#pandasize

[servantofclio]

★ Sorrow: Branwen

Branwen's clan is now scattered and lost. She learned this not long after coming to Skyhold. She disappeared into the ramparts for several hours so that people would not have to watch their Inquisitor cry.

[lornaka]

pandasize replied to your post:confusedpulse replied to your photo:You know me,...

Story of my life. It’ll be the first time I’ve ever played a male PC.

Same. Although I'm sure I'd end up struggling with the choice between Dorian and Cassandra because I love her very much as well. Ah well, maybe I'll create a cute (but also manly as hell of course) dwarf for her sometime later)

[boomzappow]

smileslikeparentheses replied to your photoset “i was wearing my N7 hoodie my lovely gf got me for our anniversary...”

Amazing! I'm so jealous! ^_^

pandasize replied to your photoset “i was wearing my N7 hoodie my lovely gf got me for our anniversary...”

i have the same hoodie and love it! looks great on you!

Sorry for the late reply!! But thank you both you're so sweet <3 <3

[servantofclio]

pandasize replied to your post:Welcome, new followers!

everyone talk to the clio! she is super nice and fun to chat with! <3

Look, this tumblr is Panda Approved (tm). :)  And seriously, I really am happy to chat or answer questions or whatever!

[madamebadger]

pandasize replied to your post:On the one hand, I like it when Cassandra is happy...

Oh ho ho!

I have a Cassandra problem. SOMEONE SEND HELP.

[theherocomplex]

pandasize replied to your post:Best/worst part of packing: finding my old...

What about showing your friends entertaining excerpts? I hear that’s also helpful to moving.

Well, in 2007, I coped with a nasty break-up by writing lyric essays about my feelings. Presented without editing: 

1. walls were built from these new geometries. i closed myself up in casks to age to perfect. i hoped that by growing up, i'd give him something to smile about.  

in the end, when I saw his teeth, they were crooked, and i was wrong. 

2. bones broken open, the marrow sucked away. the nourishment is long gone. why do i wait? the jaws have no throats or voices to mingle with mine ear. they hold their own counsel. 

3. love is not a house or a bed. it is a waiting room. 

4. "you're bitter," they say, and I wonder back at them, how do you know? i'm angry and left behind, but those have no taste. you didn't open me up to taste my secrets, he did, and whatever my fears tasted like, he's not telling. 

5. there are too many empty spaces on these walls. they need to be filled up, clotted, stained, because this blankness can't be forgotten. it's a growling stomach, it's the hours of wasted time in bus stations, it's unpaid rent. fill it up, feed it, cover it with leaves. just not any pictures. 

6. i saw the place where a house used to be, when the house was gone but the crooked bowl of a foundation remained. the men who had taken the house, they reminded me of dentists. they took the house away, it was rotted like a bad tooth, and the rest of the neighborhood was humming like a mouth full of numbness.  

i walk home a new way now. i don't have any more teeth to spare, and i don't want to be reminded. 

7. the same spot on my upper lip cracks and bleeds every day. it's not a wound, but it never heals. for some reasons, this upsets me more. 

8. you left. you're gone. this is the last time i write about you. i starved out my tenderness toward you. you are common. i am indifferent. there is more than distance between us. i am closing my mouth; i am staying my hand. 

you're not moving. i am. i will burn you off like calories and my form, my mind, are changing. 

there is nothing left for you to recognize. 

[fantasiawandering]

pandasize replied to your post:theherocomplex replied to your post: When I had...

the bee has many talents.

That she does! <3

[probablylostrightnow]

You don't eat bacon? Why are we even friends, Lost? ;)

Because I leave all the bacon for you? ;)

I am quasi-vegetarian (eat seafood but not birds or land animals) and have been for, um, about 22 years, but I have to admit (and this may drive away followers in droves) that (deep breath) even when I ate meat I didn't like bacon very much.

pandasize replied to your post “I was tagged by armalis for this Four Things meme. - Four names...”

you and gk should fanboy about agents of shield together. i gave up on it too early, and he's completely hooked!

Once I get caught up, I will definitely drop him a line!

kindervenom replied to your post “I was tagged by armalis for this Four Things meme. - Four names...”

I adore Golem and The Jinni and Bridge of Birds!!

Your taste is impeccable! I've definitely found a number of Bridge of Birds fans on Tumblr. Golem & the Jinni less so, but I'm not sure I've mentioned before and it is a much newer book. (And wonderful.)