Everyday I'm getting more attached to Panaman's voice. It's so crispy but soothing. Like I can recharging just by listen to his voice. He sounds like Taka from One Ok Rock at times, but still distinctive to me. I can tell them apart.
Too bad he seldom tweeting nor posted on Youtube. There are a lot of treasure on his Niconico account. But I can't understand kanji. I barely remember hiragana though. And katakana still a bit blurry.
But that's still alright so far. Some fans posted his cover version on Youtube. I can count on them. And the best part is he also on Spotify. I can reach his music any times even when I'm offline.
I still don't know how he looks like, and that's alright. His singing voice is enough for me. That's all I need from himㅡfor now. Hopefully I wont get attached to much to him like a fan girl, lol. Because if I am, I might want to go to Japan so bad to catch his live performance. It'll be expensive. My priority now saving money for marriage.
I don't know if it's weird but I always feel blessed whenever I found a good song I want to hear over and over again. Like it can heal my sadness, drive the fatigue away, and lessen my anger. I feel happier after listening to a song. Doesn't matter whether I understand the lyric or not. Just music and the singing voice.