Request: reader commits suicide, or tries to at least. Yandere!
Taiju, Seishu, Nahoya, Ryohei, and Izana
Taiju
It’s been years since you been out the house, he didn’t want you to run off and he thought it was better that way. You expressed how you didn’t like it but he always shut you down, telling you he was enough but he wasn’t. The silence slowly ate at you while you waited for his return. Grief began to outweigh the assurance he gave you when he finally arrived.
When he decided to take you as his plus one to a small party, you were happy. It was overwhelming at the start but as you talked with other guests, you got used to the setting. You didn’t want to leave, but Taiju was in a hurry to head out.
On the way home he was going on about the way you acted. You were too focused on the others and didn’t stay close like he insisted. He told you he didn’t plan on doing anything like this again, it only encouraged you to rebel against him. You didn’t wanna go back to hours of silence, so you grabbed the steering wheel. He couldn’t stop the car in time so it went over the bridge, sending you into the water.
Seishu
When you were so frustrated and fed up, in the moment you’d say how you wished you were dead. Since people tend to go far when they’re upset Seishu never took you seriously. So one day he baited you, telling you to get it over with. He didn’t expect you to try going across your neck, but luckily his reflexes kicked in.
He didn’t think he was hurting you, but the situation scared him into changing for the better. The restrictions were heavily loosened so you could have room to practice individualism. It was better to have you alive and regaining your personality, even if you were gonna go against him sometimes.
Nahoya
He was upset and usually, it’d be followed by a sadistic punishment. You were frightened and only focused on getting away from him. Before you knew it he had you cornered on the balcony. You got on the ledge and threatened to jump if he didn't move, but he just laughed.
At first, he tried talking you down but then saw you were shaking, so he pressed forward. He failed to realize that he was much more terrifying than death at that moment. When you stepped over the edge he tried to catch you but your shirt slipped through his fingers. He cursed to himself as he watched the blood stain the concrete.
Ryohei
He was annoyed with the new changes. His house wouldn’t be baby proof if you weren’t dramatic. If you tried to come around none of this would've happened, but no. He was stuck taking care of you. He hoped that you’d come to your senses because he treats you the same. The check-ins to see how you’re feeling, the comfort food to lift your spirits, and the occasional hugs to show his love. It didn’t work.
You were complaining saying how you wanted to die, he couldn’t just make things fine as if he didn’t take you from your home. It was clear nothing was gonna work and you even yelled it to make sure he got the message, so he fixed it. He gave you what you wanted. He gave you more than enough pills to make sure you were gonna be happy away from him.
Izana
You did it wrong so you were suffering, looking to him for help, but he didn’t lift a finger. He was gonna watch you go to the better place you kept talking about. He wanted to be there for you since he never was, he wanted to be with you as you took that journey even if it was slower than he expected.
When your eyes closed after the long wait, his pride faded and reality sank in. He held you in his arms as he dialed for an ambulance, crying into the phone. He chased them closely as you went into the operating room, but they had him wait outside. He couldn’t do anything except watch the operating light, waiting for it to turn green. It never did.
