yelled into the world.
“ You think I was expecting him to look like that? Let alone sound like that. His voice took me by surprise.” You mumbled back as you drew to the lecture hall for the class. You both sat a little bit in the back but close enough to see the board.
“ So your gonna ask him to be your boyfriend right?” Hwanwoong bluntly asked and he watched your face scrunch up.
“ Why would I make him my boyfriend?”
“ You don’t listen, do you? One, it’s obvious that he likes you so it should be easy for you. But just know if you don’t, you gotta remember he’s fresh meat on campus. He’s a good-looking man with a deep voice to match. Women and men too will probably be all over him.” Hwanwoong explained as he was focused on getting his laptop out, missing the sour look that happened to grace his face.
The worst part was you didn’t completely understand why you made such a face. He wasn’t yours. He was your friend. He could be with whoever he wanted. He wasn’t yours. He deserves a healthy relationship with anyone of his choosing.
So why was the thought of it making you upset?
Hwanwoong quietly watched you and could see all the emotions running in your mind and he chose not to clown you for it. He’ll let it all run its course and save him ‘I told you so’ for when you two started dating.
You both looked up when the professor walked in and greeted everyone. You threw those odd thoughts in the back of your mind to focus cause you know you’ll need them.
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Hwanwoong was struggling. It was happening so often that he barely even had time to prepare himself. It was just the type of entertainment he needed and he was just waiting for it to boil over into something ‘yea’ worthy.
He thought your newfound jealousy over Leedo was quite hysterical, but he had to find the strength to not burst into tears from laughter every single time to avoid getting choked or hit. But how could he not laugh?
You both could be having a conversation somewhere and you’ll catch Leedo being approached by girls and he gives them that smile and immediately frowns. He didn’t know if you knew how fast your facial expressions change but he stays quiet….sometimes.
While Hwanwoong was getting free entertainment from what was happening, you were losing your mind. You couldn’t stop yourself from glaring and frowning at the different people that approached him. You noticed the touches or the looks they give him and it made your blood boil over. But again, why? Why do you feel so possessive over him and care about who he might be interested in? Was it because you haven’t seen him in so long and you were used to it just being him and you? That wouldn’t even be far because you have Hwanwoong.
You heard someone snap before you look back up to see Hwanwoong looking a bit concerned, “ Are you back to earth?”
“ How long was I zoned out for?” You asked as popped a tater tot into your mouth. Hwanwoong stared at you as he leaned back into the booth of the dining hall, arms crossed over his chest.
“ Five minutes. You were deep in thought enough that I took three tater tots.” He chuckled when he watched you quickly look down before throwing a napkin at him.
“ Damn tater tot thief…” You mumbled before hearing a phone buzz and looking to see it was his this time. Hwanwoong picked it up and read the message, a smile gracing his lips as he responded as he spoke to you. “ You want to head to a party this Saturday?”
“ Is it Ravn’s party?”
“Wouldn’t invite you to any other~.” Hwanwoong sang and it made you smile. Ravn was a good friend of yours that you met through Hwanwoong. He was a part of the fraternity and while he flirted with you often, it was just good-natured fun.
“ I’ll go but only because I don’t have any big assignments that have to get finished that day.” You answered as you watched him text the man back before glancing up at you.
“ Do you want to see if Leedo wants to come?” At the mention of his name, you tensed. You gave Hwanwoong a faux smile that he could easily read through.
“ Yeah, I’ll ask him and see if he wants to go too.”
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Now you wouldn’t call yourself a drinker but you needed the burning alcohol to distract you.
Ravn’s party was as lively as it usually is and the man made his way around the place to greet everyone, including you and Hwanwoong. He gave you both a hug, thanked y’all for coming before being whisked away just as fast.
You and Hwanwoong naturally made your way over for some drinks. You usually will hold onto your one cup of alcohol for the entire night.
But then your eyes landed on Leedo when he stepped in. You saw from across the room how Ravn eagerly went to greet him with a handshake before dragging him along with him. He wore a basic white tee and some jeans from what you saw, but you noticed that he dyed his hair again. His hair was now black and his hair was parted showing his forehead.
He looked hot.
You blinked a couple times before taking a big swig of your cup and Hwanwoong watched you with wide eyes, “ Hey! Slow down. The party barely started.”
“ Bite me.” You tell him before taking a little bit more, feeling the burn this time before sitting it down. You were more than halfway done with your cup. It usually takes you two hours to get that far down.
