It Begins With Silence
Pairing: Draco Malfoy x Soft!Reader
Summary: A series of interactions. Subtle realizations. Unacknowledged feelings. Your existence to Draco Malfoy was inconsequential, at first. Yet wonders never cease when he decides to acknowledge you.
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You were the silent type.
He's never talked to you before but he knew of your existence. Like a ghost that lingered at the walls, ever present yet elusive. He knew you from your claimed seat in the Slytherin common room, right by the fireplace. Close enough to his friends' lounging spot yet far enough to be unnoticed.
He knew you were always there with a book in your hand and a stoic expression on your face. He knew that younger Slytherins would sometimes come up to you and ask for help. He knew you from when you would pass his friends when you grab or return a book to the bookshelves.
Other than that, you were just there. Irrelevant. Like a buzz in the air you eventually grew accustomed to. That was your existence: nonconsequential to his life in Hogwarts.
Draco Malfoy didn't give a knut about you until you were partnered up in Potions. After Theo Nott had bolted away from him the moment he heard his partner, he felt the quiet shift of your presence settle beside him on the table. You gave him a small nod as you sat which he deemed not to reciprocate. Chin rested in one hand, he glanced at you once–upright posture, folded hands, neutral expression–then brought his attention back to the board.
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"Wait."
His hand froze midair, clutching the knife about to slice through the flower heads. He raised an eyebrow and gave you a critical look.
"Don't cut that yet," you continued, undeterred. "Cut that a minute before we add it."
Your tone wasn't condescending, but it was assertive in a way that made his ego curdle. Just a bit.
"And why, pray tell, should I follow what you say?" He sneered.
You merely blinked.
"Well, these particular flower heads are most potent when it's freshly cut." You replied matter-of-factly. "Considering its integrative properties with this potion, we'd want its quality to be as potent as possible when we add it."
Malfoy gave you another skeptical look. He wasn't used to being interfered with in Potions. In fact, he was used to handling the brunt of the work to ensure his stellar marks were left unmarred by his partners' incompetence. So, yes, ego was poked. Just a bit.
"No," he replied as if he were talking to a five-year-old. "Doing that just exceeds the optimal potency level. You'll ruin the viscosity and increase the acidity of the potion." Admittedly, he did feel proud of shutting you down. Ego restored.
"For a freshly harvested flower head, yes, that's true, but..." Merlin, will this witch back down? You gently pinched the ends of the petals between your fingers. "These ones were put on a stasis charm. It's winter and its sensitive period after harvest is significantly shortened in the cold. Hence, the charm. The magical influence interferes with the properties of the plant. Feel the petals? They're not as soft as they should be; there's rigidity. That means the release of its sap will be explosive right after the cut."
Malfoy was silent. Reluctantly, he felt the petals between his fingers and, damn it, you were right. He opened his mouth as if to refute you but nothing came out. What you said made perfect sense. Again, damn it.
He scoffed and rolled his eyes but put away the flower heads. You gave him a small smile and continued your work.
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"Wait."
Malfoy clicked his tongue irritably. He turned sharply to you.
"What now?" He snapped. To your credit, you did hold an apologetic expression.
"I'll do the stirring." You offered. He narrowed his eyes but begrudgingly passed you the stirring rod.
"For Merlin's sake, the stirring is elementary. Don't muck it up." He grumbled as he moved away from the cauldron.
A few minutes passed as he started tidying up the rest of the station when, at the corner of his eye, he saw what you did.
You stirred counter clockwise at the end. Once.
Malfoy was enraged.
"What the hell do you think you're doing?" He yelled-whispered, grabbing your wrist away from the cauldron. "The instructions were to stir clockwise continuously. Are you daft? Or are you perhaps mad-"
He stopped abruptly when the potion's color transformed from a muted blue to a vibrant turquoise. Perhaps the most vibrant turquoise he's seen on a potion like this, its color almost emitting a soft glow. Malfoy looked at the potion a few seconds more before shooting you a disbelieving look.
There was a glint of triumph in your eyes as your attention was completely fixated on the potion. He saw the slightest upturn of your lips before you schooled your expression back to neutrality. You turned back to him.
"The potion is similar to Moonseed Poison." You explained. "The procedure is almost identical and its properties are all derived from the same family of ingredients."
He scoffed. "And you thought it would be a good idea to apply the same principle to a potion that has completely different effects?"
You shrugged. "Same principle." You eyed the hand still holding your wrist, and he immediately withdrew his hand. He pinched the nose of his bridge, staving off an oncoming headache.
"Merlin, witch." He groaned. "And you didn't think to tell me?"
That gave you pause. You looked away almost sheepishly and added in a small voice. "...I thought you wouldn't be very cooperative."
