#overthinking life

[inmemoryofvanity]

I dunno how I feel about him, I’m some moments I love how sweet he is, innocent, well intended, and affectionate he is. The next moment I hate his breathing pattern, facial expressions, awkwardness, and how he explains himself in the most nonsensical way… more times he’ll start talking and end with, “your know what I mean”- the answer is “No”

What am I doing here is the question… I’m feeling it out I guess, I’m wondering if he has to just… grow on me I guess. I’m giving him and us a fair chance….

One thing I knew for sure is, I don’t want to hurt him. He’s genuinely a good person and I cherish that. I’m blessed to be able to experience some one with pure intentions- one day at a time-

[notbroke-just-b3nt]

Why do I do this to myself?

[girlwith-curls]

That first time you kiss a guy and think it's pretty weird, but than when you start thinking about it it was pretty nice too...

[sondering-soul]

sigh

[the-girl-with-kaleidascope-eyes]

I thought after the semester was over I would calm down but clearly I was wrong. I just want to find an apartment that me and my best friend both like. And now I’m paranoid that she’s annoyed because of me and I just don’t want any conflict anymore, especially with the person who’s turned out to be my real best friend through this whole shit show of a year! And what makes it worse is my mom is pressuring me to find another place and not taking into consideration other circumstances and then I'm being pressured from the other side to move into an apartment as soon as possible because it would mean less moving of furniture. I just want to make everyone happy. I wish some things were easy but they never are and I’m constantly freaking out about it all in my head and think everyone hates me all the time. I wish my mind had an off switch.

[egosalutemdico-blog]

You must prepare yourself for the impossible, only then everything is possible

[youngbloodballad]

I often wonder if someone will ever be able to see the inside of my head in its proper glory.

[pkelton]

Life is like a  videogame .. you think you have  freedom but in reality one lives under a predetermined  sets of rules and parameters limitations  that limits the outcomes of your choices  in several levels  .. we are trap in a box

Myself