“ Okay but I’m not holding your hair when you start puking.” Hwanwoong warned, almost in a scolding tone as he took a big gulp from his cup right behind you, “ Since you're my friend, I'll drink right with you.”
As time passed, the party only became more lively and energetic. You haven’t seen Leedo once since he came in and with the liquor finally hitting your body and mind, you didn’t care. You shouldn’t be so worked up over him. Yeah he grew up and became hot, but that doesn’t mean he was yours.
You kept convincing yourself that the entire night as you truly had fun with your best friend and other people you saw at the party. Hwanwoong disappeared for a bit, leaving you by one of the couches, saying he’s getting more drinks and to stay put. You giggled and agreed as you waved at him as he left you besides your classmate Keonhee.
Your body turned to the side, facing him on the couch as he chatted with you about a class you shared when your eyes looked over his shoulder. You saw Leedo once again, but this time he was looking down at someone.
A girl.
You watched her lean into him and say something to him. You watched him give a look before she wrapped her arms around his neck. Your drunk mind acted before you could register everything. You had quickly excused yourself from Keonhee, saying you had to go to the bathroom before making a straight line towards Leedo.
He saw you before you were physically in front of him. He saw the way you walked and immediately became concerned before gently moving the girl out the way and making his way to you. Before he could get any words out, you boldly placed a hand on his neck and pulled him down closer to your face, kissing him. It was so brief that he could barely register what you did. By the time he realized what you did, you were pulling him away and to the direction of the door, leading him outside.
The girl watched him leave before Hwanwoong and Ravn sandwiched her in between as they watched the pair leave too. Hwanwoong didn’t even look at her and handed her $40, “ The fact you bargained with me to double the price only for you to barely do anything is a scam.” Hwanwoong complained and the girl smiled.
“ I didn’t expect it to be this easy or happen so fast either. I thought I was gonna make her ‘hate’ me. I didn’t expect her to kiss him.” She answered, stuffing the money in her bra.
Ravn looks over at his friend, “ You think your little planned work?”
“ I’ll bet they’ll at least make out in no more than a week.” Hwanwoong drunk from his cup and Ravn snorted.
“ I’ll double whatever you put in but I think they’ll fuck.” Ravn raised his brow, a smile on his face.
“ Deal.”
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You don’t know where you were pulling him to. Your liquor infused brain just wanted him as far as possible as that girl. Your mind let you believe that you were dragging him when he was really quietly following you before he stopped and popped your imagination as you stumbled trying to pull him again. You tried to pull him like you did before but failed completely.
You turned around, brows furrowed as you stared at him, “ Keep walking.”
“ Not until you tell me what the hell that was back there.” He managed to get his arm back as you fully turned to look at him, “ Do you not realize how confusing all of this is for me?”
“ What are you confused about? I just helped you out of a sticky situation with that girl.” You say with a grin that quickly fell when he simply frowned.
“ Actually, no. She asked me to play along and I assumed someone was being creepy with her and needed someone to act like her boyfriend until he got the hint. But you showed up seconds later and kissed me and pulled me away.” Leedo explained to you.
Oh. Now you just felt terrible. You didn’t even think about that being a possibility. You’ve done that with Hwanwoong in rare situations and with Leedo being such an empathic person, he would have done it for any random woman if they asked.
“ What has been going on with you because ever since I’ve transferred here, you’ve been real standoffish and barely texting or hanging out with me. But when you randomly see me with some girl, you kiss me and pull me away from her and the party? So you're either gonna tell me what’s going on or I’m-” Leedo spoke until he heard sniffling. He looked back at you to see tears down your cheeks. His face immediately softened as you tried to wipe the streaming tears. “ …why are you crying?”
“ Because I’m an idiot that was terrified to admit that I fell for my childhood friend after all these years.” You sobbed into your palms, missing the way his eyes widened as you went on, “ I didn’t want to believe it at all. I just wanted to see you as a friend and keep it that way, but nope!” You looked up at him, a sorrowful smile as you continued to cry, the liquor in your system making you more emotional\ than usual.
“ Every time I saw you with any girl, I would get upset about it. I didn’t like seeing any woman near you and even when Hwanwoong said it’s because I liked you, I didn’t think it was possible. We haven’t seen each other since we were little kids. There wasn’t a way for me to harbor feelings for that long, but the moment you spoke to me after all these years in the cafe, I’ve been feeling like this ever since. I don’t know why I’m feeling like this, but I just know I can’t deal with you being with anyone else and I know I’m terrible for being like that to you. I would understand if you hate me now or something now. The childhood friend you remember grew up to be a shitty person.”