You fiddled with your fingers and was adamant to look at anywhere but him. At least you had the decency to look a bit guilty.
He gave you a (barely) long-suffering look before moving past to scoop the potion for submission.
To his dismay, Slughorn praised your potion to the point Malfoy wondered if he would cream his pants. He sat back in his seat with a deep scowl in his face which you deemed not to comment on. You continued to work on your report silently even as Malfoy grumbled beside you.
After a while, he turned to you. "How did you know?"
You gave a questioning hum as you continued to work, refusing to look his way.
"How did you know the same principle would work?"
Your quill stuttered before you resumed.
"I didn't."
He raised a brow, giving you an expectant look. You pursed your lips slightly and glanced at him cautiously.
"Gut feeling."
Malfoy turned away from you, his hand rubbing the back of his neck as if trying to calm himself. "Bloody hell."
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From then on, he began to notice you more. It was more so because he had now acknowledged your existence. You were promoted from the title or "irrelevant ghost" to "insufferable potions partner."
As you continued to be paired with him in Potions (to his dismay), he realized that, despite your penchant for having unconventional methods, perhaps there was a reason you were always close behind on the class rankings as the third or fourth top student. You had an intuitive sense for the interactions in each potion, making you an acceptable potions partner. He also realized that the only reason you lagged behind in rankings is because of your experimentations and your cursed gut feeling. With your potions, it was either a hit or miss.
Despite his initial annoyance with you, he couldn't deny that you were indeed competent. He began to develop a reluctant amicability with you and this was quite unfortunate because you began to do things he didn't understand.
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One Charms class, he had run late and all seats had been taken up except for the one beside you. After receiving an admonishment from Flitwick, he sat beside you with a scowl, murmuring curses under his breath.
He had just set down his inkpot when you put a green apple in his desk space. Before he could say anything, you leaned close to him and whispered.
"I noticed you weren't at breakfast earlier. Figured I'd grab you your daily drugs." You flashed him a small smile before returning to your notes.
He was so surprised that he forgot all about his earlier frustrations. He managed to mumble a thanks before turning to his parchment.
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"You have a Quidditch match later, right?"
That startled Malfoy. You two have never talked about anything besides academics. He nodded.
You rummaged through your pocket, and you pulled out a small charm shaped in a broom figurine.
He raised a brow at you inquisitively.
"It's a good luck charm." You rolled your eyes, a smile playing at your lips. "Not that you need it, of course. I know you're a good Seeker, but I figured I'd give you one anyway."
He continued to stare at you questioningly, and you grew conscious. Your fingers slowly closed around the charm.
"Well, you don't have to take it. I suppose I could just give it to another player–"
"Whatever." He scoffed and held out his hand. "Give it here. Merlin knows you'll accidentally set somebody on fire with your charms."
Your hand came up to your chest in affront as the other dropped the charm onto his open hand. "Excuse me? That was one time!"
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Malfoy was met with cheers from the team as he descended from the broom, snitch in hand. He walked proudly, chest out and ego inflated, as absorbed all the praises.
Through it all, the small broomstick charm weighed heavily on his pocket.
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The two of you were at the library working on a joint Potions project. It was raining hard outside and your table was right beside a window.
"Let me know when the rain gets any more interesting. I'm sure it can write the paper for us."
Malfoy drawled from across the table, interrupting your reverie of watching the rain. You didn't respond, and he paid you no mind as he kept writing down on his parchment.
He felt the prickle of your stare on him instead. He waited a few moments for your gaze to pass, but it didn't. He looked up from his parchment and raised a critical eyebrow at you.
You didn't deem his look with a response. You just kept looking at him as if examining a specimen from behind a glass, chin tucked in one hand and eyes lucid.
"Your eyes have a little blue in them."
That threw him off. What?
"What?" He managed, unable to school the look of shock and confusion from his face.
Again, you didn't respond and simply went back to your work.
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One particularly boring History of Magic class, he felt a nudge at the side of his leg. He shot you a flat look–yes, he happened to sit next to you again because he can sit anywhere he pleases, thank you very much–and you held out your hand filled with candies from Honeydukes.
"Want one?" You whispered, smiling shyly at him.
He didn't say anything and just grabbed from the pile. As he popped the candy into his mouth, he noticed you struggling to open one. He wordlessly grabbed the candy, opened it, and gave it back to you.
There was a flash of surprise on your face before you shot him a smile. He watched you pop the candy into your mouth.
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Apparently, your title has once again elevated from "annoying potions partner" to "tolerable person to be around."
Yes, he knew of your existence, your presence in the couch right by the fireplace. But when he sat by his friends close to your chair, he also began to notice other things.
