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Motherhood was my blood moon. Something in me darkened. Something in me became sovereign and I have been eclipsing ever since.
03.03.2020
The night my orbit changed.
Sometimes the best thing we can do to care for ourselves is to tap into what really makes us who we are. Tending to our physical and mental health is certainly important - don't stop doing that. But when we're tending to our spiritual wellbeing and trying to really feel well within our souls (however you conceptualize that), remembering who we are and pursuing our passions is a particularly healing act.
Get back in touch with yourself. What are the things that you know about yourself and your capabilities, and how can you tap into the magic of those things? If you've always had a passion for art, make something expressive. If you've always had a passion for divination, give others some readings or try practicing a new form of it. If you've always enjoyed nature, spend time outside and maybe count how many species of plants and/or animals you find. Whatever it is you know to be a central part of your personal being, go do something that honors that part of you. Expressing your passions and skills will help rejuvenate your spirit this week.
A Prayer to Aphrodite for Motivation
Glorious Aphrodite,
Goddess of desire, beauty, and bold beginnings,
Ignite the spark within me.
Let Your passion become my fuel,
And Your radiant fire, my compass.
Remind me that I am not made to stay still
That the dreams in my heart are sacred
And worth the effort they demand.
When I feel sluggish or lost,
Stir me like the ocean tide You command.
Fill me with momentum that flows from love,
Not fear from joy, not pressure.
Let me chase my goals with open arms and open heart,
Knowing You walk with me
With every bold step I take.
Lady of inspiration and action,
Help me meet this day with energy,
With clarity,
With love that moves mountains.
May I rise, shine, and do what I came here to do.
You Can’t Live Full-Time Inside Your Head
Some of the heaviest battles are the ones we fight in silence—inside our own minds.
We imagine every possible outcome, replay conversations that haven’t happened, and build fears around futures that may never arrive. Yet life isn’t found in endless preparation. It’s found in participation.
The Phoenix rises not because it planned every step, but because it chose to emerge from the ashes and move forward.
Today, release the need to predict everything. Trust yourself enough to take the next step, have the conversation, make the decision, and embrace the uncertainty of growth.
Your healing isn’t waiting in perfect plans.
Your transformation begins with action.
✨ Stop rehearsing your life.
🔥 Start living it.
🪴 The First Time I Said No Without Explaining
It wasn’t dramatic.
I didn’t slam a door. I didn’t cry. I didn’t rehearse a speech in the mirror.
I just said it.
“No.”
And that was it.
No excuse. No apology. No tangled explanation about being tired, or busy, or already having plans I didn’t have.
Just no.
And the silence that followed— it scared me.
Because I’ve always filled the quiet with justifications. “I’m sorry, I just…” “It’s not that I don’t want to…” “I promise next time…”
But this time, I didn’t do that.
And for the first time, I watched someone blink and wait for more— and I didn’t give it.
Because I’ve learned: A full sentence doesn’t need a paragraph.
Because I’ve learned: Saying “no” isn’t cruelty. It’s clarity.
Because I’ve learned: You don’t owe anyone the softness of your bones just because they ask for it gently.
And afterward, I felt shaky. Not from regret. But from release.
Like I had set down a bag I didn’t realize I was carrying.
And there was space— for breath, for quiet, for me.
So I sat with it. That small, sacred “no.”
And for the first time, it didn’t feel like closing a door. It felt like opening one.
A Prayer to Ares for Protection
Ares, Iron Willed Guardian,
Defender of the bold and steadfast,
I call to You now
Stand at my side as shield and flame.
Protect me from harm,
From violence spoken or silent,
From malice masked in smiles,
And from the subtle poisons of doubt and fear.
Let no curse find root in my spirit.
Let no shadow slip past Your watch.
Place Your shield between me and those who wish me ill
Seen or unseen, near or far.
Wrap my mind in clarity,
My heart in courage,
My path in purpose.
You who know both fury and discipline,
Teach me to be strong without cruelty,
To protect without falling to paranoia,
To trust in my own strength
As You stand with me.
Ares, Champion of those who walk with honor
Guard me.
Ground me.
Guide me.