You felt arms wrap around you, gently resting your head against his chest. You felt him rub your back before he sighed, “ You aren’t a shitty person. You recognized that you did something wrong and feel bad about it, so don’t speak so harshly about yourself. I don’t like listening to you talk like that or seeing you cry.” He keeps his voice low, you can hear how the sound vibrates through his chest.
Leedo slowly pulled back before he leaned down and cupped your face, wiping away the remaining tears before making you focus on him, “ I don’t ever want to see you cry in front of me like that again.” You slowly nodded before he moved and kissed your forehead, making your cheeks grow warm before he pulled back. He grabbed your hand before gently pulling you beside him as you both started walking again.
It was silent and it made you fidget a bit, “ Where are we going?”
“ I’m taking you back to your dorm because you're drunk and I want to make sure you get back safe.” Leedo offers a soft smile and it makes your heart want to jump out of your chest. You leaned more into his arm, nuzzling a bit as the night breeze made you shiver.
The walk back was quiet but you barely noticed as you were slowly getting hypnotized by the scent of his cologne. You focus enough to give him your keys to get you inside. He manages to get you to your room without issue, unlocking the door and helping you inside your single room dorm. “ You think you can manage changing by yourself?” He asked, heading to the door before you grabbed onto his jeans.
“…please stay? I don’t wanna be by myself…” You mumbled, looking down at your legs. You tugged him gently and gratefully, he moved forward. “ Just face the wall and I’ll change quickly.”
You missed the way his face flushed as he awkwardly coughed before quickly agreeing and turning around. Both of your backs were facing each other as you tried your best to strip out of your clothes. Leedo tried to find anything else that was interesting until he noticed the placement of your mirror, giving him a good view of your bare back as you pulled your top off and immediately went to your bottoms before he shut his eyes and looked away.
You pulled on a big tshirt before sitting back on your bed, “ I’m done.”
He turned back around and his eyes immediately went to your thighs, liking the way they spread along the edge as you sat there.
“ …stop staring that hard.”
“ I-” He started before he sighed, “ I’m sorry.”
“ You don’t need to apologize. I like when you look at me like that.” You toyed with the shirt as he walked over, standing in front of you.
“ You can’t just say stuff like this to me.” Leedo starts before he crouches down, now looking up as he squatted, “ You don’t know what that does to me.”
You looked at him, swinging your legs slowly, “ Then tell me.”
He stared at your eyes, nearly getting swept away before letting a smile rest in his face, “ It makes my heart pound so loud that I think anyone close enough can hear it. It makes my mind race with a bunch of things and makes me believe that I have a chance with you. It makes me believe that…that I don’t have to be content with staying just your friend as long as I can be around you again.”
You held onto every word he said, even holding your breath at his pause, “ You like me?”
Leedo chuckled,“ I passed ‘the like stage’ long ago when we were kids. I’m honestly in love with you, but I was afraid of losing you as a friend if I admitted it.” He watched you take in his words, trying to give a response and he raised his hand just when you were about to speak, “ I don’t need you to respond to what I just said right now. I’ll wait for however long I need to until you're ready. I’ll stay as your friend until then.”
“But-”
“ No buts.” Leedo pushes off his legs, looking around until his eyes land on your mini fridge, opening in and grabbing a water, “ Drink as much as you can .” He hands you the bottle and watches you drink from it, happy to see that you at least drink half of it before sitting it down.
“Lee-”
“ Come on, let’s get you in bed so you can sleep this liquor off.”
You crossed your arms over your chest and pouted, “ I’m not tired.”
Leedo smiled at you but the tone he spoke in shouldn’t have made you squeeze your thighs together, “ I’m not asking you.”
He watched you reluctantly pull the covers back and get under them. “ Why don’t you want me to respond to now?”
Leedo wasn’t expecting you to ask that. He thought you would just fight going to sleep and nothing more. He sat on the edge of the bed, wide back facing you, “ I won’t be able to accept your answer.”
“ Why?”
“ You were drinking. You might feel completely different in the morning. You could just say that what happened was a big misunderstanding and leave it at that. I can’t get my hopes up.” Leedo gave a dry laugh, his hand gripping his knee to calm himself from getting anxious. He hoped that wasn’t the case, but his heart only heated faster when imagining that rejection.
