#onlyreason

[5noiembrie2016]

[havenparsons]

😍 #postingbecausecute #onlyreason #missyoualex

[esmit093]

Really the #onlyreason I bought the cd from #target was because #ritaora was on the #extendedversion from Target ~ no seriously that is why!! I am that much of a #fan of the #fiftyshades franchise that I will pay extra for 3 more songs because one of the actors also has a #song on the cd! Hey if you don't support them they don't get paid and I truly do #love the #books #movies and #music so I will do whatever I can to support everyone from the #cast and #crew on this great #franchise ~ hopefully next year I can make it to one of the #fiftyshadesfreed premiers that would be #epic #OMGD (at Newport News, Virginia)

[weasleyissourking-blog]

So tw is ending, brb while I try to think of a way to restart my entire 16 years of existence. 100 episodes are not ENOUGH JEFF

[abbracciamiunultimavolta]

Ieri, quando lei mi chiese "Qual'è il tuo sogno?" e la risposta era "Un suo abbraccio." riuscì a dire soltanto "In realtà non ci ho mai pensato.". Quando allora lui mi chiese "Allora che vivi a fare? Qual'è lo scopo della tua esistenza?" e la risposta era "Tu. Tu sei il motivo della mia esistenza, il motivo per cui mi alzo ogni mattina, per cui esco, e per cui ancora vivo.", ma riuscì solo a stare zitta. E a tenere tutto dentro, come faccio sempre.

abbracciamiunultimavolta

[wizardessx]

Please just hear me out,

I’d rather you would scream and shout

If it would make your pain go away.

You can’t replace your memories,

But you can make some more with me,

If only i could make you see

I wanna bring you back to life,

I wanna see that sparkle in your eye

Come on lets pick up the pieces,

Can I be your new reason?

Just open up your eyes

Please continue to rage your fight (for just a little longer)

I hear that struggles make you stronger.

Can I clear up your mind?

Right now you’re all i see

Can you even see me?

I hate you see you in pain

I’ll say it again, again and again

Please Just open up your eyes

And continue to rage your fight (for just a little longer)

I hear that struggles make you stronger.

Can I clear up your mind?

Right now you’re all i see

Can you even see me?

I’m gonna talk now,

Cause there’s no other way to fix this.

You can’t erase your past

We can make this moment last.

[imagining5sosdaily96-blog]

Only Reason (Michael Clifford)

A/N: Based off of the song Only Reason by 5SOS, of course. I chose Michael because well, he wrote this song and I am a proud Mikey Girl💕 Anyways, I hope you enjoy! I worked hard on this, I always do, but this one was extra hard. ❤️💕 Love ya! This also switches back and forth from Michael to the reader, so enjoy! Michael's POV: Don't talk, let me think it over How we gonna fix this? My brain felt like exploding, but I had to think this through. If I didn't fix this, I was going to lose the only girl I had ever loved. We are only hanging on by a thin thread, just minutes away from breaking apart. The thought pierced my heart, breaking me each time it invaded into my mind. Think Michael, think. How can you fix this? Y/N'S POV: How we gonna undo all the pain? Tell me, is it even worth it? The way the pain stabbed at my heart felt unbearable, I couldn't take it. I wanted this to stop, I was tired of living in pain and guilt. Each time Michael left, a fight broke out. Usually the fights aren't as bad, but this time, it was an explosion of pain and sorrow. It was like a dream, it all happened too fast. I couldn't process my thoughts fast enough, so I did what I thought was best. If the pain can't be undone... Is my relationship with Michael even worth it? Michael's POV: Looking through a straight line Taking back the time we can't replace Time had always been the key to our relationship. Each time we had fought, time would fix all wounds, but I wondered if time would fix these wounds. The bottle in my hand shook with anger, this was too much to handle. Time had slipped right through my fucking fingertips, there was nothing I could do about it. I wanted so badly to take back time, tell her how I really felt instead of what came out, but it was said and over with. Time was out. I had lost the game. Y/N'S POV: All the crossed wires Just making us tired Is it too late to bring us back to life? I was tired of thinking, I didn't want to think anymore. Our relationship was falling apart. I didn't know if I wanted to keep this relationship going or not. I loved Michael, and I would do anything for him, but I had taken enough pain. Staring at him, I opened my mouth and managed to say, "I can't handle this." His green eyes, dark with anger held mine. That moment I felt a side of Michael that I didn't think I would ever feel. I couldn't take this any longer, I grabbed my coat and walked out. Leaving my relationship with Michael Clifford behind me, never looking back. Michael's POV: When I close my eyes and try to sleep I fall apart, I'm fighting hard to breathe You're the reason, the only reason Laying in the bed Y/N and I had once shared, letting the loneliness consume me, I thought of her. When I close my eyes, I see her soft hair flying in the wind. I see her bright eyes shining like stars. I remembered the way it felt to hold her, to call her mine and I fell apart. The tears ran down my face uncontrollably. My reason for living, for going on in life, had left me in the darkness. She was gone, and I was alone. Y/N'S POV: Even though my dizzy head is numb, I swear my heart is never giving up You're the reason, the only reason My entire body felt helpless, numb. I just wanted to lay here and try to clear my head. My heart throbbed with every beat, and I held the tears back. I had given up on him, but my heart still yearned for him. With every minute that passed by, I felt the pressure of my heart breaking and shattering into a million pieces. He was my only reason for continuing in this life, and I had left him for something stupid. What had I done? Michael's POV: I feel you burning under my skin I swear I see you shining Brighter than the flame inside your eyes I saw her at a local store, and it took all I had not to run to her and hug her. She looked different, she had bags underneath her eyes, and her eyes burned fiercely with a simple flame. Upon looking into those once soft eyes, I felt everything fall apart again. I couldn't cry in front of her, but I knew she noticed that it was killing me. She stepped closer to me, closing the gape between us, making it hard for me catch my breath. It took all I had not to wrap my arms around her tightly and not let go. Instead, she slipped her hand into mine and said, "I hope everything is alright." Her voice, which once sounded like angels, squeaked with nervousness and fear. I just smiled in her direction, I didn't know what to say, because I wasn't alright. Y/N'S POV: Bitter words spoken, Everything broken It's never too late to bring us back to life When I saw him, my heart raced inside my chest. He had changed his hair color, from red, to a lilac color, and it suited him. There were bags under his, as well as mine. I couldn't deny that I missed him more than anything. Closing the space between us, I felt the warmth radiating off of him. I recalled back to the last time I hugged him, was in his arms. I recalled back to the fight, when harsh words spewed through our mouths like venom. I remembered getting up and leaving him, and I remembered that everything was broken. I held back my tears, afraid that I might cry, I just simply took his hand in mine and wished that he would see past my fake expression. I wanted nothing more in this moment than to have him back. Everything broken can be remade into something better. I squeezed his hand, and the next second I was locked in his arms with tears running down my face. I felt safe, secure and I whispered into his shirt, "Michael, We can remake what was broken."