#hypothyrodism

[runs-4-pinkcupcakes]

Hi Bunnies!

Not much change In the scale. I’m still 8 lbs from my 1/1/22 goal (30 from happy place weight) but I want to document a November before and after.

It’s so hard to not pick apart the flaws. Especially as I age. This is wrinkly and that is sagging. But today (and every day since 5/11/2021), I try to take it hour by hour making good food choices and keeping positive images in my head. Imagining my “after”. And Celebrating (not with food) how far I’ve come and knowing I will never be the girl on the left again.

xo

💋

[tinyelegance]

❤️

[chronic-confessions]

Confession #5,547

I got a diagnosis for hypothyroidism. I was very excited to have an answer and that it was something that could be treated easily. Finally it felt like a chance for a normal life, when i felt so sick i felt like i could die. But now my insurance won’t help. I can’t even get coverage to see a PCP. Every doctor they set me up with is someone that cant help me because they’re an ER doctor only or a specialist. The one time they got it right he turned out to be a transphobe and dropped me.

The worst part is the stress this is putting on my boyfriend. We mean the world to each other and though we’ve only been together almost five months, it really feels like hes the one im going to spend the rest of my life with. But its hard seeing me like this, hes mentally ill like me and the stress of taking care of me on top of taking care of himself is more than he’s letting on. He hates when I talk this way but I’ve never seen him cry more than when my symptoms got so bad I couldn’t work. We were both so happy that it was over but as it turns out it isn’t. I really have the worst luck. Everything I do is always like this. I didn’t sign up for this. He certainly didn’t know what he was getting into. I finally found someone who gave me peace, everything finally felt right, and now I can’t even get out of bed, and my heart won’t even beat at a normal rhythm, and im so cold.

its not in my nature to give up, so i won’t, but this is just. very unfair.

[lisophisen]

Please disregard all and any post I’ve made and tagged with hypothyroidism as I have been informed by a specialist that I do in fact not have hypothyroidism and was apparently misdiagnosed in 2016, and have been on medication for absolutely no reason for over three years.

[moodyforwhat]

1/8

mystery, misery, miscarry

all of which terrify me

longing for fecundity

defective, destructive, nonreproductive

girl interrupted

longing for fertility

empty, envy, epiphany

how will anyone ever love me

longing for abundancy

uterus destructive

ovaries broken

just like my heart

which is also defective

have you ever felt barren?

like you’re physically unable to bear children?

each clot, cramp, and contraction

is a gut-wrenching reminder of that gut-wrenching fraction

[but-im-still-trying-to-find-it]

Today I found out my thyroid levels are back in range and my hashimotos disease is in remission. It's been a long 2.5 year battle but this girl has won so far 💪🏼

[iheartguts]

Thyroid wishes you the best Monday EVER!!

[delusional-delirium]

Done at doctor's. Have Hashimotos Thyroiditis, have a couple fatty cysts in my right arm, and am being scheduled with a neurologist for an emg to test for Carpal tunnel and other stuff. They upped my thyroid medicine from .100 to .125, and also put me on medicine for my migraines. Gotta get thyroid levels and SED RATE checked again in a month. Also have to get an ultrasound done on my thyroid in July.