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So um
My dealer: got some straight gas 🔥😛 this strain is called “rationalizing the mistreatment” 😳 you’ll be zonked out of your gourd 💯
Me: yeah whatever. I don’t feel shit
5 minutes later: dude I swear I just need to get hurt and tortured endlessly and it'll balance the world into true goodness. its law of the universe
My factive pacing: we are nothing more than a supporting character
repeatedly hitting someone's front triggers so they can NOT escape in any way. punishment or pain or rape or hypnosis. all applicable - preventing someone from switching out of it, from wriggling away, forced back into center every time you even start to slightly drift off point. this is your pain. This is your right here, right now. you aren't going anywhere, faggot. shouldn't have picked a fight you couldn't handle. no running off for you. the others can't help you. can't get too embarrassed to leave, either. hypnosis and front triggers and brainwashing and uhmm. uhhh. yeah.
knowing someone's front triggers and abusing the FUCK out of them. bonus points if theyre an introject or fictive or whatever term is the right one and you have like their source media playing in the background. bonus bonus points if you know who holds onto specific pieces of trauma and you take advantage of it. frozen in the headlights, pinned like a butterfly on the wall, exposed to your partner AND to your headmates and made an example of.
alternatively: confusion fractionation hypnosis + hitting different alter's front triggers. let's go on the tilt a whirl together and crank it way the fuck up. you don't know who you are or where you are or why. the only anchor becoming whoever's fucking you up. desperate dizziness. the loudest voice has to be the right one to follow, right? what else can you do?
plural system who begins all their conversations with “We, the people, […]”
Why is the average "am I plural?" post always like "I have an imaginary friend named Johnny who's been with me ever since I got thrown into the Torment Nexus as a child. He isn't like me in any way shape or form, and sometimes he takes over my body and I black out movie-style and wake up 10 days later in a different country wearing the most appalling outfit I've ever seen, and when I ask Johnny if he's real he goes 'Wtf is wrong with you of course I'm a real person, you're a multiple you idiot, you're literally in therapy for DID.' I might be plural but I honestly don't think so, I think I might just be a singlet roleplaying for attention. Reddit am I faking?"
how life be recently
hi im a not-sophie. my name is milly :3 🌷