Leedo froze for a second when he felt your arms wrap around him from behind, chest pressed into his back. He didn’t move an inch as he listened to you speak, “ I’ve always been more honest when drunk. Call it liquid courage,” You let out a small laugh and it didn’t aid the rapid beating of his heart, “ But I’m not gonna forget about this night in the morning or after that. If you want me to make a fool of myself, then I’ll tell you that your voice single-handedly could have ruined me. Hearing you speak made me really look at you differently cause you weren’t that little boy that I played with and was glued to back then. I realized you grew up into an attractive man and that was enough to have me act fucking stupid and not want you around other women.”
You adjusted your body to the side so you could see his face. You brought up your hand and gently turned him to face you, “ Is it selfish to say that even after all these years, that I still want to be the only girl beside you like this?”
There was a pregnant pause, both of you just sitting in it and afraid to make the next move. Your eyes flitted down to his lips before looking back to see he was doing the same thing. You didn’t notice how you inched closer to him, feeling his breath fan across your lips.
Leedo rested his hand on your nape before gently pulling in you for a kiss. It was brief and quick, like you both were nervous about the other's reaction. Your eyes met each other again before you leaned back in for another. He pulled you closer, your bare legs draping over his as his other hand pulled you in by your waist. Your fingers tentatively goes to his hair, nails grazing his scalp and he hummed.
But when you tried to pull him down, to hover over you he pulled away, “ I’m not rejecting you, but..”
“ But?”
“ I still want you sober if we go any farther than this.” Leedo said despite everything in his mind calling him an idiot for stopping.
You were disappointed, but the hopes of another time on the table stopped your pouting. Instead you leaned in and placed a gentle kiss on his cheek. “ Okay but at the very least, spend the night here.”
“ I don’t think I would have been able to leave after all this anyways.” He chuckled low before standing up and going for his shirt, pulling it up and over his head. When he looked back at you, you were at him. “ What?”
“ I only got this drunk cause I was trying to drink away my thoughts of you.” You grumble, “ So technically it’s your fault. Wish I was sober now….”
Leedo smiled before he climbed into bed. He kept his jeans on despite wanting to take them off completely to sleep comfortably. You both were facing each other and you couldn’t help but stare at his face. He reached over, pulling you close so your face is against his bare chest. “ Sleep.”
You didn’t want to admit that you didn’t want to sleep, afraid all of this was just a crazy dream. But with the warmth of his bare chest and the scent of his cologne still lingering, you easily found yourself sleeping against him. Leedo watched you, enjoying the closeness of you two before eventually falling asleep himself
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You grumbled as you slowly started to shift. Your face pressed against something warm and you unconsciously nuzzled into it, wiggling your body to be pressed against it. That’s when you felt it
You opened your eyes, seeing the sun peek through the blinds on your window. You then drew attention to the bare chest you were pressed against before looking up to see Leedo was still sleeping.
You watched him shift and pull you closer before feeling it again. It made you hesitantly look down and you swallowed the spit that gathered in your throat. You swore he went to sleep with jeans on, so when the hell did he get in his boxers?!
Leedo shifted, pulling you closer to him and you tried to wiggle away. Your thigh keeps brushing against him and he groans in his sleep. After more wiggling from you, he cracks his eyes open to look at you. He rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand.
“…Good morning…”
With your tangled limbs, you didn’t mean to squeeze your legs around his one when he spoke. Of course bud voice is deeper when he first wakes up.
“ Morning…” You meekly respond as he pulls you back towards him. Your hands pressed against his bare skin as he looked at you. “ What?”
“ Are you sober now or do you feel sick?” He asked you and you tried not to roll down on his thigh.
“ Yeah I feel fine, but umm,” You didn’t forget what you said last night. You didn’t want to wait any longer, “…Can I give you an answer for last night?”
He made it obvious that he wasn’t expecting you to bring it up again with how his eyes widened but he nodded his head all the same.
You took a deep breath before cupping his face, foreheads pressed together, “ I still want you and I want to work towards a relationship with you. I want you as my boyfriend Leedo if you're still okay with that?”
He smiles, leaning in to kiss your nose and smiling more when you scrunch your nose, “ You know I always wanted to hear you say that.”
“ Really?” Your cheeks grew warm as you moved closer to him.
