so i've been thinking over the past couple of days/weeks, am i actually funny? like maybe i'm not as funny as i thought i was (maybe i'm just annoying -- but my lifes goal is to annoy the shit out of everyone) or maybe i'm too nervous to be funny around people in college?? idk i hope i'm as funny as i think it am really
i'm rly doubting whether i should go to uni like, i've been having ideas to start doing sketches, music videos and maybe (if i'm lucky enough) short films and editing them once i get a better computer (hopefully this summer) but idk is it worth going to uni just for film? because doing film isn't something you need to go to uni to do because with film you learn by just going out and doing it like trial and error so is uni worth it? or maybe it's good to have a degree under my belt i don't know