Thinking about Tenjiku rindou today.
Doesn't really want to be in a gang much. He loves the fighting side- he'll throw hands for the fun of it but he finds the meetings dull and boring and to be honest, he thinks most of gang life is posturing anyways. A bunch of guys in a metaphorical dick measuring contest.
But he'd never let anyone hear him say that.
He loves music. He loves his girlfriend. He loves chowing down a steak and he loves training- fighting aside. He could do amateur boxing he thinks, in another world where becoming famous wouldn't be a burden. He loves taking his girlfriend out and he pretends he's annoyed when she asks for a selfie or takes a picture and says there's this new place she wants to try but he hopes she knows that his annoyance is just a facade. He'd kill to experience those days out with her more than once. He replays them often and ran throws a pillow at him to pull him from his daydreams.
He thinks about that life he won't have often. He won't get married (he knows this) and he thinks often of breaking it off with you. He tells himself he's holding on a little while longer , just to enjoy it. He won't be a famous DJ or boxer - hell he'll be tied to this gang life forever.
In another life, maybe things could be different .