“ Yes really.” He brought his hand to cup your face, smiling when you lean into him. He looked down at your lips, watching the way you licked your lips. He leaned down and pressed a kiss to your lips.
Your hands went up to his hair, pulling him closer and earned a grunt from Leedo. His hand went down your body to your ass, giving a firm squeeze before grabbing your thigh and hiking your leg on his hips.
He rolled his hips forward as he nipped your lip and opened your mouth for him without hesitation. He rolled your bodies, now being snuggled between your legs as he rolled down and kissed you till no end. His wandering hands made your shirt rise up and you could feel his hands gripping the bare skin of your waist. He pulled his lips off of you for a bit and looked at you with as much seriousness as he could muster.
“ Are you sure you want to continue like this? I don’t know if I can really stop if we keep going.” Leedo asks you and you paused for a split second before you pulled him back down for another kiss.
You spoke in between kisses, “ I’ve wanted you since last night. I want you just as much.” You rolled your hips up to grind against him and he groaned, hands moving up to cup your chest into his hand. He pressed his tongue inside your mouth and you hummed, wrapping your arms around his neck as you felt him tug on your panties. Leedo easily maneuvered the small piece of fabric down your legs, having it hang on one ankle. Fingers dipping down and he moaned when he felt how wet you were already.
“ I barely touched you and all this is for me?” His tone was playful and you swatted at him playfully to shield you from embarrassment.
“ Shut up.” You whine, ready to say something else smart when you notice how he slid down your body, bringing your legs up to your chest as his eyes stared down. You couldn’t help the way you clenched around nothing and he noticed it.
“ You don’t know how long I’ve wanted to have you like this. You look even better than I imagined…” Leedo mumbled and it made you wiggle, which only made him tighten his grip on your legs, “ I’m not letting you get away from me now.” His voice rumbled low as licked a stripe up your pussy, humming when his tongue caught your wetness before wrapping his lips around your clit.
His arms wrapped around your legs as he lapped at your core, keeping you still as you moved against his mouth. HIs tongue flicked your clit before he moved back down and pressed his tongue inside you, nose brushing against your clit. His tongue was exploring every inch, leaving no place unmarked with his saliva as he savored you. He didn’t feel the need to breathe when he had you moaning out loud for him and rolling your hips into his mouth.
Your hands tangled in his hair when he replaced his tongue with his fingers, stretching you open gently as you clenched around him. You covered your mouth with your hands and Leedo simply moved to suck at your clit harder and it made your back arch off the bed. You didn’t want to be so loud in the morning, knowing you could get in trouble for the noise. But with the way he touched you, tasted you. It was difficult for you not to slip up.
Leedo brought his mouth up and off of you, listening to the wet squelch sound from fingering you fast as he came up to kiss at your throat. You turned your neck to the side to let him kiss you more as you tried not to close your legs around his hand. “ Are you gonna cum already?” Leedo’s voice rang in your ear and you clenched around his fingers just at the tone and he noticed, “ Do you like listening to my voice that much?”
You didn’t answer him, so he curled his fingers to brush against your g-spot. You turned to him wanting to hit him,but he pressed inside a spot again and you moaned, making him smile before he pulled his fingers out. “ Why would you-”
You watched him pull back and push his boxers down before tossing them somewhere, watching the way his cock bounces out before looking at you,
“ If you're gonna cum around something, I want it to be this.”
You weren’t trying to stare but you couldn’t help it as you watched him get situated between your legs before he made you look at him, his expressions soft, “ You still want to keep going?”
“ Please?” You ask and he leans back down to kiss you and you hummed. You felt his tip rub against you and you spread your legs even more for him as he used his hand to guide himself inside of you, slowly pressing forward until he bottoms out. He swallowed the shaky moan you let out from being stretched before pulling away and resting his head against your shoulder. “…fuck you feel so good already…”
Yours arms wrapped around his neck and you pulled his body close, rolling your hips to get him to move. He pulled his hips back before thrusting back fast, making your breath hitch. You had your head pressed against each other’s forehead as you made little sounds from each thrust. You mouth slightly agape as you felt the tip of his cock brush against a sweet spot inside and you clench, making him groan low in his throat which only made you clench more. “ I knew you liked my voice.” He leans into your ear, his warm breath fanning against the shell of your ear.
“ If you liked hearing me that much, I won’t stay quiet for you.” He grins as he thrusted faster, letting you hear every moan or pant that comes from his throat and it just turns you on even more. He nipped your ear a few or dipped to your throat to place light marks as your broken moans only fueled him.