He now knew that your expression wasn't as stoic when you're reading. The changes in your face were subtle but he noticed them. A raised brow. Pursed lips. Crinkled eyes. He also now knew that when the younger Slytherins would come up to you, you would also give them small charms or lean into them as if sharing a secret.
He also now has a collection of charms because of you. It could be for a match, an exam, a stressful day, or a random reason you would come up with. He kept telling himself to throw away those junk. He never did.
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The weather outside was chilly. Which was really something to consider when having a class outside for Care of Magical Creatures. Most of the students were bundled up and huddled together to retain as much warmth as possible.
Malfoy stood beneath a tree, gaze fixed to the courtyard where a certain someone should be walking now that class was about to start.
Sure enough, there you were. All frantic, frazzled, and panting by the time you settled next to him.
He looked at you expectantly as if you owed him an explanation.
"I fell asleep."
"Wonderful."
"Did you miss me?"
"Witch, you must be mad."
You bit back a smile as you tried to tune into the lesson. That was, until you heard him click his tongue annoyedly. You turned to Malfoy questioningly before you felt fabric wrap around your neck.
"If you wanted to die of the cold, you could've just told me to push you into the Black Lake." He grumbled as he adjusted his scarf to be more comfortable on you.
You blinked at him, unsure how to react to such a gesture. By the time, he let go of the scarf, you were positively drowning in his scent. You sunk your head further into the scarf to hide the smile you were struggling to fight.
When you muttered your thanks, all the response you got was a grunt.
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"Here."
He dropped a bag from Honeydukes beside you as you looked up from your book. You were sitting at one of the larger couches across the fireplace since you had the common room all to yourself. You looked up at him, and he made sure to school a look of nonchalance. Hands tucked inside his pockets and hair mussed just so. That probably didn't work as well because his face was frozen from the cold.
You raised a quizzical brow at him.
He scoffed and plopped down beside you unceremoniously, draping his arm across the couch behind you.
"It's sugar quills. You'd know if you had the decency to at least open the bag."
"Oh."
A pleasantly surprised expression passed your face and you checked that, indeed, there was an assortment of sugar quills in the bag. You still gave him a scrutinizing look as if asking Why?
He rolled his eyes. "You were complaining about running out. You wouldn't shut up about it." A quiet affronted gasp escaped you.
"It was one time..." You pouted, voice small in slight embarrassment. You opened the bag and grabbed a quill. "Thank you."
He only grunted and propped up his head with the arm resting behind you. This gave him the perfect view over your shoulder. And of your nape, apparently. A thought he quickly shook off. His eyes, however, kept drifting to the small hairs that tickled your nape and to the mole nestled at the bottom right.
He blinked his thoughts away. Ridiculous.
Thankfully, a sudden rush of warmth distracted him from his thoughts, realizing that you had cast a warming charm on him. There was a little twinge in his chest at the gesture, although he'd blame the charm for that.
You nudged the bad of sugars quills toward him and flashed him a small smile. "Share?"
He shrugged and grabbed one as you returned to your book. He didn't say anything else and just watched you from the corner of his eye, his head propped up far too closely next to you.
Malfoy didn't know what possessed him to buy those sugar quills. Or to sit down next to you when all he thought about after returning was to lie in his bed. And he certainly didn't know why he kept trying to lean closer to you.
Eager for a distraction, he tried to peek at what you were reading, eyes narrowing at the plethora of unfamiliar words. His curiosity won out.
"What are you reading?" He asked, leaning down to read better.
You startled, and turned to him to explain. This was, unfortunately, a mistake because both of you didn't realize how close he was leaning over your shoulder. This resulted in your faces being mere inches from each other, your breaths mingling. You shared a surprised look before immediately turning away from each other.
A moment passed.
Malfoy cleared his throat awkwardly, attempting to tamper his speeding heartbeat. Merlin, that warming charm must really be overheating him. He blamed your Charms proficiency.
"It's 1984 by George Orwell." You finally said, voice small, and eyes adamantly glued to the book. He turned back to you which, again, was a mistake because he now noticed how flushed your nape had become. Damn it. "It's a muggle book. Social commentary on totalitarianism told through a dystopian setting."
He swallowed, trying to focus on your words than your reddened cheeks.
"Right." He cleared his throat. "So what does doublethink mean?"
At that, the conversation turned for the better as you explained the details of the book to him. Malfoy, thankfully, was intrigued enough to override his earlier thoughts. You both eased into a comfortable atmosphere and, at some point, you had leaned your head against his arm behind.
Whether you noticed it or not, he did not know. But he did not care to comment on it.












