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I hope you guys are glad to know you get every unfiltered thought and miniscule moment of my life broadcasted to you on here
Just feel like Chattin’
Besides my Wife, my Brother is my best friend. He’s five years younger than me, and due to poverty there was very much a time where I felt like a child raising another child. We had our issues, no kid wants to constantly take care of their younger sibling, but pretty quickly he just became my best friend, and I honestly feel like I love him like a son. He’s the best, coolest kid.
Well, he’s an adult now, but I love him to death.
We’ve honestly had people be surprised how close we were, and maybe even put off. I’ve given him love advice, sex advice, medical advice, money advice... all sorts of things that people labeled as too intimate. But you know, I live in the south. I never received sexual education due to over zealous religious schools, and parents who just didn’t know how to talk to me. Like hell was I going to let my kid bro go through what I faced. Like. Hell.
I’m glad I was able to be there for him, and that there’s never been a block between us to where he couldn’t ask me about condoms, or what he should do if he and his girl were ever worried. I’m going through a tough time right now trying to get a surgeon, and boy has he been prepared to fight God to help me.
I got a real good kid. ;3;
Get to know me
You know what guys? I've decided you're getting to know me (questions from this lovely post, please go give it some love), ready or not.
Tagging my moots (still thinking of Pingu going moot moot, sue me) if you'd like to exchange a few pieces of useless information :) No pressure. Also consider this a tag if you're not included, I love reading random info about you guys! @unclewaynemunson @steveshairychestychest @stevesbipanic @thelastwalkingsoul @skeliiix @strawberryspence @thefreakandthehair @henderdads @hoples
1. First celebrity crush *snorts* Um, okay. I will just say that Jerome Pradon's performance as Judas in Jesus Christ Superstar from 2000 made the young me weak in her knees. Also Toby Maguire as Spider-Man.
2. Do you work out/sport? Constantly trying. Starting a healthy regime, getting sick in 3-4 weeks because my immunity sucks and back to the round little old me. Do you know what happened during the last year I started frequently exercising? I broke my leg, then had a sinus infection, then had an inflammation in my heel and couldn't walk, now getting through another sinus infection. Heathy is my trademark. Not giving up though.
3. How popular were you in school? Ahahahahahahahahahahaha...let me say it this way: I fought well enough to earn respect. Had a few close friends. After primary school, I retained respect. And that's it.
4. Embarrassing moment My life before glasses was a constant embarrassing moment of waving back at people who waved at someone behind me.
5. Favorite actor and actress Apart from the obvious Stranger Things answers...I admire Keanu Reeves. Actress - Maggie Smith.
6. Little thing that makes you extremely happy Crazy pens. I have a massive collection of the craziest pens imaginable with bubble blowers, stamps, wobbly mermaid tails, boxing skeletons, you name it.
7. Song that made you cry because you related to it Remember Me from Coco. That one hit hard.
8. How often do you find yourself thinking about your life? A lot. Mostly to calm myself down. I'm in a better place than I've been for most of my life and I like to remind myself that things do get better. So let this be your reminder too.
9. Best toy you ever got as a kid This. I'd die for him. I still have him, although he's mostly fallen apart.
10. Do you express your emotions well? According to my friends, I'm quite transparent. People that don't know me find me scary, apparently I look very strict. My friends find it hilarious.
11. Are you happy with your height? I used to be unhappy, I'm fairly small (165 cm, my mom is 166 cm and that single missing cm HURTS), but now I'm making up for my lack of height with glaring at people. In words of a t-shirt I recently got - "Don't flatter yourself. I only look up to you because I'm short".
12. Are you a bottom or a top? I'm lazy, that's what I am. But switch, I guess?
13. Who makes you the happiest? There isn't a single person. My mom, my cats, my boyfriend, my wonderful friends (and that includes you, moots of mine). I'm very lucky.
14. Your nickname(s) Here? Undreaming. Most of my social media, Arakanga. At work, I'm The Mother of Ducks or The Duck Lady (apparently the nickname survived during the 19 months I worked another job).
15. Who do you feel completely comfortable with to be yourself? My boyfriend. He's just absolutely resistant to my bad moods. I tend to be very snappy and sarcastic when I'm tired. I remember exactly the moment I realized I didn't have to walk on eggshells with him - we were walking outside and he was speaking, but away from me (he was smoking and didn't want to blow smoke in my face). Instead of telling him politely to turn towards me, I snapped "BLAHBLAHBLAH WHAT????". He just smiled at me and said "you know, one of the things I love about you is that you never make me feel like an idiot". So there.
