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[cubarin777archieve]

what to write

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[outsidethebeautybox]

Highlight: Here comes the sun...

I love the sun marking type makeup on this guys face. TBH, I wish I'd come up with that.

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[jaedofspaeds]

Can’t speak for everyone but I seen someone ask “Why are stories like Red white and royal blue and heated rivalry so popular with women, or more so straight women?”

I can’t speak for straight women, this is my take as a bisexual woman. Stories like these are usually written from a female gaze, in this case both are. There is something intensely intimate and absolutely grueling, captivating and addictive about the emotions that are portrayed in these stories. Not only in their live versions but in their books as well, I think the underlying tone of ‘this is who I am, this is who I need to be, and this is what I want but can’t have’ is something everyone , though especially Queer , and I say Queer here as a coverall for LGBTQ+ individuals for sake of expediency. It’s something we can relate to in having been in and having had feelings like that towards another person or ourselves when realizing our feelings and what those around us would label it as, as well as how it would effect our lives and our friends lives.

Especially in the cases of RWRB and HR where you have two characters Alex and Shane who are not only LGBTQ+ they’re mixed raced POCs, so for someone like me who is a mixed race WOC and LGBTQ+ I seen a lot of myself in Alex and Shane, it really show cased the unspoken feelings and pressure that comes with not only being quote different and quote how we look but also how we feel and how the ladder is already challenging enough especially in professional situations now adding pressure to the ‘if they know I’m queer then it’s a wrap’ especially in recent times where maybe certain aspects of power in these books/shows reflect real life politics that are trying to harm LGBTQ+ individuals.

These stories really hit deeply and raw in the places of the feelings and emotions we try to hide within ourselves, the tone of everything you try to hide eventually shows, it’s almost a poetic story and a horror movie rolled into one, it’s real life depicted in a way that will go over many people’s heads that can not relate and hit deeply to those who can.

[dozyisdead]

I’ve never really thought about how lonely it must be to be a “First” until I got into F1. I’d like to explore that a little bit with you guys if you don’t mind.

1. Sir Lewis Hamilton

We all know what makes him a First, but there’s layers to it. Lewis is the First Black driver, First Black point scorer, First Black race winner, First Black championship winner. He is a lot of Firsts, and he’s set and broken so many records, he’s become so decorated. He’s a master of his craft, but that is where it gets lonely. I don’t know if many realize it, but racism is rampant in the world, despite how many will deny it, and it’s very rampant in Europe. Yes, I can’t speak much as an American, but at the same time we do not deny it and try to hide it so vehemently as some of Europe does. And in that world Lewis has talked about being called racial slurs from a young age, when he was still in karting. There’s a specific interview I keep thinking of, and it breaks my heart every time I think of it. Lewis has been set alone from the second he started, and he has never been to blame for it. But him being a First has become so Important, and I know he has people that make it known that he is not alone.

2. Zhou Guanyu

I don’t think people realize this, But Zhou is the first and only Chinese F1 driver to ever race. He has become a pillar of movement in that act, in a way like Lewis. I know there are obvious differences in their positions, but it’s still a monumental feat. We have know that F1 is dominated by Europeans, and yes there have been asian drivers before him, but to be the First for your country? It’s a position filled with pressure and can often be isolating, especially when you take language and culture into consideration. Not only is he one of two Asian drivers on the grid, he’s the only one who speaks his language. And I’m speaking from the perspective of someone who’s learning other languages when I say English is hell to learn. It’s my first language and I do not understand it at all, I can’t imagine how hard it is for someone who’s uses completely different characters like Yuki or Zhou. But Zhou, he is loved, and I wish people would acknowledge the steps he has made as a First, as someone who opened a door for others.

3. Logan Sargeant

The first American on the gird to score points in over 30 years. Yes, there had been other American drivers since Andretti’s 1993 season, Scott Speed and Alexander Rossi, but they did not score points. There’s actually something that I would like to point out regarding one of his predecessors, Mr. Speed, as they both completed a season and a half. But, that’s beside the point. Logan, be the first in a long time, in this century, is a lonely thing. There’s other drivers who I think can attest to that, but I feel like it’s a very unique thing, especially when you come from a place where something like F1 isn’t as big as say NASCAR, or even Indy. It’s a little film of separation that you can feel, no matter if it’s as thin as a spider web.

4. Ralf Schumacher

The First openly homosexual former driver who raced in F1, it’s a beautiful feeling to know he’s become comfortable enough to share it. I can imagine the hell it caused him mentally and emotionally to be in such a position that made it to where every moment could be taken out of context. And I would like to point out the impact he made, by not revealing it until later. The fact that we knew him first as a good driver and not as “the gay man in F1” is so important and people might not understand that. He is a First of ground-shaking proportions, and I sometimes wish we could have known sooner, but I also understand him so well. I’m the first openly queer person in my family, and as the first openly queer person in a partially south asian family, it’s terrifying. I can’t imagine how it would have been for him, in what we call the peak of motorsports, in a sport that has so much distaste for even women participating, if someone who was queer was to try. He has put himself on a pedestal that shows others that it’s okay to exist in that world, not just drive. You, Ralf Schumacher, have done so much more than you can think.

There are MANY more, I know, but those three have stood out to me recently. Everyone has their own little pedestal that they stand on, that shows how unique they are, but there is nothing quite like a First. I have so much love for all of these men, and so much joy and sorrow for them.

Being a First is lonely, I know it well and I have learned it well, but when you are in a sport that gives you no privacy like F1, it becomes even lonelier. They are human, and as other Firsts in our own lives and worlds, we must not forget that.

[felicitousfaceclaims]

KSENIA DANIELA KHARLAMOVA | TRINIDADIAN, RUSSIAN & UKRAINIAN | 2002

[our-queer-experience]

Question for any intersex people (idk if if intersex, sorry)-is it ok to call myself intersex if I only have PCOS? I know that technically makes me intersex, but idk

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[andrew-garfielld]

ANTHONY MACKIE ━ 64th Annual GRAMMY Awards in Las Vegas, Nevada (April 03, 2022)