#personal happenings

[trixiedreamspank]

Love me love me love me

I used to chant

Not to you but unto myself  

For an entrapment of your heart

Such was the prayers that I had said

I said it out loud

In such that you cannot hear

The thoughts when at young

The thoughts of winning a crushes heart

Never the wiser in my peradventure for love  

With my shyful heart and voiceless mind

I wanted you

Because I had thought I loved you

[trixiedreamspank]

I try not to think of it  

Or of you

[trixiedreamspank]

Thoughts of you

I know it's strange

Weird maybe  

But all true

These thoughts of how I think of you

So hard I try  

So I wont seem obsessed

To keep you out of my mind  

God knows how hard I try

My heart softens from your presence

How wonderful you make me feel

I meant what I said  

You are my future

Come to think of it  

Why am I fighting these thoughts

Why am I not trying to always think of you

[trixiedreamspank]

Because of my stubborn self I have lost

Because of my arrogance I have chosen to be ignorant

Foolish I am now which was not meant

Unpurposely I have created

                                 myself

My position has no relation to the hand I was dealt  

But

I would like to blame the system for the unfortunate  

                                                                  existence

These are mine  

All sins done by me

All curses bought on by me

Not the work of the divine

My fault

So I ask

Or should I beg

Please just hear me

Whether or not my knees have touched the ground

Again I have died

[voidselfshipp]

I feel terrible

[raccoon-in-a-dumpster]

i feel so out of place at auditions, hnng :,D

[mrs-hiddles]

I had like THE best day yesterday. I spent the whole day with my sister, my cousin and his super sweet fiancé, and the amazing guy I’m talking to.

I couldn’t have had a better day. We saw Joker, ate Taco Bell, went to the comic book store, had boba as “desert”, and listened to some awesome music on the way back home. Just...I needed yesterday and I feel 1000% better than I have been.

[obsessionsrulemylife]

New spinoff idea? It’s God and Gabriel’s turn to hit the road... @robenedict @dicksp8jr @creationent #supernaturalconvention2019 #spnfamily (at Meadowlands Exposition Center) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3A4BWKDMKP/?igshid=1sucjgpxoytu5