#personal weightloss

[berryeli-blog]

I´m trying SO hard not to feel discouraged at how little I lost, I went to my nutritionist today and I only lose 1.5kg in 2 weeks :(. 

I knew this would be slower as I was diagnosed with hypothyroidism but... I don´t know, it´s hard. I´m trying to accept it in a way that at least I´m losing, I´m not gaining, I´m eating food that I like and I´m not feeling anxious.

But I don´t know, I just want to cry.

However, as you can see, my cheat meal game is on point 👌 with this 🍩chocolate donut, stuffed with chocolate cream cheese and kit kat ✨ .... yep, call an ambulance.

[berryeli-blog]

angry rant

Jesus. I really fucking hate the attitude some people take when they see or realize you´re changing your eating habits, like “fruit? you´re eating fruit? are you on a diet? why?” “woooooow that´s light” “you have discipline!!” 

SERIOUSLY shut the fuck up!!!!!! why do you care so much about what Im fucking eatingggggggggggggggg, God, I really can´t stand it, get ready for some mean answers you idiots

[berryeli-blog]

The universe is vast, yet we are not insignificant.✨

A quote I recently read and made me feel 100% better than how I was feeling.

I love hiking, walking through the mountains and connect with nature. I feel it as a form of meditation, I focus on my breath, the view, the sounds of birds and insects, the fresh air, and the ocasional squirrel that comes by to say hi. I love the feeling of being part of it, being a piece of a greater power.

It´s definitely one of the things I´m grateful for and hopefully never stop doing.

[redlipsandgoldteeth]

I'm really trying to find a weight loss goal that's realistic. It's like one minute I'm focused on "lose X amount of pounds" then the next I'm like "the number doesn't really matter you just want to be healthier." I need to find the common ground somewhere.

[samgetsfitasfuck]

hey. you. did you stay on track today? did you eat your veggies and chug water? did you crush your workout? did you do something today that seemed impossible a month ago? i am so proud of you! keep killin it!