Well, I’m definitely going to make more drawings of these two
You guys already know his name is Fernando. Her name? Luz~ she likes watching insects, is a year above and a bit taller than him.
Fernando really likes reading and talking about fun facts (lately he's been reading entomology books). He wants to be a forensic scientist when he graduates~
«For years, mermaids have been nothing more than a myth, a legend passed down by word of mouth among sailors. Until rumors of sightings spread through the taverns and Silco's crew decides to try their luck. The promise of a great reward is much more appealing than the possibility that nothing exists.
The crew had been searching every sea for months, until they finally spotted a mermaid, whose scales seemed to be bathed in pure gold. Without any shame, they captured her and locked her up on their ship, not expecting that this creature, which they considered to be as intelligent as a fish, would be cunning enough to sink their ship.
In the end, only that resentful mermaid and the ship's second-in-command, Sevika, remained. For various reasons, they will be forced to live together if they want to escape alive from a cursed island.»
An AU where Edhel is a mermaid who hates humans and Sevika is a pirate who is second-in-command to Silco, the captain. Although unlikely, both end up falling in love in the long run, unaware that they tried to kill each other on several occasions throughout their journey.
I may have gotten a little carried away with my version of the mermaids… But I hope to bring more of Pirate Sevika very soon! In addition to some HC I did for her because I have specific ideas for her character 👀💛❤️
Ships: Kieran x Original characther / Kieran x Noelle / SupernovaShippings /Mizuguri
Sumary: Kieran couldn't sleep, less that two weeks ago, he faced the death in the underpaths. His mind can't find the peace thinking about the dangerous journey he had alongside Miss. Briar, her sister and..
Her
He is incredibly surprised when Noelle, the girl that emphasized all his inner problems, happened to have imsomnia too. Knocking his door at midnigth
She went whit him.
He, from all people.
He won't survive this.
But maybe, just maybe, things wouldn't go that bad after all. Maybe they could end up opening up, maybe they could start to fix this. No, everything can't be forgiven in one second, and it's still work to be done, but maybe, they can start
-Who is Noelle? Is an oc! My oc! I just love her so so much and I am so excited cause I got to write about her, give her the love she deserves and show her now.
You don't need to know anything about her beforehand, so you can just read this freely. This is my first work whit her, the only thing you gotta know is that she takes the place of Florian/Juliana/ ScarVio MC in the ScarVio story and that she was from Lumiose - Kalos before going to paldea.
Rant under the cut:
OHHHH FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY.
DUCKING FINALLY.
I GOT THIS OUT
I
GOT
THIS
OUT.
I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON THIS SICE AUGUST, OK?
Yes, I know, I KNOOOW that now it looks like I spent 7 moths writing just 11k words but, THE 2ND CHAPTHER IS ALSO LONG AND I GOT IT ALRADEY FINISHED AND BEING PROOFREADED AS I WRITE THIS, AAAAAHHH
I AM ALSO SO SO DAMM PROUD OF WHAT I HAVE HERE. OK? LIKE, I LOVE IT WHIT EVERY CELL IN MY BODY.
I worked so hard in it and overcame a lot of anxiety and blocks. AND THIS BEAUTIFULL THING ITS WHAT CAME OUT. ITS MY BABY
IF YOU DOUBT ABOUT THIS HARD WORK, OR IF YOU FEEL THE END WAS WEIRD, ITS BECAUSE IT WAS SO BIG I HAD TO SPLIT IT IN TWO.
WRAAAHHHH I FEEL SO FREE AND RELIEVED NOW. MAN. ALL THAT LOVE AND WORK. FINALLY POSTED. MY HUGE HIATUS BROKEN.
I JUST LOVE NOELLE SHE IS MY BABY OK? AAAAAA
SHE MY BELOVED, I LOVED HER SO MUCH I HAD TO WRITE HER AS GOOD AS I COULD.
YOU GUYS JUST CAN BELIEVE HOW HAPPY I AM.
THERE WAS A WHOLE CHARACTHER ARC POR ME AND CHARACTHER DEVELOPMENT AS I WROTE THIS, SINCE IT TOOK THIS LONG FYI, OK?. I LEARNED A LOT ABOUT BEING MORE CONFIDENT AND APRECIATTE MYSELF
I EVEN GOT A BETTER SELF STEEM ALL OF IT´S JUST AAAAAAAAA
-Runs wildly, gets tired, takes a sip of his water bottle, calms down-
Okay, now that I am calmer.
