My Blog, A Comfort Place and Cheese
Hey guys,
it's been a week since the GO finale came out and unfortunately my mind and my heart are still scattered all over the place. My view towards this (in my opinion) unnecessarily cruel ending hasn't changed since then and I am VERY slowly just trying to make peace with it by smoothly sliding back to the usual ineffable shenanigans.
The wonderful thing about stories and fiction is, that I'm not only able to create my own versions, my own world and my own path for those characters I dearly love, but also see GO3 as what it is: A suggestion. One possibility of many.
This version offered me a bucket of rusty nails, but thanks, I'd like to stick with my sweet ice cream that has rainbow sprinkles on top.
Anyway.
The whole NG and GO apocalypse has once tainted my safe oasis, the little bubble where I could retrieve when nothing else in life could give me the hold and comfort I needed. And you know what? Back then I thought "That's it. It is ruined for me forever now." but eventually I managed to build it up again, thanks to the lovely fandom.
While I can't be for sure now if this will be the exact same situation again, I have hope that after some time passes I can once again claim this as my comfort place where I can simply have fun with more stories and silliness. Because everything is canon now anyway.
So here is also my promise to you
After the finale came out so many people DM'd me with the kindest and sweetest messages, not just with words of encouragement to ease my own pain but they also told me that my stories and my comics made them smile. Which made ME smile and maybe also cry some happy tears (the ones I originally reserved for the finale but were unused).
So yeah, I know what I do will never be a proper replacement for what you see on TV with the original actors and I definitely don't want to assume things
but if anyone out there sees my stories/comics as their comfort place, I promise you I will never backstab you like the finale.
Ofc my stories might be boring if there are no big sacrifices of the MCs and maybe shallow with no philosophical aspects to it but this right here is my silly blog, with my silly art and ineffable comedy.
Sure there will be angst and dark, serious stuff from time to time but I promise you that AZI AND CROWLEY ARE SAFE IN HERE.
I will never draw or write sth that ends in a tragedy.
It feels quite cheesy to say all that but it was important to me to tell those who didn't like the finale and are now looking for comfort in fanart and fanfics, that this is my comfort place and you are very welcome in here.
End of Cheese 🧀