16. Does the way you laugh depends on who you’re with? Oh yup. I normally control myself quite well, but my friends can make me laugh so hard it sounds like I'm crying. Also if they surprise me with jokes I don't expect, I tend to snort/make a sound like a chicken clucking.
17. Secrets you told strangers, because you knew you’d never see them again. None. Because with my luck, that stranger would become my new boss or something.
18. Do you like or dislike surprises? Hm. Difficult. Small surprises, yes. Big surprises, not really. I'm always terrified I'll disappoint the person surprising me with my reaction.
19. In the evening, would you rather play a game, visit a relative, watch a movie, or read? Oooh. Shit. Difficult. Reading is always lovely and I have such a backlog of books. Gaming is a huge hobby of mine, so always. Watching movies is great and I always love visiting my mom. So maybe I can connect all 4 together. Visiting my mom and watching a movie with her, then reading or gaming before I go to sleep.
20. Pet peeves? SO MANY. People bouncing their legs. Loud chewing noises. Smacking lips. People who don't listen but just wait for their turn to speak. Monologues instead of dialogues. People who sit on the public transport and block the window seat. I'm a ray of fucking sunshine apparently.
21. Who would you want to be stranded with on a deserted island? Well, all the people I love I don't want to strand with me on a deserted island. My boyfriend sounds like a great choice though. He's domestic, loves gardening and cooks well. And he hasn't killed me in 5 years. So him I think, he needs the time off anyway.
22. Breakfast, lunch or dinner? Midnight snack.
23. You’re stranded on a deserted island and there’s a box, what’s in it? I hope a guide on how to survive on a deserted island, otherwise I'd be a) dead soon, b) very bored while dying.
24. What’s the best gift you got? There are a lot of thoughtful gifts I've got from my family and friends, but one of my favorite ones was a Sagittarius mug my dad got me. Also my amazing boyfriend and equally amazing friends got me a new recording microphone for my singing efforts.
25. Who do you buy random gifts for? Everyone. My boyfriend, my mom, my friends, my boss (who is also my friend), my co-workers. Always something tiny and silly. It's one of my love languages.
26. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? Pffft. Yep. Lots. There's less space for me in my bed than for stuffed animals. My newest additions are two large dinosaurs, Steve (a T-Rex) and Eddie (a triceratops)
27. Have you had a secret admirer? No, thank god. It sounds nice, but I'm an anxious person and I like having clarity.
28. Are you a clean or messy person? On a range from 0 (clean) to 10 (messy), I'm about 28.
29. Shower or bath? Both, depending on the situation. Baths help my messed up back though, and one of my cats always stands guard so I don't drown. So...yup.
30. How would your friends describe you? Smart and the mom friend. Also dorky. Ask @hoples, she knows me IRL and the dorky part shows a lot. Oh, and also a menace. I'm the devil on your shoulder that says "buy it".
I think about him sometimes a lot.
All my little sibling wanted for his birthday was a little droid that sits in his desk and burps when he talk to it. So naturally,I use my college education to make this happen and it's probably the most important thing I have ever done.
ahhhh you guys so i developed a chronic illness last year (hyperacusis) that was extremely painful and forced me to stay at home most of the year and hate living, but now i’ve kind of adapted my life to where it can’t hurt me that much anymore. like, it’s mainly in response to sound that i get hurt, but if live in silence and only go out a few times a week, it’s fine.
anyways, so this all happened in my senior year of high school. it was so very traumatic to suddenly have your body putting u in so much pain and then having to leave school and then no one cares about u anymore. i did not persevere thru it too well though. i kind of went crazy around the middle of the year. but, now i feel a lot better and like i can successfully live just fine, even if my hyperacusis does linger a little bit.
so, as a result of all that happened to me, i decided to stay home with my parents and go to a college close to home, and while they do take care of things for me (paying for the house, food, necessities, etc), i’m extremely jealous of people who have nothing wrong with them and get to live whatever life they want. soo, i’m making the impulsive decision to move away from home and go to a nicer college that’s like an hour away. who knows if my plan will succeed, but i am so tired of staying at home. i’m going insane from loneliness.
Jeg snakket med crushen min i går (eller klokka 3 om morgenen), og hun sa hun likte meg òg! Problemet er at vi bor sammen med fem andre og hun syns at det ikke hadde vært rettferdig mot dem om vi datet. Så vi er ikke sammen, men... det kan fortsatt skje. Ingenting har forandret men det er godt å vite at hun føler det samme som meg. Kanskje om noen måneder når vi flytter skal alt være annerledes...