#peesonal

[frostedmagnolias]

imma let yall in on what I do now lol

still work at the same nursing home ofc

but I am now an assistant business office manager and also high focus of working on medicaid cases that come in so I can send to the state to approve em :P

anyways big responsibility and change of pace but so exciting. I have so much to learn its crazy. but ive already learned so muchhh

[texasheretic]

Requested TVL live tickets! Pray for me!!!

[the-brainrot-central]

Petition to call posts on Bluesky Blueskeets (Bluesky + tweet). I coined the phrase it’s mine let’s make it big everyone

[gihussysupremacy]

I'm not saying summer enjoyers are wrong. I'm DEFINITELY not saying they're right.

[hailturinturambar]

Suddenly, I realized that I've unintentionally made Sauron fall in love with everyone in my story at some point. It's not my fault he has chemistry with all the characters.

[nightmarebunnyking]

I will be leaving the lmk fandom for awhile,until s6

So yeah

I will be doing monkey king 2009 stuff

The lmk fandom has really tried me out,so I won't be apart of it,realizing that it never really going to change with how they discussed wukong,how much they blame and shit on him.

[hadit418]

Taking care of my best friend who had surgery yesterday. Ain't much time for Tumblr over weekend and next week. I will be here from time to time. See ya

[lastoneout]

My blood clot pain has reached a weird point where it's kinda better as long as I don't use my hand for literally anything at all, but when it does flare it's straight up AGONY like a solid 7-8 on the pain scale and unfortunately it seems like this pain is no longer responding well to my current 5mg oxycodone, and like the last ER doctor I saw *tried* to prescribe me 7.5mg ones 'cuz she legit said 5mg probably wouldn't cut it, but my insurance straight up would not cover it and the cost without was $500(and that's with the best coupon I could find) and the ER doctor didn't have the time to put a prior auth through and just gave me the 5mg stuff(and I had to pay out of pocket for those too bcs my insurance would only cover a week's supply but they were at least only $40) so I guess my options are

1) go insane playing it as safe as possible not using my hand for anything and only taking the meds when I absolutely cannot stand the pain and pray I can hold out until I see my endovascular surgeon on friday

OR 2) go back to the ER and see if they can do the prior auth and pray my insurance will cover more than a weeks supply and also that the ER doesn't interpret this as drug seeking behavior and turn me down

I think what I am gonna do is again play it as safe as I can and try to only use the meds once a day if I can help it, and in the meantime call my insurance and see if they can give me a list if meds they do cover(tbh it's weird for oxy to cost this much, a similar supply for my dog was like $5 and I did talk to someone who works for my insurance the other day for a different reason and she also seemed shocked it wasn't covered and was so expensive) and hope that I can last until my follow up with my endovascular surgeon and double extra hope I'm either recovered a lot more by then or if I'm not that he'll have a plan to help resolve it faster or at least be willing to prescribe me one of the covered meds and do whatever prior auth is needed. Plus that way if the pain does get unbearable before then the list will help the ER give me something that will help better(if they are cool and don't assume this is drug seeking behavior).

This whole thing genuinely sucks so fucking bad, I'm in agony rn debating if I should take another pill before bed and risk building up even more of a resistance or try to thought it out to save my meds for if it somehow gets worse than this. I'm so fucking tired too I've avoiding my usual insomnia edibles AND my remaining ambien in case they react badly with the oxy and kill me in my sleep or something and that plus the agony mean's I'm not sleeping well and the agony is thus harder to deal with and my pressure headaches get worse cuz not sleeping us a major trigger and the cycle just spirals worse and worse, and I can't do anything fun in bed cuz I'd usually play video games and those require two hands and AOUHDGJKL I fucking HATE this!!!

Ima just try to tough it out and sleep and see where I'm at tomorrow and make that call regardless. Hopefully this doesn't drive me too insane and I can maybe sit at my desk, getting out of bed would do me some good atm. I need to feel normal for just one fucking day.