#phil volatile

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We had scar-tissueromance and ours wasa relationship of sayinggoodbye—every timewe fought, every timewe fucked, and every timewe called it quits, beforepicking up our knivesagain

Phil Volatile, Crushed Black Velvet

[justbeingnamaste]

“And somewhere out there, in the river of addicts, alcoholics, wife beaters, doormats, overeducated legalized thieves, fascist police, and bitter rivalries— someone told me it’s a good city, and I don’t know what’s more frightening”  ~ Phil Volatile

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I traded in myfreedom fora needy, whinyand defiantfour-year-old,a junky girlfriend,and a relationshipriddled withsomeone else’sproblemsNow, I stareout of openwindows likea wild mustangcraving openfieldsI clench mycrotch, wheremy ballsused to be,and I hum aloathsome tune,like an out-of-work castratowho’s realized his dreams of someday having his own familyare gone

Phil Volatile, Crushed Black Velvet

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I can remember whendelusions of grandeur entailed wanting tobe a rock star, movie star,a millionaire; to make itas a writer—now it seems that it’sto want to earn adecent living

Phil Volatile, White Wedding Lies, and Discontent: An American Love Story

[cobblestonestreet]

Because any guilt the size of a speck of dust, or shame can crush even the best of men, in mountains of weight.

Phil Volatile

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Enjoying spring

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Selfie after the gym on the new bike

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My Mind's Abyss: Aftermath will be coming out soon! (Book #2)