OPEN. she wants a hug. :(
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OPEN. she wants a hug. :(
.。*゚+.*.。 celia feat. shrike
located right outside shrike mall. this is an open starter for @shrikestart
celia hadn't been sleeping very well as of late - had anybody, though? like everyone else in the town she was feeling the full effect of the tensions and the fear that were hovering over their heads while they waited for the shrike killers to be caught, and understandably it was enough to keep her from dozing off easily. most nights she was too terrified to fall asleep until it was much too late and most mornings she woke well before her alarm clock and was too restless and uncomfortable to get back to her much needed slumber. her mind ran rampant with worries and thoughts of whether or not it was smart to be in shrike heights or whether or not she should have stayed away or left again once she realised what was going on; there seemed to be no right answer to the question of what she should have done or should still do.
she was up before the sun this morning, but as she was rostered on to the opening shift at duchess she didn’t mind the early rise too much. celia did, however, mind the way her mind was buzzing with stress. in order to combat it she found herself at shrike mall even before the doors were open to employees, and she busied herself with something that had been working to distract her since the start of this scary period in town. down on her knees, dirtying her work attire in a way that would inevitably see her in trouble once stores opened, celia was painting the sidewalk with coloured chalk, lost in her imagination as she created an elaborate scene outside of shrike mall.
she hadn’t been expecting anyone to find her in the process, assuming no one would care to arrive as early as she had, believing that she’d get away with creating her art for visitors to enjoy without knowing who was behind it. she jumped in fright as feet suddenly appeared on the other side of her work; she had been so lost in what she was doing that she hadn’t heard them approach. “oh!” she exclaimed in fright, standing up and tossing the chalk down before dusting her hands off on her hips. “sorry, you startled me. i didn’t expect anyone to be around at this time.” she spoke sheepishly.
[ STARTER ID: OPEN FOR ANYONE ] ??? / NYC: Barbarella Bar, present day.
The derivatives of ennui often lead him astray. The current exhibit displays his inhibited mind, clattered with thoughts that he does not want to entertain, mostly the searing ones, too heavy for a moment clasped between the teeth of fatigue. As such, he searches for a place baptised anew, the neutral territory a lapse between thoughts that tend to skew towards the crimes that mar the city underneath its glam. He knows it too well, but nowadays, he doubts that any place isn’t actually accentuated by some bias to an extent. Still, it’s none of his business. To plenty, he’s another face that remains a fool, oblivious to the ire of the brewing battles, so he’d rather capitalise on that than having to act otherwise.
He chooses the stool right in the middle of the bar, settling on it before ordering a glass of bourbon on the rocks. Nothing too unconventional. He looks around for a brief moment, but fixates his attention on his phone eventually, scrolling down the social media. Nothing interesting, but his thumb keeps going, and going, and going, until someone claims the seat next to him. He pretends to not acknowledge their presence, as if engrossed in his own phone, waiting for them to say something, anything, if they do really know of him, at least as this privileged fool sitting on top of the food chain.
*̩̩̥͙ -•̩̩͙-ˏˋ⋆ ozzy feat. shrike
located in dirtbusters. this is an open starter for @shrikestart
“you’ve got to be kidding me…” ozzy muttered to herself, a sinking feeling deep in her gut and an exhaustion hitting her like a wave crashing right over her head. “you have got to be kidding me.” she repeated, this time speaking louder. it was just her luck, honestly, and even though it didn’t surprise her in the slightest it was deeply disappointing to be faced with. she stood in her upset, standing in dirtbusters, the store she had left for only five minutes at the very most to pick up some things from the grocery store while she was there at the mall, and upon returning she found the washing machine she had been using completely empty. someone had stolen her clothes straight from the machine. she didn’t know what to do now, growing nervous about the prospect of confrontation or lodging a formal complaint, so all she did was stand in her place until another customer approached one of the neighbouring machines. “hey, you didn’t happen to see anyone using this machine just a moment ago, did you?” she asked, completely defeated.
“i stand by my statement. i was provoked and events led to defending myself towards the end. steinman, while a brilliant mind, was not present for events before his interruption.”
❛ these, our bodies, possessed by light, ??? open to everyone. setting unknown.
with this much burden on his shoulders, it almost feels like everyday is an arms race, and he’s battling against himself. sometimes, in the portrait, there’s zero. bruised, beaten. black and blue. they don’t linger, but it certainly feels like they do. he can feel their ghosts creeping, crawling on his skin. perhaps they’re the afterthoughts: the traumas that become nothing but personal poltergeists. he thinks in metrics that don’t coexist with reality; no, not in the ways that they should. he’s no longer the hybrid theory, a mixture between a boy and a beast. it’s been leaning towards the latter as of late, with his overgrown figurative teeth becoming stalactites. and so, he sheds the skin of his alter ego, stepping more into shin soohyun even when the body feels more like a flask more often than not.
tonight, the city is no longer familiar. its arteries spread before him, he feels more vulnerable than ever even when he’s equipped with weapons too many, strapped and hidden underneath his casual clothes. there’s no such thing as being too paranoid when you’ve died too many times, but tonight, he expects it to be rather calm. doesn’t know if it matters, though, what he thinks, because as accurate as his senses can be, he’s not a soothsayer. heads towards the bar with measured steps, claiming a seat that relatively obscures him in the shadow. with this metabolism, substance is futile, but he asks for a glass after another anyway, sloshing himself in the cusp of warmth that lasts for a moment’s fractions. trailing down his system, the burn is nothing but an illusionary tale of liberation from reality.
he finished too many shots, but his system dilutes the substance with a relative ease that he doesn’t have to deal with any of the aftermath. leaves the payment on the table along with the tip, and he’s headed out for the night. it’s an empty feeling that haunts him after, the entire level of now what? he doesn’t entertain the thoughts, however, trying to steer away from that route as he chooses the back door for an exit. pushes his hands into the pockets of his jeans. he makes a saunter through the alley, and that’s when he hears footfalls following him, spiking his sense of paranoia. he doesn’t turn around, though, knowing that it would be an anomaly to surmise that theory so early. the person catches up with him, eventually, and asks if he’s okay. if he’s downed a bottle too many of the liquor, if he’s too drunk to carry himself back home. goodness, how he hates these good samaritans. he offers a smile at them, edged but not uncaring. “i’m fine, thank you,” he says, trying to be as convincing as he can be.
Oneohtrix Point Never opens up about merging myriad worlds on his latest record Age Of.
Oneohtrix Point Never @ Barbican Centre, July 7th 2018