He slowed to turn you both to the side, facing each other and still inside as he hooked one of your legs up and started to thrust into you again. You felt the way his cock slide justg a bit deeper inside, making you cry out, forgetting to stay quiet as he held your hips and pulled you down to bottom out each time.
“ L-leedo-” You warned. Your last orgasm never subsided and you felt your stomach coil as you looked up at him.
“ I know, baby. You can cum whenever you're ready.” Leedo coos as he kiss your neck not slowing as he fucked you through your orgasm, legs spasming as you tried to focus on him until he slowed down for you.
You panted, trying to catch your breath until you looked at him, “ You didn’t cum yet.”
“ I know, but if you're tired, I’ll be fine.” He answers but your frown. You surprised him when you managed to get him onto his back, straddling him with him still inside.
“ No, I want you to feel good too. I don’t want to be selfish with you anymore. I want to make you cum,” You raise your hips before slamming them back down and his breath hitches.
“ Baby wait…” He started off until he groaned again as you supported yourself by holding his shoulders and rolling your hips down on him. You were still sensitive from your orgasm before, but you wanted him to cum too. You wanted to hear how he sounds when he’s close to cumming. You watched the way he looked at you, eyes sucking up the image of you on top of him like this and you could feel his clock twitch when he watched the way your chest bounced underneath your shirt. “ You look so good like this…” He mumbles as he holds your waist before moving you to come down harder on him, making you cry out.
You leaned down on him and he reached out to have you okay on top of him before he bent his knees thrusting up into you and having you whimper.
“ Leedo fuck! Don’t stop p-please!” You moan as you curled into his neck, kissing his throat and it only made him moan louder. You listened to how his voice went higher, focused on getting himself to cum. He was getting sucked in and his thrusts were sloppily and with you on his neck, he wasn’t gonna last.
“ Wh-where fuck where can I cum?”
“ In-inside! Stay inside please! I w-want it~” You answer and it only made him fuck you faster.
“ You gotta promise to take it all then okay baby? I’ll make sure to fill you up so well. You're doing so good for me baby. Just last a little bit longer.” You clenched at his tone as his hand slowly rubbed your back and you moaned at his words.
“ I-i’m doing good?” You ask as you look at him and he managed to give you a sweet smile as if he wasn’t deep in your guts.
“ Yes, you're taking me so good. Gonna take all my cum too?” Leedo smiles as you nod as he brings you back for a kiss, “Good, make sure you cum for me too, so I can see how pretty you look when cum.”
You moan against his lips as you move your hips in time and you couldn’t focus on kissing anymore as you just moaned into his ear and it was just enough for him to bottom out and cum inside with a loud groan. You weakly sob as you cum around him, feeling the warmth of cum fill you up.
You felt your eyes grow tired, already close to falling asleep until you felt kisses and it made you wiggle until you faced him to see a big smile on his lips, “ What?”
“ Nothing. I’m just happy to have you like this and I don’t mean having sex with you. I wanted you in my arms like this for so long and it feels surreal to have you like this. You were the one and only woman I wanted like this and to have you here feels like a dream.” Leedo looks down and you smile before kissing his lips.
“ I’m sorry it took this long for you to have me like this, but I hope I was worth the wait.” You grin and it made him grin.
“ You were always worth the wait.” Leedo said and out made you giggle as he pulled you back in for another kiss before your door swung open. Leedo managed to be quick enough to pull the blankets over you out of instinct. You turn to see Hwanwoong with a spare key and some bags.
“ Okay rise and shine! Your lovely bestie came with gifts to help with your hang-” Hwanwoong said as he looked up only to see both you and Leedo staring at him. “ What the fuck did y’all do last night?”
“ Truthfully? We did nothing until this morning.” Leedo answered and he laughed when you slapped his arm and you heard Hwanwoong suck his teeth.
“ Y’all couldn’t wait could you?,” He crossed his arms, clear irritation on his face, “ Now I owe Ravn money.” He put his bag on your desk and sulked.
“ Your fault for betting on me.” You pointed out and he waved you off.
“ Oh please. The only reason y’all got like this is because I paid that girl last night to make you jealous enough to grow some balls and say you want his himbo ass.” He says and he watched the way both of you stared at him and wide eyed.
