[I'll be going on an indefinite temporary hiatus until further notice.]
[I had intended to post this in the middle of last week, to inform everyone I was going on a hiatus due to feeling burned out/uninspired, but due to current events I will not sugarcoat, my hiatus will be because of the recent death of my grandmother.]
[My grandmother passed away last Wednesday (April 1st) and I won't go into major details but I was the first one who found her in the AM of that day and by the afternoon, doctors and nurses could do all they could, we decided we had to let her go. I won't lie, I am pretty traumatize about it, feeling immense emotions of guilt, of failure, and of grief. Close mutuals here know of my reason for being quiet lately on every media I have and know why I haven't made a post about it (I haven't had the energy or time, getting funeral arrangements ready and a lot of documents to figure out) and the week will be about the same as last week.]
[Nothing has been dropped nor deleted, and I am not leaving this blog or my hobby of roleplaying. I intend to return (shortly) in May as that is my character's birthday month and I owe a lot of starter replies from close friends. Writing is still my therapeutic release of stress and I could never abandon it as it helps. Some might already see this blog was put on a mild hiatus even before the events of my grandmother's death (turning off inbox, fixing the queue to random, etc), so not much will change from that. Regardless, I won't be online much to do anything, aside from lurking or liking posts, as I just do not have the mental energy to focus on even small interactions for the time being.]
[Should anyone want my social medias (I have IG, twitter, Discord, a personal tumblr), you are free to ask if we're been mutuals for years or are close roleplay partners. I do not mind giving it out privately but please have patience with me in this moment of my life.]
[I will reblog this a couple times this week, at least during the day, but i wanted to post something of an update as not to leave people wondering what happened to me. I might pop in to fill up the queue (it's a steady distraction and helps me keep my blog active with aesthetics which I love) and maybe welcome a few new mutuals I followed recently, but again, replies will be limited and all I ask is patience.]