#pining!sirius

[padyandmoonfoot]

PLEASE send me pining!Sirius Wolfstar fic recs. in exchange i can offer you a little secret

(mr tell me a fucking secret)

[wolfstarhaven]

🌸FLUFFY FRIDAY #51🌸

Bring a toothbrush✨

Five Times Sirius Silently Pined for Remus and the One Time he did Something About it, by [anonymous] (3k)

What it says on the tin. Remus Lupin is not your average man, and Sirius Black is painfully aware of that. Or: here is a series of instances that would be ridiculous if it were anyone but the Marauders. Featuring watermelon seeds, alcohol, leather pants, bad dancing and too many cigarettes.

Pure fluff! Adorable.

Nosebleed, by WrappedUp (8k)

“I can’t have a threesome, Lily. I do puzzles for fun. I drink Ovaltine. I have a mug that says ‘I heart spreadsheets’. And it wasn’t even a present; I went out and bought it for myself because I really do. I heart spreadsheets.”

A muggle au in which Sirius is a pianist and Remus is stupidly oblivious. It’s so incredibly sweet, well-written and lovely all-around!

xx Elliot

[padyandmoonfoot]

“I’m bisexual, Sirius.”

Queue a very long pause. Sirius opened his mouth halfway, then closed it, and opened it again, and spit out, “You don’t fancy me, do you?”

James gave Sirius a weird look.

“Nah, I’m not all that into masculine men,” Remus said, slowly, almost testing the waters. Sirius laughed and paused again, before remembering,

“I was wearing a skirt last week, you prat, don’t insult me by calling me masculine.”

-excerpt from Masculinity by RoyalPrince24 (me!) on ao3

[wolfstarhaven]

station to station, by aeridi0nis

( @aeridi0nis ) (26k)

Nineteen seventy-eight: there's beginnings and there's endings and there's love and elsewhere, there's war, and when you're seventeen and you're eighteen and you're Remus and you're Sirius, only some of these things are important.

General themes/feeling: pining, obliviousness, misunderstandings, a little bit of angst, happy ending.

I LOVE THIS I LOVE THIS I LOVE THIS!

This little fic stole my heart. I’d sell my soul for it. It’s just so darn beautiful, sweet - it’s everything nice.

It’s a hogwarts era, 7th year, fic, with a mixed POV (Sirius and Remus). It includes: coming out, oblivious!Sirius, jealousy, figuring out one’s feelings, some quite big misunderstandings, and a LOT of pining. So basically, everything I want in a fic.

And it’s so well written??? I don’t understand. It must be sorcery - the prose is just fantastic! ✨ The characterisations? Incredible! The dialogue? Marvellous! The internal monologues? Hilarious! I genuinely sat smiling like a buffoon all throughout this fic. I totally felt smitten myself: reading this felt like being 17 and in love with your best friend.

So, if you want to have your heart melted, go right ahead and read this masterpiece of a fic!

A quote that had me laughing:

Marlene is watching him with the sort of pity one usually reserves for stray dogs, or idiots, which is a strange Venn diagram to be occupying the centre of.

A part that stole my heart:

Because Sirius would like to kiss him, now.

Which is terrible, because it’s not meant to go like this: the end of the world is not supposed to rock up in the common room, quietly one evening as an eyelash on Remus’ cheek. Nowhere – nowhere, had Sirius planned for that. And yet Remus is looking at him blankly and Sirius wants to kiss him more than anything and of course that isn’t supposed to happen – that can’t happen, since when did that happen, so how can this be anything less than the end of fucking everything?

Lots of love, Elliot🌸

[protectnevillelongbottom]

Sirius getting jealous, but I don't mean like pouty jealous for no reason jealous, like brewing jealousy over the attention Remus gets because let's be real, Remus is perfect? And Sirius, sweet bby child that he is, gets deathly afraid that he might lose his Moony:)

jESUS CHRIST 

It started in first year, when all the seventh year girls were fawning over how cute and small Remus was because let’s be real he was absolutely the cutest first year anyone’s ever seen in their entire lives

Remus Lupin, sweet baby child

Okay, so in first year he’s all cutesy and cuddly and innocent

Throughout second and third year, too

And in fourth year, he gets his first girlfriend

They’re both kind of awkward and fumbling because they’re 14 man, they have no idea what they’re doing

Remus has multiple girlfriends that year

The girls are only all over him because at this stage, it’s cool to have a boyfriend

But it’s not just them who notice Remus

Sirius notices him

And every time Sirius sees Remus kissing one of his girlfriends, he doesn’t know whether to feel angry or to curl up in his four poster and cry

So he does what any rational 14-year-old with a burning gay crush on his best friend would do

He ignores it

Fifth year is much the same

By sixth year, girls are fawning over Remus again, but not for the same reasons

Now, Remus’ jawline is defined, he’s grown taller, his hair is a perfect honey-brown, and his hands are big

And now, Sirius knows Remus is having sex with his girlfriends

The first time Remus tells him, his stomach twists and he just barely manages to look unfazed

He cries that night in the shower

He knows, eventually, that Remus doesn’t really like all the attention, but he does like having a girlfriend

And Sirius’ gut wrenches again, because Remus is 100% Not Gay™

Sirius keeps his feelings hidden, keeps them locked away deep deep deep in his heart

Because he’d much rather have Remus as a friend than not have him at all and there’s no way he’s ever letting go of him