#other jack

[systemspeculations]

Had the sudden realisation that I want to fuse back with Other Jack. I think he is around and has been the last few days and I had the realisation that we would be better together. A hard part is the thought that his past becomes my past too. A worry is that he was so beyond help that he would make me like that too.

However, I think that won't be the case. I think we would balance each other nicely. I think that my emotional stability joined with his brain power and feeling of being alive and awake with desires would be a good fit.

Now how to go about this.... hmmm

[indemimonde-moved-blog]

@leeriespeak | jack & mary.

“It’s good to see you again Jack. It has been far too long, how have you been? Have you heard from Bert lately?” Mary asks him with a small smile on her face. She always had a soft spot for Jack and Bert, both adults who remember, who don’t forget. She might even say they are her friends.

[dancing-heart-pony]

YESSSS! SOMEONE ELSE HAS NOTICED THIS!!! I’ve had that same picture saved for like 2 years with the intent of sending it to him cuz YOUNG ELTON JOHN LOOKS LIKE HIM IT’S SO FREAKY.

[systemspeculations]

There have been signs that Other Jack has been around. (For those who don't know, he was the original host until I split in 2022, but I only really became me in 2023).

Good and bad things have come along with this. The good, my brain feels a little clearer and more alert and I am able to feel interested in things.

The bad, a lot of trauma memories from our early adult life. The unprocessed university trauma. Every night it is a different thing that we/he never processed or got over or anything. They are things I/he was always reluctant to label as trauma because they weren't as bad as his PTSD, but lower case t trauma is still trauma.

I have been writing out the traumatic events in my journal to document them, just to have them written out somewhere.

It feels like the right thing to do and I think it is helping him/me.

[dancing-heart-pony]

IT HAPPENED!

[dancing-heart-pony]

Okay, this is some super meta bullshit right here. I am watching Jacksfilms react to people reacting to themselves watching Jacksfilms. Has science gone too far?

[dancing-heart-pony]

In other news, tomorrow me & frend are going to see The Emoji Movie, ironically, because of Jackfilms.

[lilgreenpotatoman]

You and Jack would make a great couple

H-he’d deserve b-better. I-I’m too broken f’r th-that.