“ YOU SET THAT UP?!“
“ Yeah, but I didn’t expect it to work out that quickly. Made me realize you was possessive the way you kissed him too.” Hwanwoong sassed and he had to start dodging pillows from you.
“ Out! I don’t wanna see your face.” You yell as he laughed, rushing out your dorm room and shutting your door again. Leedo couldn’t stop laughing and it was contagious enough as you hit him with a pillow and laughed too. It didn’t feel like you too just fucked. It was light and bubbly and his smile reminded you of your younger years and you couldn’t help but lean down and kiss him in between and he kissed you back.
You were happy to have him back like this. You’ll earn your right to be his girlfriend, but if it’s him, you know it won’t take much.
This is very short but I didn’t have a lot of ideas for this one, also sorry for the wait! Hope you like it though!
Requests are open!
Oneus’ Xion x gn!reader
Prompt 6: “Let me give you a massage”
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(y/n) was sitting in the living room watching an episode of a drama as they heard the door open. In walked an exhausted Xion. He had left at 5 am that morning for practice and came back now. Xion walked into the living and almost threw himself onto the couch and snuggled into (y/n). (y/n) lightly laughed and threaded their hand through his soft hair. “Did you have a rough day?” “Mmmh, I’m tired and my shoulder hurts from all the dancing with fans” “Let me give you a massage and then we’ll go to bed so you can sleep” “Did you know that you are the kindest person on earth?” “I don’t know about that Dongju but if you say so, hehe”
✧ Oneus Hwanwoong x reader
✧ comfort blurb: insomnia
more comfort blurbs
You’re lying awake, staring at the dark ceiling above you. You’re not sure how long you’ve been trying to fall asleep, or how long it has been since you gave up on that. All you know is that while your body is very much tired and your eyelids feel heavy, your mind is wide awake. You let out a deep sigh, and then whisper to yourself,
“I should’ve known that I won’t be able to sleep tonight…” Just when you’re about to consider getting up and doing something more productive than just lying in bed and watching time tick by, you hear the rustling of the blanket next to you. As if you had woken him up, a sleepy Hwanwoong glances over, sitting up. He ruffles through his hair once, trying to force his half-open eyes to focus on you.
“Can’t sleep?” he mumbles, and you’re astonished at yourself for making out his slurred words. You shake your head and then give his pillow a pat with your hand to signal he should lie back down.
“It’s fine…” You try to play the tough one, but of course he doesn’t buy into it. He knows you better than anyone after all. So instead of just putting his head back on his pillow, he scoots over closer to you, wrapping his arms around you and nuzzling his face into your neck.
“Want me to sing you to sleep?” he offers, his voice still refusing to obey him completely.
“You can barely talk,” you chuckle, but he already started humming some melody into your ear. Feeling how the lullaby soothes your nerves, slowly allowing you to relax, you eventually give up protesting and close your eyes. You snuggle up to him, feeling safe in his embrace, and before sleep finally comes to you that night, you whisper a silent “thank you” to him. ✨
Hi! ^^ can I ask from the adventures prompt 54, 79, 101 with Hwanwoong? (The reader is the comforting person)
Thank you! ^^
Okay, so this made me so soft for him. I hope you enjoy!
You groan as you slowly wake up, confused as to what causes you to do so. You frown when you hear a quiet whimper next to you, and you sit up to turn on the small lamp on your nightstand. You shift your gaze over to Hwanwoong, who is turning over fitfully as he sleeps.
You reach over to shake him gently, frowning more at the look on his face. Like he was scared. “Hwan? Baby? Wake up,” you whisper, brushing his hair back from his sweat covered forehead.
He startles away and is breathing heavily, his gaze fixed on the ceiling. He licks his lips and wipes a hand over his face, before turning his head on the pillow to look at you.
“Are you okay? What’s wrong?” you ask, your voice soft as you study his features.
Hwanwoong shakes his head and pushes himself up to lean against the headboard. “Nothing. I had a nightmare. I’m okay,” he replies, running a hand through his hair.
You shift to face him better, letting out a quiet sigh. You knew he had nightmares, but don’t remember ever seeing one affect him this badly before. “Are you sure? Let me get you some water. It might help,” you say, moving to leave the bed.
His hand catches yours, and he looks over to you with furrowed brows. “I don’t need water. I need you to stay here with me,” he whispers, a pleading look in his eyes.
You bite your lip and nod, sliding closer to him on the bed. You don’t say anything as you wrap your arms around his waist, resting your cheek against his shoulder.
