@paniicstations ♡’d // from jesse !
“ if the reaction spikes again, we’ll go. but i’ll just ... i’ll just load up on benadryl. ” he tries to take in a breath -- it’s slow and shuddering, but he hates being weak, hates falling apart in front of people, so he forces himself to keep doing it. oxygen in, carbon dioxide out. “ come on, man, i was just at the hospital. ”











