#ooc ranting

[cupcakesmuses]

1. I can’t write with a hyperactive kid in the house. Either he’s playing a game or has to watch something. There is no quiet time. It’s distractions 24/7

2. The worse however is my bro has definitely gotten stuck in an abusive relationship bc he won’t leave the kid. His wife has some undiagnosed schizophrenia or something equally severe. Aside from blow out arguments (or her yelling at him for stupid minor shit or something made up) she frequently threatens to divorce him (yelling for him to leave etc). Today (as they had to drive out of state to return to their former home, her dad who kicked them out) she calls my mom this morning saying my brother did all this wild shit and left her at the hotel. (Calling her a whore was among them. A word I’ve never heard him use in ANY context. Not that he’s a perfect pure human being but the list of things was obviously made up when my mom can hear my brother in the background and that “he drove away” when no sound at all is heard….)

3. I really hope this is it for them. I hope his wife’s sister gets custody or something bc jfc this whole situation is a nightmare. She promises visitation rights to my brother (in her threats of divorce) when they’ve only been married for two years and he hasn’t adopted the kid officially. NH has some fucked up custody rights cuz the kids bio dad wasn’t married to her either and yet they’re being dragged to court bc he wants changes made????

4. No goddamn wonder I haven’t had a relationship longer than two years. My no drama bar is so high???

5. I’m so tired

6. Also my gluten free pizza from papa johns was just some burnt fucking thin crust that still got me sick

[saltmageelliexiv]

Running Duty Finder with random people reminds me why I hate healing for randos: DPS that feel the need to tell me how I should play my class [not even in a helpful sense, I’m talking the sort of sarcastic nitwits I had to deal with in said Duty Finder party]

I’m a healer, yes I am aware I can DPS in between but given that I can only focus on so many targets at once and given that we had a tank that was “PULL ALL THE THINGS!” I had to make sure people didn’t die because to this tank, ‘Target not in Sight’ doesn’t exist and I can apparently heal through walls.

I can go from zero to Petty White Mage in an instant.

[saltmageelliexiv]

Friendly reminder that I am very much new to tanking and if you say shit like this while in a party with me, I will “accidentally” forget to taunt and use Shirk to put my threat on you instead.

Fuck off with this shit.

[saltmageelliexiv]

Me: “I need to get out there and RP... I really miss it.”

My Anxiety: “They all think you’re dumb.”

Me: “I highly doubt it, I mean, I hardly talked to anyone--”

My Anxiety: “No one likes you. You’re annoying.”

Me: “... Maybe today is a good day to take pictures and do content instead.”

My Anxiety: “Your photos always has clipping or look weird.”

[cupcakesmuses]

Why is tumblr mobile gif search (and desktop let's be real) so fucked up?

If I type in "I can fix that". Everyone knows exactly what GIF I want.

(It's Dule Hill "Holes" SAYING "I can fix that" aka his catchphrase in which he fixes things and wins Patricia Arquette's heart. Which I can't find thanks to the dumb gif search.)

What I can find with that search? A bunch of Alfred Molina gifs, a whole Doctor Who 13 talking to Fugitive!Doctor gif set, hockey, K-drama, and whatever the fuck this is suppose to be:

[darkfaeriereno]

This is why I HAVE to say be careful when someone I care about is leaving!

Luckily they’re safe but I HAVE to say before they leave because you never know what can happen

And now I’m fighting off a panic attack

[trashmouthrecords]

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

I was actually gonna get things done today but my mother has not stopped talking to me for six straight fucking hours HOLY SHIT.

The TV is not on for a reason. I’ve been ATTEMPTING to read my book FOR A REASON

Like I do not understand people who literally have to voice every fucking thought in their head

This is why I answer one thing a week now

[omegamanrp]

Is it sad that I keep having to remind myself of my own muse’s relationship status’s and hating it?

I mean, sure, Ben has Levi and Kas. Shinzora has Ippo, and Johnny has Minerva. But who does Taal have? No one. Sure there’s Sarah but they’re best friends and not exactly dating material.

Just once I want my glorious deth birb to have a happy day, you know?