Thanks for giving this work a chance and I hope you enjoyed the first stage of this ride!
Also thanks to a person that kinda helped me and motivated me trough all this incredible journey. She is an awesome person that gave me a lot of support till I believed in myself
As you can see, this one was a LOT more personal. And I like to think that influenced it to be as good as it is. I swear it's not ego it's just I am so happy and proud.
The second chapther is days away or a week at most. Already written and sent to proofread. I kinda hope you stick whit me for it and can enjoy it too
Noelle was a characther that has been in my.mind and heart since literally last july. And that love got printed here
I really hope you enjoyed the reading as much as I found happines writing this. Seriously i loved this whole journey
I also kinda hope you like this NGL
Whit all of that being said, I retire till the next chapther
Thanks and bye :)
-The spectre - Spectral Idiot
Also: No, I wont rant this much in the 2 chapthers left, DW
another year woah, i need to start playing stardew valley again
nice to see more of my ocs here. i want to draw thwm more and develop their stories next year
Now, me being angsty and mentally unwell (vent) under the cut :
Honestly? Looking at this makes me feel a little bit sad and tired.
It's just that I've always had this ''cycle'' I go through. I go from loving my art and being on the top of the world, the greatest artist who has ever lived, holy light comes out of my wacom drawing tablet, to hating and believing I've lost all the skill I once had and will never be able to do something like it again; I switch between these 2 mindsets every few months.
And it's just so annoying.
(I want to make it clear that I know these thoughts aren't true and I don't really think like this about myself. It's just how I feel when I'm in that part of the cycle.)
I just feel like a failure who has never learned how to do anything good, even with years of practice, that I've stagnated, regressed, that anything good I ever did was just pure luck, and I will never be able to create something I like and that brings me joy ever again.
It just hurts so much because I don't think I can do that; I don't think I can go back to being someone who just observes other people's art. I would honestly rather die; I probably would die. I need to be there, to create it; I need to feel happy and look at what I'm creating with pride. I want to feel good about the stuff I do.
And I do
When the other half of the cycle begins
When that happens, it always feels like some of the best moments in my life, and I'm so happy with my art, and being happy with my art makes me even happier; it's euphoric.
Why can't it always be like that?
Because I do love my art, I recognize my skill, and I'm happy to create what I create.
So why does my brain do this to me? Why does it decide to cast some sort of spell every other 3 months that makes me hate it and see no future in myself?
There's no trigger, no inciting incident; it just happens, every time with no failure. Always the same ''routine.'' And noticing its coming doesn't make me able to stop it. I've tried, but I discovered I just need to ride it out.
And even though I know what's happening, I know it's just another half of that damned cycle; it doesn't make all those thoughts and feelings feel less true or correct at that moment.
Knowing better doesn't make me feel better.
And after it is done, after I've finally started being able to feel and think ''normally,'' there's always this wave of shame and embarrassment for how much I overreacted to certain things.
I feel guilty and embarrassed about being aware of what was happening and still believing those thoughts.
''You should know better; it's always like this, you know it.''
Right at the end of the most recent ''my art sucks and will always suck and I should die'' phase (that just ended, by the way; I've been feeling like that since October, I think), I sketched a thing for a friend. In the middle of drawing it, I was feeling horrible; I was so happy to start something that would make someone I love happy. But everything just looked awful, gross, the ugliest thing that has ever graced this earth.
And I just kept thinking, "Where have all the years I've dedicated to learning anatomy and rendering gone?" Was I always this bad? Were all my good grades and compliments a lie? Was all of it in vain?''
I ended up just crying and going to bed.
And then, the next day, I opened that file again, preparing myself to see that monstrosity on my screen again.
And it was fine; the drawing was nice. I have no idea what my eyes were seeing that last night, how distorted they had to be seeing it to think that it looked ''awful and gross.''
It makes me feel so stupid, so overdramatic. All of that for this? Really? For something that really didn't have any problems at all
I just wish I could always see my art as I can see it now. I love it; why can't I love it all the time? It's just not fair.