#patrick ball characters

[asawanitrinitysantos]

I love whatever the fuck is wrong with him

[navybrat817]

Inhale, Exhale

Pairing: Frank Langdon x Female Reader

Summary: Frank has a hard time letting go of guilt.

Word Count: 300

Playlist Prompt: Raise Your Glass - P!nk / “You can choose to let it go”

Warnings: Established relationship, recovery, hopeful, Frank Langdon (he's a warning, okay?).

A/N: Day 19 of the June Jukebox Scribbles Challenge by @societynsoelsscribbles . ❤️ Not beta read and written on my phone, so any and all mistakes are my own. Divider by the talented @saradika-graphics. Please follow @navybrat817-sideblog for new fics and notifications as I no longer do taglists. Comments, reblogs, feedback are loved and appreciated!

Inhale, exhale. 

Frank didn’t have a bad day. He wouldn’t say it was particularly good, but it wasn’t bad. He handled his patients well. Things were okay overall with his colleagues. As okay as they could be. 

So, why did his chest feel so tight?

Inhale, exhale. 

“You’ve been staring at the wall for about five minutes. Have you blinked?”

Frank smiled to himself when you sat down beside him. He reached for your hand instinctively, his thumb moving along your wedding ring. It grounded him. Helped him breathe a little easier.

Inhale, exhale. 

“Blinking is for quitters,” he joked, resting his head against yours. 

“How was today?” you asked. 

“Not bad.” Frank replied, turning to kiss the top of your head. “Just finding my footing still.”

It would’ve been easy if everything went back to the way they were before, but life wasn’t like that. There was no rewinding or rewriting the past. There were consequences because of his choices. 

He was thankful he hadn’t lost you. 

“Proud of you, Frank,” you said so sincerely that his eyes burned. 

“You shouldn’t be,” he whispered. 

Not when his addiction almost destroyed everything. 

“Yes, I should be,” you argued softly. 

Of course, you defended him. 

“I just…” He closed his eyes. “I still feel guilty some days.”

He was getting a second chance that most didn’t get. Why him? How was the fair?

“You can choose to hold onto the guilt and let it fuel you. You can choose to let it go,” you said, squeezing his hand gently. “Either way, I know you’re working hard to be a better version of yourself, and I will continue to be proud of you.”

Inhale, exhale. 

The weight in his chest felt lighter for the first time that day. 

All thanks to you.  

We all need someone to lean on! Love and thanks for reading. ❤️

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[starryemerald]

Hey everyone, i know I haven't been on in a while, between college and personal stuff, life has been a little crazy.

Most of my writing recently has been school work/scripts (I'm a screenwriting major) and then choices fanfics (which are on my other account, @tveitertotwrites)

But I want to try and write some stuff for this account and wanted to see if anyone has any suggestions.

As a reminder, these are the characters I write for (under a keep reading so this post doesn't take up space):

Adam Driver Characters I will write for: Kylo Ren/Ben Solo (Star Wars), Charlie Barber (Marriage Story), Clyde Logan (Logan Lucky), Paterson (Paterson), Jude (Hungry Hearts)

Adam Driver Characters I might write for: Flip Zimmerman (BlackKklansman), Maurizio Gucci (House of Gucci), Adam Sackler (Girls)

Adam Driver Characters I refuse to write for: Jaques Le Gris (The Last Duel)

Sebastian Stan Characters I will write for: Bucky Barnes (Marvel), Dayton White (Logan Lucky),

Sebastian Stan Characters I might write for: Carter Baizen (Gossip Girl), Steve Kemp (Fresh), Nick Fowler (The 355)

Sebastian Stan Characters I refuse to write for: Tommy Lee (Pam and Tommy), and I shouldn't need to say this one but I'm saying it anyway, D*n*ld Tr*mp (The Apprentice)

I'm still going through Danny Ramirez's characters so the only one of his I am writing for is Joaquin Torres and I'm not considering any others at this time.

I am also going through Shawn Hatosy characters so right now the only characters I am considering are Jack Abbot (The Pitt) and Grant Reilly (Yes, Chef/Quinn Audios).

Aaron Tveit Characters I will write for: Christian (Moulin Rouge! The Musical), Mike Warren (Graceland), Prince James (One Royal Holiday), Danny (Schmigadoon Season 1), Topher (Schmigadoon Season 2), Gareth Ritter (Braindead)

Aaron Tveit Characters I might write for: Sweeney Todd (Sweeney Todd), Frank Abagnale Jr. (Catch Me If You Can), Enjolras (Les Miserables), Tripp van der Bilt (Gossip Girl)

Aaron Tveit Characters I refuse to write for: Charlie (Earth Abides)

Cillian Murphy Characters I will write for: Jackson Rippner (Red Eye), Kitten Braden (Breakfast on Pluto), William Killick (The Edge of Love), Lenny Miller (Anna)

Cillian Murphy Characters I might write for: Jonathan Crane (Batman Begins), Tommy Shelby (Peaky Blinders), Matthew Joy (In The Heart of The Sea), Emmett (A Quiet Place Part II)

Cillian Murphy Characters I refuse to write for: Oppenheimer (Oppenheimer)

The only Patrick Ball Character I am considering right now is Frank Langdon (The Pitt). I have only gone through season 1 so far though.

Now I will not write for the actors themselves and only the characters that are listed under will write for and might write for. The reason some are under might write for is because either I haven't watched the show/film they're in, or I have watched a little bit but not enough to where I think I can write them well at this point.

I can also write these as an "reader insert" or as these characters with another character from their film or tv show. They can be platonic or not as well.

(also any characters I have not listed I am also not writing for as I have no information on them and no idea if I even want to watch the film or tv show they're from).