The silence falls for several moments, before you let out a quiet sigh. “Do you want to talk about it?” you ask, pressing your lips to his shoulder.
He shakes his head and rests his head back against the headboard. “Not really. I don’t remember it anyway.”
You have a suspicion he is lying, but you don’t know for sure. Not that it matters, because you aren’t going to push him on the subject. You give him a small squeeze and lift your head, catching his gaze with yours. “I love you, baby. I wish I could take these nightmares away from you,” you whisper.
He shoots you a tired half smile, before pressing his lips to yours in a soft kiss. “It’s okay. Just you being here is enough.”
You smile at his words and shake your head a little, pulling him closer to you as you sit up a little. “You need more than just me.”
He sighs as his eyes close, and he leans against your chest, his arms sliding around you. “No. You. I just need you right now.”
Hey, hello! There we have @challengingwords‘ prompts motivating me to write once again <3
Lately I’ve been feeling like I don’t have time for anything... the time just flies so fast, I can’t believe it’s february in like an hour;;
Also... NO DIGGITY SOTY
I can’t believe I have been listening to onewe for a few months now but only listened to some titles from oneus TT they’re so good, I’m afraid I might be obsessed. Are there any tomoons??
Anyways, I hope everyone has a great day/night wherever you are. Stay safe!
Pairing: Ravn x reader
Genre: established relationship, fluff (+ a tiny bit of angst I guess)
Words: 650
Warnings: none
You knocked twice on the wooden door of Youngjo's studio, holding a bag with a bottle of water and some snacks in your other hand. You had informed your boyfriend earlier that you'd come by, so when you didn't hear any response from the inside, you just walked in thinking that he probably just went to the bathroom.
Closing the door behind you, the first thing that your eyes landed on was the monitor right opposite the entry, showing a colorful screensaver. It was the only source of light in the room, so you switched on the lights before going further in.
It was your first time there, previously being only as close as waiting for Ravn by the building's entrance - you wouldn't probably even find the right door if it wasn't for the kind lady who showed you the way, so you studied the studio with curiosity.
It was rectangle-shaped and small but kept in neatness; you wondered if it would be the same if you hadn't preannounced your visit.
You took in the walls full of posters and photos as you ambled deeper, slowly making your way towards the desk on the very end. The table wasn't as tidy as the rest of the room, pens and scrunched pieces of paper sprawled around.
And an opened notebook.
The two visible pages were covered in sloppy writing and had many of the words crossed out. Even the margins had almost no clean space.
Before you could think twice about it, you started reading the messy notes. You'd never had an opportunity to partake of Youngjo's process of making music and was always put with the finished product like everyone else, so the temptation was too strong to resist.
From the first line, you were doubtless that it was a love song. You couldn't recognize the lyrics, so you thought it must have been something he was still working on and was yet to be released. The lines consisted mostly of beautifully written, poetical almost, descriptions of a person. Ravn included their every trait - from the top to the bottom, even digging deeper into their character.
But what struck you the most was that all those descriptions, although in your opinion were a bit magnified, matched you.
Before you got to the middle of the right page, your eyes filled with tears, blurring your sigh and making it impossible to read further.
When you covered your mouth with one palm and put the other one on the back of the chair to steady, a quiet squeak came from behind you.
"Y/n? What are you doing hereㅡ are you crying?" Youngjo made a bee-line to where you stood, automatically placing a hand on your shoulder as he worriedly scanned your figure.
He followed your gaze to the notebook he hadn't thought of closing before heading out, and his eyes widened as he realized.
"Iㅡ" uncovering your mouth, you swallowed to steady your tone. "I wasn't meant to find this, was I?"
Ravn sighed, yet his expression wasn't angry nor annoyed as you expected. He did seem a little taken down, but his face still had the usual softness to it.
"No, you weren't." He confirmed, moving his hand from your shoulder to place it gently on your cheek. "To be honest, I wanted to record it after I finished the lyrics and give it to you for your birthday."
Your sinus stung, and you felt another wave of tears coming up to your eyes, so you quickly wrapped your arms around him and pressed your face to the crook of his neck.
"I'm sorry..." you breathed. "I shouldn't have read it."
Youngjo returned the hold, patting the back of your head delicately.
"Don't be," he responded, placing a soft kiss on your hairline before lifting your head by your chin to look into your eyes. "Happy early birthday, love."
