#ow-

[d1sc0-1nfern0]

“My name is Sylph Ventura” Beck I will punt you into the sun /silly

[thewhiteguy]

I feel like I am going to collapse after what I saw. . .

DARK YOU BI-

[cursetailat]

ow- (Day 140 of Sylvyposting)

[evil-moss-the-goober-offical]

my mind.

[stupid-offical]

oh-

I'm realising that I might have had a crush on a guy un my class-

Alright. That kinda makes sense how he was basically the only person I missed when leaving school...

Oh.

So- I think I may have mixed some stuff up when I was younger. Like thinking really wanting to be friends with someone was a crush.

And now I'm realising that someone I thought I just kinda really wanted to be friends with. Might of been a crush-

Like... he's the only person I actually miss. And feel almost sorrowful for leaving school when I did.

Especially without telling him why.

...

Like he was one of the "misbehaving" kids. (My class was full of neurodivergent kids and he was definitely one of them) but as I got to know him I kinda realised he was really kind. And smart. And funny. and just great-

And you see why I'm realising this???????

he was definitely neurodivergent. Id put a bet on adhd and autism.

I noticed how he was being treated badly (not getting accommodated to his needs and getting in trouble for interrupting class)

And how I related so much.

...

we only started getting to know eachother the school year I left school. Because once on a school trip to a park we were the last to people to not have a partner to walk with (both left out.)

So we had no choice but to go together, and that they is one of my best memories from school.

I actually enjoyed it so much-

We started interacting a bit more after that. Picking eachother when we had to do stuff like that again.

...

Fuck. I really miss him-

....

There's also the Incredible guilt from seeing him a couple of months after I left. He said my name and I ignored him because I was panicking because I just kinda left school without telling anyone (only the teachers knew)

And I wish I said something. That might of been the last time we ever saw eachother. And I fucked it up-

Oh shit-

[berabare]

Do goofballs fluff up their hair or spikes to appear much bigger when threatened or trying to appear intimidating like a cat?

Who can make the biggest display of fluff to scare off possible attackers or being territorial?

Yup, they fluff up to look bigger and intimidating!

But also just from anger

And biggest display of fluff can show Sephi, well because he himself bigger than others (and his spikes are thin and long)

smallest display can show Kunsel and Rude, because first have tiny spikes, second is bald :)

[whosthere54]

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